Senseless
Palm trees wrapped with barbed wire.
I like gingerbread cookies of pillsbury dough, of that you already know.
Frappuccinos without whipped.
Like a dream

Y.M.C.A.

Rollerblading the past is fading.
Summer camps horseback riding, rock climbing, arts & crafts.
Friends confiding, connections binding, lots of laughs.
Swimming, smores, canouing, & row boats.

Gemini Loved Scorpio

Solar system of a higher altitude.
Astrology to set the mood.
A date which is charming & not rude. Greek or mexican? My favorite food.

Dinosaurs
Fragmented fossils scattered & tousled.
Destroyed uncontrollable elements.
Unfortunate Tragedy was sent.
Replicated skeletons displayed.
Fragile & frayed.
An unearthed discovery.
Arranged for everyone to see.
Hell beast creatures?
Museums main feature.

Will it be a cold day in hell?
Before I hear my own wedding bells?
When pigs fly?
Children might ask why.
As sure as mortals all die.
When justice isn't even tried.
When bribes are buyed.
When victims cry.
When nobody ever says "hi".
Who's child was taken?
It was I.
Everyone has their own lie.
They all want a piece of my birthday pie.
Never is forever.
Phone calls & even letters.
A stubborn end, to no beginning.
Evil sin, & selfish greed winning.
They wish innocence to cry & just die.
An end of joy for every girl & boy.
An end to happiness & love.
Hell below & heaven above

Green eyes & seductive stare.
Words which never lie.
Everyday about me he cares.
Buys me a latte of chai.
His arms around mine.
An endless love through time.
His kiss on my face.
A loving embrace.
In 1996, through the doorway his arms around my waist.
A memory time can't erase.
His greenish eyes see all the naked parts of me.
His only woman I want to be.
A true love set free.
A person to cherish.
A love never to perish.
Perfect lips, unbroken hips,
freckled hands, untraveled lands.
Seductive mouth, forbidden south,
a gentle caress,
love made best,
Faithfulness put to the test,
insecurities that never rest.
His thoughts that count.
Unpaid debts that mount,
Red hair that glows, a loving heart that knows.
A generous mind, in him I find.
Unlocked treasures.
Nobody else could measure.
My Best Friend
A smart man, his biggest fan.
His baby head asleep on my lap.
A face he would never slap.
He likes fishing.
Together forever is what I'm wishing.
Being alone I am not missing.
His face I want to be kissing.
Just being a friend.
Needs to end.
I want more.
Then to just be a *****.
He says I am a chore.
I grew up poor.
I used to sleep on a floor.
I hate to be ignored.
I don't know what's in store.
I haven't been given the grand tour.
I want to be his girl. I want to be his world. With him I fell in love. He was sent from heaven above. He is who I adore. He makes my spirit soar. He is part of what I live for. I feel it in my core. I just need stability & commitment more.

Nothing is not something to be.
Broke & unemployed, for a year that was me.
Any friend who cares can see.
A mutual connection to give that part of me.
I envision a stable happiness of harmony.
A peace that is free.
A trusting love that's true that is he.
Big hearts & thoughtful minds that is we.
No secrets to find, no mysteries to untwine.
No regrets to rewind.
No promises to bind.
Nothing to hide.
Open book. Open wide.
A friend to confess & confide.
A journey & path to guide.
Prayers answered.
Whispered desires.
Untamed flames & passionate fires.
No untold lies.
Friends money can't buy.
No unanswered Questions of why.
No broken hearts that cry.
All that is true & fair.
Nothing pursued or dared.
Someone real to care.
A meaningful stare.
A loving heart, an honest feeling, a true passion.
A faithful promise.
A heart felt respect.
No one needs to correct.
An erased debt.
A winning bet. A reunion met. A commitment to get. A destiny & fate to let. A loving loyal pet. A plan to set.

Broken poor trash which degrades & defiles.
You lied to the courts, judge, mediator, minor's counsel, & district attorney.
A backstabber, 2 faced, hypocrite, who commited perjury.
A hunchback hammertoed hefer who gets fatter.
You live in a hoarded ***** stenched sty.
Quality is not something you search to buy.
You settle for **** bit by bit.
On your fat *** you sit.
Your ***** sag.
Your a decripid old hag with saddle bags.
You destroy relationships.
You can't form your own friendships.
Your a judgmental, prejudice, anti-social, psychotic, hermit crab.
Your a heartless blackheart who back stabs.
You take what's not yours.
By manipulation, cheating, stealing & lying.
You want my child motherless.
Your an evil diease.
Your thoughtless, your lies don't put me as ease.
You divorced my dad.
You took all I had.
You can't control your bladder.
What I want to you does'nt matter.
Greed you sought.
Your lies I fought.
You spread hate in your old lady disguise.
You believe your so clever, deceitful, & wise.
You have cellulite, verocross veins, & cottage cheese thighs.
A meat loving satanic caravore.
Who slams the door.
Pees on herself & the floor.
Has a greed for more. Always settles for poor. Vendictive evil without a cure. My life is smeared a blur from everything I am & once were.

Talent should never go to waste.
Everyone who don't have success, wealth, & fame should get a taste.
No good person should remain a lifeless shell.
They can kiss & tell.
Scream & yell.
To cheat is to be cheated.
To beat is to be beated.
To express anger is to receive it.
Insanity has no boundaries.
Rages has no borders.
****'s have no power or order.
Self control is a whole.
Hermits shy away & shut-in's like moles.
Evil takes many forms.
They can look completely normal or hideously deformed.
Crazy minds aren't always seen on the outside.
No one can hide their true selfs.
Everything is discovered eventually.
Whether through fate, circumstance, karma, or consicous.

I am a vegetarian
like a humanitarian.
I am pro-life.
I am nobody's wife.
I graduated high school.
I never had friends, I wasn't cool.
I have a driver's license.
I have no credit or finances.
I am not a voter. I am a pet devoter.
I am not a drinker.
I am more of a thinker.
I am not a smoker.
I am more of a joker.
I am not an addict or fanatic.
I am not erratic.
Or a manic.
I don't panic.
I am not a stalker,
Or a street walker.
Sometimes I am a big talker.
I am not a **** or a nut.
I am not alone.
I am not a ghome.
I have a friend.
Loneliness he can mend.
I am no longer in a rut.
I don't have a big ****.
I am not married.
When I die I don't want to be buried.
I want to be frozen.
That's what I've chosen.
I don't cook or clean.
I just look but I'm not mean.