flustered: Poems

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flustered Jan 2016

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i know i shouldn't give up on myself
i don't want to give up on myself
but
its just
too
*******
hard

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flustered Apr 2016

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i think i still love you despite everything
how i wish you hurt me harder

how can i stop?

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flustered Dec 2015

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i love you
i'm sorry
i love you
i'm sorry
i love you
i'm sorry
i love you
i'm sorry

I LOVE YOU!!
I'M SORRY!!!!

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flustered Sep 2015

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i'm so used
to the bittersweet feeling
of love unreciprocated
i've grown tired
but
what am i
without this longing?

#unrequited #writer

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flustered Dec 2015

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actually
*******
im not sorry
*******
*******
*******

WHEN

flustered Aug 2016

WHEN

for months,
not a single sentence have i written about you
but not writing about you
and not thinking about you
are two different things

WHY

flustered Aug 2015

WHY

WHY DO I LOVE YOU?
WHY DO I LOVE YOU?
WHY DO I LOVE YOU?
WHY DO I LOVE YOU?
DO I LOVE YOU?
DO I LOVE YOU?
DO I LOVE YOU?
WHY DO I LOVE?
WHY LOVE?
WHY YOU?
WHY

#love #sad #confused #questions

wilting

flustered Feb 2015

wilting

i am not a flower
not pretty to look at
not worth a second glance

i am not a flower
but why does it feel like
you uprooted me
and ripped my petals
one
by
one

i am not a flower
but
why
do i
feel
like
i am
w
i
l
t
i
n
g
?

#love #heartbreak #sad #beauty

wishful

flustered Sep 2015

wishful

i'll let life take me where it may
but god knows i pray
it takes me back to you

#love #hope #fate

you

flustered Feb 2015

you

forgive me for having nothing to offer
i am sum total of
bad poems
and good intentions

nonetheless
each word
each thought
i will always up dedicating to
you
you
you

****** poem for an uncrappy boy

#love #sad #writer

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