You were gone for so long.
Where do you belong?
Our relationship was all wrong.
You said you don't like my song.
You know the rule.
I ain't no fool.
I oppose even if you say it with a rose.
I haven't told lies about my size.
Take your best guess.
Stop with the flirt.
No I don't want dessert.
It's what I chose.
Who knows.
Empathy you can abstract.
What you lost you must subtract.
I want my money back.
That is a fact.
I kept track.
Your word you lack.
The plan was mapped.
Everyone clapped.
It was easily adapt.
The attack was a single slap.

To know me is to respect me,
that is if you get me.
I am all about animal rights.
Ending wars & fights.
Giving a voice for equality between women, men, unborn babies, & slaughtered cattle.
An endless battle.
Life shouldn't be taken for granted.
Regardless of spells being chanted.
Blind, deaf & dumb.
Common sense they need to.
Get some.
Migraine.
Ignorance creates violence.
Abuse with silence. They never learn.
They won't get another turn.
Feeble people.
Unforgiven hatred.
Don't know how to cope.
Will never obtain any hope.
Sometimes when I sleep I dream.
When I'm awake children scream.
The neighbor's are annoying.
Sleep I can't be enjoying.

In 1988 at lake murray we took a boat ride.
Our feelings we kept secret inside.
You didn't support me, you weren't by my side.
You moved away, and in 2009 you died.
I missed you & I cried.
Staying together couldn't be buyed.
Having fun without you was lied.
Divorce was a knot never untied.
A relationship that could'nt last.
Not since the curse was cast.
A love severed so fast.
Regrets & pain fill our past.
Ourselves, our lives & what made us who. Memories so far & few.
Why did you have to go to Sedona?
Why didn't you stay in California?
Instead you moved to Arizona.
I never believed you really would.
I didn't make the time I really should.
I guess we had a chance.
But it wasn't a simple dance.
At your photograph I often glance.
My thoughts of you are mostly sad.
I never really got to have you for a dad.
My past childhood makes me mad.
The few memories feel glad.
Things happen that are bad.
There's more things I wish we had.
Occasionally I get an awful feeling.
A need for a peculiar dealing.
I need closure with a sealing.
My spirit got cracked & has peeling. I guess I need soul healing. I used to have so much hope. I never could handle abandonment & cope.

Would you travel miles to see smiles?
Someone with morals.
From another portal.
Someone who don't eat meat.
That is polite whenever we meet.
Someone private & discreet.
Someone strong.
To belong.
That doesn't prey on the weak.
Who can stand on their own two feet.
Someone to take the heat.
Someone organized & neat.
Who people they would never beat.
Lover's who don't cheat.
Strength you can't defeat.

Don't become someone to hate.
Have a positive fate.
Cater your own plate.
A true heart never descrates.
A love that's holy.
Pure & whole.
With all my heart & soul.
Don't be twisted and diss.
Or your what & who I won't miss.
Go away & stay away is not my final wish.
I have to find my own bliss.
A new man to kiss.
It may be on my list.
I not okay when I'm ******.
Betrayed me.
Used me.
Fooled me.
Refused me.
You left me.
Never kept me.

You can't put me in a cage.
For having anger & rage.
When you commit crimes you do hard time. Someone will find me.
Someone will be kind to me.
Someone will love me.
Someone won't get enough of me.
Someone will care about me.
Someone will dare to be with me.
Someone will kiss me.
Someone will miss me.
Someone will hug me.
Someone will bug me.
Someone will choose me.
Someone will lose me.
Someone might leave me.
Someone might need me.
Someone will respect me.
Someone will get me.

No place is safe.
Your path will be traced.
Your existence hollow.
Not somebody to follow.
If you can't guess.
Your not my mess.
Leave me alone, just go home.
If you don't have cash, you are jobless trash.
Looking lazy & mean has become your daily theme.
No I can't spare some change.
Maybe a job would hire you if you weren't so strange.

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