I feel like writing and so I must,
I will write this poem at any cost,
Be it from my final breath,
before the moment I'll kiss death,

I will utter these very words,
Oh my lonely little bird,
you're finally free to fly away,
now that I am old and grey,

my final breath shall give you life,
a life free of all strife,
so spread your wings and fly away,
and begin life on a day.

Was I that stupid
That I couldn't find the clues
That I had no special length
I would go to try and fix it
That right now I'm crying
Because I keep self-destructing
Trying not to do harm to myself
Or someone else
It's hard
So hard
Not to hate something
You never loved
In the first place

I wanna tell you
That you are so much more
Then what you think
You deserve so much better
Because all he did was cause pain
I'm not sure what I wanna do
But I know I wanna spend my time
On you
Even if you don't feel the same way
I'll still be here
When you need me the most
And that's never going to change
I'm going to make sure you'll be okay
Before I tell you that I might love you
Before I take you to neverland

I'm Sorry
I know you don't like me
at least not like that
I haven't told you
Because I'm scared
That you will reject me
I mean why wouldn't you
I'm not the prettiest
And I can be so mean
Who would love a girl
Like me?

I want you
To Love me
I'm not sure
Because you still
Love him
So right now
I'm just
A friend
Until you realize
That I want more than
Friendship
And you leave
Like the rest of them

I'm Happy I have
Most of you
In my life
My best friend
And my close friend
If I can call you that
If you can call me that
I want to be more
Maybe one day I can be
But I'm happy
That you guys are sticking around