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61 · Apr 27
Kentucky
Maroon, dust, old vinyl floors
Creepy dolls on the banister, teacups decorating the mantel
A small and skinny chandelier without candles.

Cold and wet, smooth cement
never AC blowing. Dusty, not *****
Tired and unused. Broken bulbs, 1950s *******, political propaganda from the Vietnam War.

That house, a groaning body with liver failure, the rain through those summer nights, the thick breath of humidity the day after.

Those ***** men
Love you grandpa.
Kentucky memories
Not a poem
Snapshot
55 · Apr 28
Virginia
Virginia’s cold in January.
We whisk the air through our teeth, our noses icy and wet, buzzing under the collar of a shirt if you don’t have a scarf.  
I don’t have a scarf.
It’s something I think I'll be fine with, but two weeks into our polar vortexes and I’m regretting not dredging up some forgotten pair from a year prior.
Even with gloves, our fingers lock into an animal’s claw, only to unfurl again in late April when the wind dies down.
I don’t have any gloves.
My last pair ripped on a jagged, steel countertop of some Shafer street buffet. The meal cost me $12.50, a dollar more than last month.

Virginia’s hot in June.
We walk slow in the shade, even slower in the sun. The river gulps more of it down than we ever could, belching out a horrible sulfur smell that tangs the air.
I don’t mind it.
The city bleeds rust after the first heavy rain, the cracked concrete wearing away, each year offering a better foothold for the creeping jenny and the kuzdu's green.  
The thump of a loudspeaker pounds the southside, a heartbeat always present, popping up in this park on Thursday, that porch on Saturday, some festival Friday night.

I don’t mind it at all.
Love you Richmond
Not a poem
Snapshot
55 · Apr 27
Untitled
I wish I could hold you, now
shattered by grief, and
offer some scaffolding
for your defeated
and mauve-speckled body that
starvation embittered.
Your ****** attempt at some
strange, new beginning

Can’t save something broken by
hands of unspoken
regret that you savor, a
poison you favor.
A tree blowing over, its
trunk rent asunder,
a sick, bitter hurricane
I cannot weather

These long thirteen months bear the
constant reminder
that you are still with me, a
dead thing departed
but not truly gone as your
roots channel through me.
That mauve speckled body, a
truth stapled to me
Dramatic-*** poem.
Trying to figure out what meter works
There are many things I know now.
I know that I’ll be 32, settling into my career, into a life still fresh off the ambition of completing my education, and maybe having picked up a new hobby when my first child dies.
I know that it’ll be in the summer, and I’ll hear the news while sitting at my desk before swapping the fluorescent lights of my work building with those from the hospital, before changing them once again for the bright white bulb above my bathroom sink.
It'll only be at the end of the day when I realize how my leather derbys constricted my feet, tight from a day of walking on linoleum, and how the feeling was always there, settled comfortably in an autonomic neural background along with the whistling of my nose I’ve had since I was 11 or my lumbar pain I’ve had since I was 16.
I’ll realize then, and reflect on how I knew it now, that my dead kid will settle in with some mechanical ease into this napsak part of my brain. There is a pocket prepared and ready for it, and at the end of every day after the summer of my 32th, I will open this bag and review how my back glowered when I bent down to tie my tight leather derbys, the ones that keep rubbing my heels, how my nose softly whistled through lunch, and how my child is dead.
Exercise: Narrative Writing, Forethought

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