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I am being constantly reminded
that,
'this is the dawning of the day'
and me
yawning like there's no tomorrow

I hate the radio that
sits
like a cameo
on the backstage of my life

and **** the teardrops too.

Too many flood tides.

I will drown again
in the repetition
of the constant pain
I will
drown again.

I eat Chinese for dinner.

She was the lotus,
a gossamer blossom.

all that's long ago
and before you were born
a thousand fortune cookies
under the bridge.

**** me or cure me,
but
can you be sure of me?
it's something that I
need to know.
 May 2016 Got Guanxi
Arcassin B
By Arcassin Burnham

Just know that I'll be here for ya,
I'll put my seatbelt on and steer for ya,
I'm rolling in the deep of fears for ya,
I would not dare,
Not to care for ya,
Known to be the one to take the Rep for ya,
Writing song with a guitar for ya,
Look up to the heavens and the stars for ya,
Ill give my life,
Comes with a price for ya,

Why do I feel this way,
In later time we'll be okay,
Why do I feel this way,
And when the skies turn grey,
I roll this feeling away,
Into the depths of whatever I have become,
I know that I can not run,
From you,
Cause I would die for ya.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/05/sessions-chapter-3-mep.html
inspire me once again
I write to keep peace in my mind.
I write to keep my sanity stable.
I write for myself and no one else.
No I will not write you a story, or a poem, or any of the above.
I will not write for you just to get criticized by you.
I only write for myself.
I only write for my feelings.
I'm not sorry for typing all day and not socializing.
I'm not sorry for locking myself in my room and writing.
I'm just not sorry.
Forgive me for speaking my mind.
Forgive me for being "obsessed" with music.
Forgive me for not caring if you forgive me or not.
 May 2016 Got Guanxi
Arcassin B
Dead
 May 2016 Got Guanxi
Arcassin B
By Arcassin Burnham

Give me all the joy in the world so I
Could crush it,
Got a lot of things on my mind but ain't no question,
This certainly isn't a blessing but welcome to
Another session of endless suffering inside
A young boys head that wishes he we're dead in
Spite of everything that has happened in his life
That pertained to worst problems to follow.
 May 2016 Got Guanxi
Arcassin B
By Arcassin Burnham

Constant conscious loving all the little things
In life,
Can't let these little things like clouded emotions
Spark a light,
Out to be gifted but Santa's shop is closed this night,
Remembered your name in desperate times but
You forgot about mine,
so,
Thats why I don't belong,
Here,
I can just say ***** it and end up giving my
Life to a man I've never seen ,
messing up my Vision with the bright light,
I maybe be would be judged with a small smite,
But everything gets cold when frost bites,
And you don't feel so holy when the heart dies.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/05/sessions-chapter-3-mep.html
Oh, you have the power
to make my life a hell or a heaven.
Oh, you have captured my all my heart
and all my soul
for within your heart lies the key.
And my poor soul has lost all its will
and my heart is held captive,
bound in chains of love
and I have become like a child
that longs to be held
in its dear mother's arms.
Oh, there is comfort and love
in the warmth of your embrace.
Oh, I long to be held
and feel the love flowing from the depth
of your lovely and loving soul
like the love that flows from a mother's heart.
Oh, you are the key
that shall make my soul to see
if I shall turn to a shadow
of what I once was
or if I shall become
the other half of your soul
and live in your heart
for all of times never ending infinity.
 May 2016 Got Guanxi
L Seagull
There is darkness and death in your eyes
What have you got buried inside
The shallow grave in your soul
The ghosts there have taken control
You really should have dug a little deeper there
Body parts are starting to appear and scare
The child inside away

Each tear that flows down your face
Trickles then picks up the pace
And turns to a river inside
A river that will not subside
I can hear that dreadful overflowing sound
And watching from afar I see a child is drowned
The child inside your heart

I can see you drifting away
Heading for the light
I can see you drifting away
Every night

Why were you always inside
On days when the weather was fine
And while we were running around
You were nowhere to be found
You know you should have taken all your dolls to bed
But you were made to play games with your soul instead
The child inside you died
Apologies, I'm on my DM non-stop stretch
roses are red
violets are blue,
but none more brighter
than my love for you
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