His brown hair uncut & fair.
He knows I am there.
Because at him I always stare.
I wonder if he ever imagines how I appear bare.
About my nakedness would he even care?
Someone to trust who I he would never try to scare.
To be bold enough to kiss me would he even dare?

A desire for his love burns so hot.
As sweet as a sugared gum drop.
A cursed rejection so real it rots.
A dream only a nightmare could stop.
An ending with snap, crackle. & pop.
The floor has flooded again, where is the mop?
In the workplace or after in the parking lot.
We deserve all that we got.
Food or presents to imagine he bought.
To visualize it by thinking the thought.
To share his bed & never again sleep on a cot.
A story to tell about with a twisted plot.

A composition so well crafted.
In it's first & second drafted.
A  Masterpiece of letters form words.
None of which you really read or heard.

Maybe someday in music or a song.
My poetry will be loved & belong.

A connection unfolds and is not lost.
My dignity would be all it would cost.

He ignores my words.
They never reach his ears.
He turns his back on me.
Without no apology.

The trees hide whispering birds.
Karma on your car lands a ****.
Through the cloudy skies they steer.
Like little tiny specks on the horizon you see.
Shapes of signs from zodiac astrology.

A friendship never formed.
Sheltered from the unpredicted storm.
A family still unborn.
Independent & private in a dorm.
No one generation is mourned.

A perfect formation
Sacred & purposely placed in this nation.
A face unknown.
Homeless without a number for a phone.
Harmless it freely roams.

A past corrupted.
Innocence & happiness is interrupted.
Evil & sin in this house has erupted.

Justice does not protect & serve.
Criminals never get the incarceration they deserve.
To do unspeakable crimes they have the nerve.

In Mexico....
To be some perverts ***.
Unreported child *** crimes bestow.
Law enforcement will never know.

Low priority cases never made it to the Hall of Justice.
Uncredible witness unrecommended.
My custodial declarations untrusted.

Too many  crimes to count on two hands with fingers of five.
Low lives with cheated wives.
In jails they are still alive.
The queen bee of their hive.

A trust destroyed & betrayed.
A little girls self-esteem frazzled & frayed.
In danger she stayed.
Clueless friends with daily she played.
In my bed at night beside me his sickness laid.
To sell my *** so he could get paid.

My heart had a murmur.
My ***** had a tumor.

Your image is pleasing to my eyes.
I don't believe any of your lies.
Mama has always lived in a filthy sty.
Feeds us only butter on rye.

Nothing more but always less.
Ariel & I deserve everything that is the best.

My psychological evaluation was normal.
A haunting vision of the paranormal.
Words that lie.
With baby eyes that cry.
A weeping willow beside me on my pillow.
A room to feel safe.
With you when I am alone no one can replace.
I already know you I saw your face.

Attraction so savage like a vicious hound.
Can I trust you to be around?
Betray me once & another chance won't be found.
Not desperate or on the rebound.

Rain clouds with thunder that's loud.
Snow fall with snowflakes for all.
Sun rays through lazy days.
A chilly breeze across a still horizon.
Sunsets in the evening.
Promise you won't be leaving.
The early morning sunrise.
Through lonely misty dew foggy skies.
The mountain tops with frosty drops.
Sparkles & glitters for all the first critters.
A creepy cave a on hillside.
The shoreline cove open wide.
Seagulls whine & hide on the missed.
Never to forget.
Everything destined not to let.
Threads so transparent & fine.
Through fabrics of time.
His lips I long to kiss.
A silhouette shadow tall & with form.
A faded desire perfect & undeformed.
A sliver of hope he may be back.
Eye contact & a caress that lacks.
My bottle in the seas casts an ungranted wish.
True love my life has untouched & missed.

Impossible miracle.
To bring the dead back to life.
To be a Saint.
A miracle worker.
To me you never talk.
People believe I only stalk.
There have been misconceptions.
Lies & rumors of deception.
People don't really know me.
You can change your mood.
Choose to conversate & not be rude.
The family I disowned continues to intrude.
They only see what they want to see.
Their habits conflict with my moral values.
I wasted my love on alot of mistakes.
I won't waste another minute while I am awake.
Spending my time being productive.
To be happy & loved everyday I live.
Insanity is not in my mind.
Nobody ever really looks for it to find.
Nobody ever devoted their time.
To a living commitment to be mine.
Just because I suffered ****** trauma.
Doesn't automatically mean I have psychological drama.

A ghost voice has spoken.
The key is to use the token.
An invisible shield.
A sign to stop or yield.
Caution of the crosswalk.
Ignore the beggar's talk.
Focus on your destination.
Along your path to avoid devastation.
Use common sense & use safety.
Have a buddy system.
To a friend you should listen.
Beware & be aware of your surroundings.
When you drive don't speed.
Devise a plan & take the lead.
A certificate in the mail.
A person to know.
A family to grow.
Wings or halos.
Without horns or tails.
Male or female.
An image two of the same.
D.N.A. is your mark to carry your name.
Your ***** is your seed.
Never drink, or do drugs, or smoke ****.