good morning, land of unbearable rain.

not in the mood to watch the world fall apart <3

(don't freak out, i'm not contemplating suicide. i just have a feeling)

10w

i'm a day late.

i'm sorry i **** at moving on.

hey, i'm deleting quite a few poems. sorry, but i'm trying to find my voice again, and it's hard with all of this clutter of who i'm trying to escape. i'm only deleting the poems i wrote with bad intention.

but if they meant something to you (if you even notice they're gone) then i'll move them to 'unlisted' and give you the link. i need them off my profile, but i don't want to take them from you if you connected with them. even if i wrote them for the wrong reasons.

so. you probably won't miss them, but i just wanted to make sure my stupid decisions didn't hurt anyone but me.

i'll probably delete this poem, too

anyway, i hope you guys are doing well. stay hydrated and wear a seatbelt. breathe. and have a good breakfast <3

i need rain.

08.09.2020

god, i cannot do this thing where you aren't with me

****.

it's not very poetic. but it sorta rhymes. and i am trying to appreciate that i'm getting better.

i hope you appreciate yourself, too, once and awhile. you're lovely, and i sincerely wish you a good breakfast <3

05.11.2020

last night was rough....

05.06.2020

if you let go, i'll break my bones. but maybe that's okay. i love you.

05.28.2020

04.22.2020