I’m still waiting
To fall apart
I thought I did a long time ago
But it turns out
I was just cracked
But now I feel like the cracks are splitting open
And at any moment
I could break
Shatter
Crash

I’m still waiting
For everyone to leave
Finally realizing that I’m not worth anything
I’m at the edge of my seat
Because a few
Have already trickled away
And at any moment
I could break
Shatter
Crash

I’m still waiting
Feeling unready
For everything sure to come
And so I sit and think
About the day
That the ‘at any moment’
Becomes a ‘this moment’
And I break
Shatter
Crash

I'm not heartless, I've just learned to use my heart less

"I still can't really explain it,
But have you ever seen all the firework go off at the same time at new years eve?
That's what it feels like to kiss you, and it gets better every single time."

The poet lives two lives.
One on the outside,
And one in their mind.

When you look in their eyes
You could see an abyss.

If you looked long enough
You could sink into it.

But most people don’t see it.

Take the time to read the words, though,
And you would know for sure.

The poet lives in two different worlds.

i want  you
i want every piece of you
i want your bad morning breath
i want your ruffled bed head
i want your worries
i want your fears
i want you baby can't you see
i'll take you for you and you take me for me