I didnt paint on a smile or bright blue eyes today
I left my paint in my room, where I wept
I lost my passion to do anything
i´d **** for that feeling
to not feel
at all
:)

I am having a heavy heart
God, will you never show me happiness
Its alright I could accept the reality
But will never seen what's hearted happiness
Please I beg you
Don't show me
Who are happy
Because I feel jealous
Which I should not do
I am longing
But is it jealous ??
Please I beg you
How worse the situations may be
I will trust you ever
And I will call only u ever

Every second who dies in the world
Its me

One day I will be mine
I do something

Just wish to write
But I don't have anything to write

Is it right
To be quiet ?

So I will write
With a right

To show all ,the height
And the weight
Of my love for all the poets, right !!

I think
I don't deserve anyone
In the world
!!