No need to ignore it, ain't no need to lie Your daughters your princess, but I swear that she's mine You think I ain't special, you're wondering why Your daughter wanna walk around with this type of guy I already know you're talking I know what you say about me
She say she love me like she never loved nobody before You probably hating cause I'm thuggin And you cannot control your baby no more And I'd just though I'd let you know, listen!
They feel dead Full of emptiness No where to turn to it Now I look upon my soul And see it is burning with the Heavenly Fires Now I die full of regret Emotions collapse
I would happily give away my soul If it meant I could have you back I would give all I had to know that I was wrong For so long did you put up with the ******* And in the end you said good-bye by showing love and standing by my side through thick and thin as a friend Now I wallow in my misery
People put me down I begin to frown Not knowing how to deal with the pain But then I realize that what is to gain But this is no longer my downfall Motivation I've been making it my succession Instead of my depression Not letting the oppression stop me Cause that's not how it's suppose to be Motivation Moving on from my past Not coming in last place In the mind blowing race called life This is my motivation
Death was a cold being Emotions came And Death saw Emotions and thought to himself and said You are beautiful And she no I am angry and depressed filled with all these wild feelings
The memories I've repressed Now living in the future The memories of love haunt me The memories of pain and sorrow eat at my soul Memories of death taunt me
Damnatio Memoriae is latin for Damnation of Memories
The feelings I have for you are strong But I'm scared that you might treat me wrong But my love for you has been here for so long I guess I've been feeling this way for eternity Amor Vincit Omnia Enim Corda
You say the cuts on your arms are ugly But I say they are beautiful You say fat But I say you're just right You say your misshapen but i say you're the most gorgeous person in the world just letting you know that All of Your Imperfections are Perfections to Me
This goes out to all my brethren and sisters That have had resentment turned into a great depression The oppression that turns into your demons that come into reality The ones that **** you and pushes you to the edge of no return Perpetuum Frater Ate Atque Vale!!!!
perpetuum frater ate atque vale is a latin phrase that comes from the poem by callus
The memories hurt, the memories hurt sometimes Not knowing where to get the material to fix my heart I guess I became stuck in a lucid dream But I can't remember when enough was enough Maybe I've caved in from father anxiety and mother depression pressure
So now i'm drowning in the dead sea known as Heartbreak
We are the ones who follow not the laws of this cruel society We are the ones who listen to our hearts We are the ones who stand up against societies oppression We are the Rebels
Dying everyday it never goes unnoticed But when suicide is committed everyone turns their heads What was the last straw? When you saw the cuts on their arms When you saw them getting bullied What was the last straw? When the demons in their dreams came into reality When young brothas and sistas are locked up like caged animals What was the last straw? When they were pushed to the edge of no return What was the last straw?
Paralyzed by my demons they stitch my eyes and mouth close My demons are eating at my soul, I try to cry out but I haven't got the voice for it I no longer have the strength to fight My support crumbling I have no one else to turn to So let's be true dying is my latest fashion My spirit begins to fade....
Stop letting them tear you down No need to have depression when they’re moving on in this life Strive to prove them wrong about the things they say Don’t let anyone get in your way of making it life Don’t destroy your beautiful body anymore The best revenge to dish out is to show society wrong So it’s time to break the cycle
Maybe it’s time to break the cycle of self-harm It’s time to break the cycle of suicide It’s time to change how they think of us
The suffering that we’ve been through has made us stronger No longer will we let anyone them tear us down Because I’ve seen the light at the end of the tunnel Fight the silence, break the cycle of isolation Speak up and be proud of who you are No need to cry anymore Cause no longer will we be torn apart by despair
Maybe it’s time to break the cycle of self-harm It’s time to break the cycle of suicide It’s time to change how they think of us
Let’s change the channel on how they look upon us By far they have watched us fall but they’ll watch us rise We are no longer your slaves HEYUH!!!
Maybe it’s time to break the cycle of self-harm It’s time to break the cycle of suicide It’s time to change how they think of us
Quit tearing yourself apart Your heart is breaking under the depression’s pressure Emotions running cold from societies negativity Now turning to the comfort from hell But deep inside you know it’s wrong You can achieve anything in life as long as you keep pushing on Because you can be your own best friend, but you’re your own worst enemy!!!
How do I keep pushing on in life? When I continue to fight myself!!! How do I keep moving on in life? When I’m my own worse enemy!!!! I’m destroying myself!!
Keep fighting the good fight Break the barriers that no one has broken So step up to the plate Grab Fate’s hand and let her guide you to your destiny Don’t be the tragedy waiting to happen Change your life and follow your dreams Be the movement and strive in life!!!
How do I keep pushing on in life? When I continue to fight myself!!! How do I keep moving on in life? When I’m my own worse enemy!!!! I’m destroying myself!!
This is my song to the broken ones For the ones who feel they are failures It’s time for you to be proud of who you are
So how do I keep pushing on (pushing on!!!) in life? When I continue to fight myself So how do I move on in life? I’m destroying myself!!!
24/7 I want to hold you in my arms 24/7 I want say love you any time But I have to move on You've moved on while I was crying My heart aches Soul bakes within the sadness of the moon Why did you break me...
We try to get through it But society keep putting us through this mess Set the walls of Jericho up, watch them tear it down Watch the flood of negativity come in like a tidal wave Watch it destroy the roads we’ve paved But we can rebuild it So now is the time to refine our destiny in this life
Keep strong and prove society wrong Push through the oppression Fight the depression Hold it together!!!
Is it still a joke? Was it still a joke when she committed suicide Was it still a joke when she was abused Was it still a joke when she cut You all laughed at her and said she was an attention seeker Was it still a joke when she would starve her self
I'd wait an eternity for you Even if it killed me I'd stand by your side Over and over again Baby trust me, I just don't know how to express my for you
I'll always be waiting for you Because I care about you I want you by my side every single day But I don't know if you see That my heart & soul Is yearning for you love but I'll be.... Waiting..
Dark clouds have arrived in my mind Not knowing what to do anymore I was given the luck from a four leaf clover But I guess the luck has run dry
dark clouds have swallowed my hopes Even my dreams not knowing who turn to Father Anxiety keeps me up at night Restless fright Endless heights The demon comes and paralyzes me in my sleep I try to cry out But my mouth is stitched closed
This fire burns in my veins I hope to dream I hope to live I breathe to fight another day I breathe to love again But the heavenly fire is coursing through my blood It has traveled to my heart and burned my soul Where do I turn to now ? What will it take to keep from caving ?
The monster has been hidden for so long I know what’s wrong I hold the external and internal pain in Because the underlying emotions might just eat me alive It’s killing me so I’ve turned to the dark comfort Becoming numb from the pain Bleeding out to take the pain away But what’s to gain from this painful way
The knives n’ pens are starting to pierce the veil of my soul Something has got to give, but I don’t know what They tell me to move on but never give me the instructions on how
My mind is pacing, heart is racing Depressive thoughts are starting to erode my soul I feel as if I’ve fallen from grace Now I try to crawl from this forsaken place Who do I cry out to for help? These black tears I cry are making this painting of my life bleed So I curse at the life that pains me…to…stop hurting me But I guess that’s not an option So I question myself should I push on….
The knives n’ pens are starting to pierce the veil of my soul Something has got to give, but I don’t know what They tell me to move on but never give me the instructions on how
I guess the life I have made for me is tearing me apart This black heart of mine bleeds for eternity My Lady Midnight please come and take my soul Cause my soul is broken
These knives n’ pens are piercing the veil of my soul!!!
An emotional wreck I am Where were you when I needed you? So I now turn to Father Depression He whispers dark things into my soul I look at my wrist and turn to the knife Digging deeper & deeper, watching my blood drip because I have no more tears to release Slowly dying on the inside, these scars are my crying plea
This cannot be my end The darkness is surrounding me I feel so alone but this is all I’ve ever known These scars are my reminder of what I’ve been through
Look me in the eye and tell me everything will be ok Now these sleepless nights are haunting me Is this how life is meant to be Tell me the truth, spare me the venom that comes from your mouth So where do I go? What happened to the world I use to know? I’m scared of letting go of my past Now my past has become a weight on my shoulder
This cannot be my end The darkness is surrounding me I Feel so alone but this is all I’ve ever known These scars are my reminder of what I’ve been through I’m reminded everyday at the sight of my faded scars on my arm One day I realized that everything will be ok Heyuh!!!
So this cannot be my end The darkness is surrounding me I feel so alone but this is all I’ve ever known These scars are my reminder of what I’ve been through
My former self is telling me turn back Trying to figure out what to do with knowledge I’ve been given Cause I know I’m still lost to the fact that I am human and I make mistakes But I continue to do what the voice in my head that calls me a ***** up Who do I turn to when I’ve lost everything? I look in the mirror and see a ghost Who had a clue that the ghost in the mirror was me
This ghost in the mirror was a scarred one Whispering dark things in your ear Not knowing what to do, you turn to the wrong comfort Destroying your body isn’t the answer
Repressed memories are fighting their way back to the surface My mind is under so much pressure I need to be reassured that this storm is almost over Restless nights, tossing and turning Got thoughts trying to push me pass the edge Taking me lower and lower, I have thoughts of suicide My eyes become shut to my underlying emotions It’s eating me alive
This ghost in the mirror was a scarred one Whispering dark things in your ear Not knowing what to do, you turn to the wrong comfort Destroying your body isn’t the answer
Dark skies is clouding my mind Tired of feeling abandoned Feeling like tearing myself apart Breaking under the pressure IS THIS MY END!!!!!?
But this ghost in the mirror was a scarred one Whispering dark things in your ear Not knowing what to do, you turn to the wrong comfort Destroying your body isn’t the answer
We try to get through it But society keep putting us through this mess Set the walls of Jericho up, watch them tear it down Watch the flood of negativity come in like a tidal wave Watch it destroy the roads we’ve paved But we can rebuild it So now is the time to refine our destiny in this life
Keep strong and prove society wrong Push through the oppression Fight the depression Hold it together!!!
Can you hear my depression? Putting an emotional guard from showing my underlying emotions I guess that’s the motion life puts itself in This face is a front I’ve tried to drown my demons, tried to bury them but they keep coming up to the surface These demons keep arriving at my doorstep So why even put this mask of lies on?!!!
Let it out Tell us what’s wrong No matter what, we’ll be there for you To lift you up when you’re down No need for the mask
Hiding my emotions from the world Bottling it all up I never would have thought it would become so hard I cry painful thoughts into my hands Overdosed on my thoughts, I turn to the blade of dark places This pain has made me a train wreck out of me Is this how it ends? Is this how it’s suppose to be
Let it out Tell us what’s wrong No matter what, we’ll be there for you To lift you up when you’re down No need for the mask
This is the voice of reason Take the walls of false emotions down Cause you’ve got to let it out Destroy the mask!!!
Let it out tell us what’s wrong No matter what, we’ll be there for you To lift you up when you’re down No need for the mask!!!