the day all these things happen, you are over it, you made it, breathe

I liked this guy and I legit don't know if I still do, but one of your friends said you said you liked me and I don't know if he's teasing me or not or whatever I really want it to be true, but I don't want to. I don't want to keep going through the pain of removing you from my head every single week. It's tiring. So either make it clear that you like me, or don't play with my feelings. I'd rather the former of course.

so today some coaches came back and it was really a blast from the past. although all secrets i was keeping were revealed to them and it was quite embarrassing, i really wouldn't have it any othe rway