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258 · Apr 2017
spring
Kevin Apr 2017
Surreptitiously, we rested in the freeing plunge.
not to escape the old and careful ways but to create our own.
they said we were "countless" but we felt our way
into this thing of knowing. we rejected their oppressive tallies.
we declared "infinity, forever in each direction".
defying their balance of integers and rationale.

Patience, we hummed in minor chords; implying our rate
of growth. their ears filled of our discord. we agitated the cells
and aging fibers of their bones. they were unfamiliar to abandonment of clandestine ways. "we followed those that came before this modern disgrace!". pathetic. disillusioned by their loyalties. lives filled of
lies and fruitless paths. we held the mirror firmly for their observance.

Righteousness rested within our minds. We had queried ourselves through the paths of endless circles that lay stamped within the valley of a distant mountain range. our ancient ritual of spiraling footsteps
pushed us past the mysterious thoughts that were never addressed.
the fetus of an unfulfilled abortion. the orphan in the middle distance.
we welcomed your neglected. we gave life to the death you made.

"Irrational! Inconceivable!, this would not exist if not for us!" their anger
and restlessness grew. their reaction was one of our many predictions. avoidance of justified shame. a generation told what needed to be done; without a shred of doubt. blind and obedient mice.
fed and sheltered. promised of eden. here and forever. we held the mirror   without expression. we fixed our stare refusing their pleading tone.

"Never could we have imagined the way things would become"
"when did you ever take time to consider these things?" we asked.
"we were too busy doing to spend time thinking".
"your argument highlights your weakness and lack of foresight. You
chose to neglect what has served you for thousands of years only to engage in slothful and greedy behaviors for mortal comfort"

"Grievances. one day someone will come to you with complaints of their own about how you chose to live".  "doubtful, yet possible", we replied.
"we understand that this may come to be. we know we may one day stand where you are; in front of a mirror held before our stare. if that day comes, we have accepted that our duty is to step aside and let those that hold our mirror, see what one day will be reflected of in the place of their gaze"
#npmearthday
257 · Sep 2018
mrs. siderio
Kevin Sep 2018
baking with bananas brings me back.
when your love took form of a muffin,
when French was more than an ideal
but something our tongues practiced
with spitting vowels and lingering r's

we were married in French class
down the aisle of our hallway but
you're no longer a part of my life

but you'll remain a part of me
and when I bake banana bread
filled with chocolate chips
ill remember how warm you were
and how beautiful our love could be.
257 · Feb 2019
agnes martin
Kevin Feb 2019
when someone hands you a rose
it is beautiful in front of your eyes
but place that rose behind your back
to see the beauty you cannot see.

the beauty your heart knows
the beauty your mind desires.

the beauty of that rose handed to you
is a sincere emotional transaction between two people.
257 · May 2017
fear not; know thyself.
Kevin May 2017
just so that you know,
i can see your fear and insecurity.
when i do,
i lean in and whisper, "disagree".
because
you don't know yourself,
the way that i know me.
when i encounter people, i have no fear. however, i notice the distance people keep, when encountering me.

we tarnish like bronze. becoming a different color, a shell of our own selves.
256 · Oct 2018
sun-shower
Kevin Oct 2018
it was just past midday,
between the hour of 12 and 1,
when i laid outside in my aged underwear
and enjoyed one of those wakeful stretches
which feels more like a spasm,
atop the fallen wet leaves and still green grass
when a sun-shower shone and washed away
all my lingering summer thoughts.

that's when the mailman approached my mailbox
with that wave like hum of low gear driving,
delivering pulpy reminders of todays date in the real world
and the actual passage of time.
255 · Mar 2019
Monday’s dishes
Kevin Mar 2019
These three little spoons that
Rest wet in a bowl of soap
remind me of simple beauty
And the things I too often forget.
254 · Aug 2017
chemistry cut-out
Kevin Aug 2017
part of the universe
even before life began on earth
complex chemicals reproducing themselves over billions of lies.
between biological sciences and
the laws of matter and energy
chemical processes are within us.
when our bodies move,
we give muscles the energy that is taken.
many species of the animal world
defend themselves to **** their prey.
modern methods led to greater understanding
greater identity
color, taste, smells of flowers and fruit.
this is a poem that had written itself years ago but not by me and not in this presented succession. i just cut out what i wanted and typed up the result. quite literally, a paragraph of chemistry cut out.
253 · Feb 2017
zeg
Kevin Feb 2017
zeg
when you wake up from tomorrow
and see a glowing sky
will you remember it the way it was
when you wake up from tomorrow
253 · Aug 2019
day 1
Kevin Aug 2019
the sun sets over London
where the sky is clear
and experiences are new.

time has shifted, GMT +1.
ahead of me,
a future i'm patient to know.

aglow in electric light
you stood before me;
ahead, a future i long to know.
249 · May 2017
i knew the road
Kevin May 2017
i knew the road and the rain
that bleed with ease into the ditch
i knew the wind and the sun
that blistered my unclothed skin

i knew these things well
and they didn't lead to you

i could read a map and compass
and find all points facing north
i could read the sloping landscape
and find a landmark to lead my way

i knew these things well
and they didn't lead to you

i have searched with longing
i have ached from wonder
the roads felt endless
the grass grew tall

i knew these things well
but i'd rather know your embrace
249 · Mar 2017
Life Plan
Kevin Mar 2017
Life Plan: Live, Love Again, Die.
248 · Feb 2017
i do not know
Kevin Feb 2017
the leaves rustle in the cold
and settle to a stillness
i do not know
the sounds afar carry throughout
the night with winds and light
while the leaves and stillness
settle above, still i do not know
above and through
i hear it still
the silence, i do not know
247 · Oct 2020
it twisted and spun
Kevin Oct 2020
gravity presses upon all
regardless of mass or weight
but fluid dynamics applies a twisted spin
which keeps us turning and turning
only to find ourselves twisted
spinning out of control

burn me like sage so that
my airs be cleansed
smell me as mint so that
my memory remain refreshed
246 · Jun 2017
fuckery and cartoons
Kevin Jun 2017
cartoon confessional
*******, comical profession
my honesty is not your priority
my honesty is not worldly morality
you won't read this and feel anything.
you won't know me and change your life.
you'll hallucinate belonging,
you'll produce surreal existence of coded transponding

******* for real.

im drunk af and don't give af
continue to spoon yourself the morning grain
and laugh a mouthful of motherly milk
spill abreast your leather cushion
spill abreast your taste for plastic ****.
i could confess my most intimate secrets
and you'd declare fake news abound.
so *******, *******.

i'll spill my guts
sober as a bird
or
drunk as dirt is *****.
ill create cartoons cohesive to my creation
and **** the karma of cautionary tales
and scream ******* till i die.
because regardless of what i say
or how honestly i say it,
you will continue to **** yourself
and enjoy ******* those around you.

this is not a joke.
*******.
language is so much more than words.
don't read me with hopes for inspiration
don't read me for a glance of transpiration.
words are merely symbols of existence and understanding.
read what is written and you will understand
that we've been ****** since the first translation.

i can't translate my emotions into words.
i can try. but you will never know.
i can tell you why
but you will never grow.

love is lost and life is futile
but we'll argue over value
and we'll exit with arguments in our blood.
we are ****** and god is gone
gone with a capital G.
god is just the next best thing since apple sauce
and wonder bread in the morning.
245 · Mar 2017
Maya
Kevin Mar 2017
I've often found
That love is bound
To illusion and misconception.
Of who I am,
And who you are,
Fulfilling our minds reflections.
This and that
Will not exist
Without our own involvement.
Our hearts will break
Tearing apart
From internal misalignment.
Find your north,
Tune your fork,
Towards truths frequency,
It may spin
And twist alike
Pointing back towards me.
Either way, gravity
Will fall tremendously,
Exposing all, in their truth
And frequency attuned.
244 · Sep 2018
tiles at the dmv
Kevin Sep 2018
being and not being,
siting and laying there in front of me
the reflection which jumps into my eyes
with a matted finish portraying its age
of being and not being.
Kevin Nov 2017
just as a painted landscape, dimension and depth disappear
before my eyes, and like the slide of turpentine,
movement slowly ceases 'till the fragrant bead dissolves
into the tightly woven weaves. visible no more,
the aroma remains profound, as though there shall be no end.

i can't seem to find the mark where preservation placed its hold,
a naive attempt at keeping age so young.
a barrier between the world of quickly passing glances
with ever changing tastes, and eyes of failing foresight
which cannot find their pace.

composed of sacred balance, aesthetics defined
by what we can not know, sable and squirrel,
or some other mammalian hair, delicately define the strokes
that hold impossibly stable forms. they remain nothing more
than the anticipation of change.

i hold dearly their ideals set before me.  
worlds not yet conceived, sonnets of they eye.
immaculate conception of material, geographies of a mind;
i know to kneel and weep. i know their end is near,
while framed and draped in hammered sheets of gold.

unfurling cracks appear, sounding cries for renewed youth.
howling dearly to hide their hidden truths.
i listen within earshot, the call of dying lies
and feel no remorse. no guilt. no sympathy. their backgrounds protrude abruptly, like mountains from the sea.

although, their time is not like mountains or
the falling and rising seas. they remain only for our pleasure
and contemplation, when money and interest build into cacophony. confusing onlookers to believe a misplaced value, not an artists intention, to become only what man makes their purpose.
this is about visual art, i think; maybe more.
243 · Apr 2019
Scully
Kevin Apr 2019
She will return to me
Just like the shadows of spring;
And I will know her, truly,
Just as the shadows of spring.
242 · Sep 2018
anxiety
Kevin Sep 2018
"bloom before daylight fades and the season falls cold",

blurted the toasted sunflower with its burning pedals
and stalk of dripping sap.

"these roots rest deep but cannot sustain without your light",


"bloom",

bloom.
240 · Aug 2019
day 3
Kevin Aug 2019
i can feel the ocean
and how it keeps
you from me;

make me into water.

so i may evaporate like mist in the august sun,
rising high above our land,
swiftly passing over the active Atlantic ,

to wherever it is you are.

so i may form again
above a Parisian sky
and fall onto your comely lips and say

"j'ai besoin de toi plus près que ça"
239 · Oct 2017
this is water
Kevin Oct 2017
i don't know where i've been or why i've been gone so long
but the water feels fine and i think i'd like to swim.
238 · Jun 2017
until the quiet comes
Kevin Jun 2017
Until the quiet comes, I wait beneath the tide
Before the rising sun, I'll watch your empty stride
The bay will slowly chase, pushing you for higher ground
I'll return from being swallowed and eat your viscous frown

after your colors show, i'll smear them into black
you'll no longer be primary on my brush
i'll use you for the shadows hidden from the sun
ill use you for the highlights under the little of my thumb

when the quiet comes, i'll swim inside the sea
throughout the morning glow, they'll be no dark in me
the wind will dry my skin and the color of salt will stain my face
you'll be gone, and i'll be free, blessed from saving grace
237 · Apr 2017
proof
Kevin Apr 2017
you will argue counterpoints and objectivity will be forgotten.
reality will remain inconsistent aside from pure existence.
you will illuminate countless experiences worthy as
being considered the only human truths
but i will reject your every word spoken,
in your every tone.
i will quantify your values and point towards my bullet points of proof.
i will not beg for mercy or ask for your forgiveness.
i do not ask for pity or intend to leave you filled with guilt
because if your argument was valid,
those emotions would not arise.
my thoughts on the argument against someones choice to recede from the human race.
Kevin Feb 2017
five years ago, i made a right turn.
there was a destination ahead
warmer and foreign
i didn't know the safety of the path,
and that was o.k.
i was giving up my atlantic.
late nights of **** bathing,
avoiding rude traffic in the morning,
and turning spindles on the boardwalk.
it was beautiful but i was dying.
we met on stairs built
on the sound of a southern state.
you knew my cousin because
she loved your brother once.
you were bubbly with long hair,
thin and fair.
our names share the same letter
and the same amount of syllables.
you weren't older than I
but had grown in more common ways.
i had seen more corners of the world,
the darkness and light they offered too.
i was shy with an open heart while
you were hopeful for more intention;
more time spent of our invention.
we made red sangria
and cut fruit in the kitchen
overlooking the shining bay.
a place where we would love each other
with a ripe and fruitful touch.
  
we soon moved in together
and life was simple.
i had made a fire for you and
dreamed my thoughts aloud
of keeping life this way.
material and time built
walls between us.
you wouldn't let me love you.
you became afraid of the worlds i knew.
no words or actions could convince you
how those things didn't matter
that we had all we needed.
your distance and shifting desires
lead me askew.
i made a left turn towards something new.
i didn't know where i was going
but the journey was intoxicating.
i learned about deep hurt
and a brighter light;
darker corners
and wider definitions of what love really is.
this left turn took nine months
to more unknown roads,
but the light on the bay
with fruity sangria,
with the love and light you showed me
for making a right turn,
i will never lose.
236 · Jun 2017
mista marley and mi garden
Kevin Jun 2017
mista marley be in da background wailin while
miss robin between dem treetops declarin
"why dem beasts be destroyin?
mi can't imagine wat dem be thinkin"

me fingas dig da dirt in mi garden
and mi knoa dat dis be mi own
mi plate stay full from dem humble growns
and mi knoa dat dis be mi home
236 · May 2017
Oddly Ill
Kevin May 2017
Perpetuate Perception, Deny my eyes, Lie.
Confuse Experience for the sake of Eden.

Shadows too, they Dance.
Size and shape transform,
Alive at dusk and dawn.

Belief dresses beneath a faithful veil
Organisms, dancing inside oneself.

Unaware of shadows and their truth;
Persistent, lively, barefaced.
Visions of forever, no scope to lead us there.

Unsupported bridge, leading to no path.
Outlines of intuition, retaining the all unseen.

Hammer out our reflection, define new lines to fill.
Perpetuate a new idea, deny mans evil will.
Perceive the Eden inside us all;

Fulfill our Godly ill.
235 · Jun 2019
Only to be frozen
Kevin Jun 2019
heated air swirled 'round
my barefoot toes
the grass sat wet and dull
i heard the birds chirp confused
and my heart fluttered like their wings
tress budded red
only to be frozen
false starts and heart attacks
after the groundhog saw his shadow.
Kevin Jul 2019
the morning sun does not rise
back between the marshes on the bay
where colors remain dividing lines of gravity
where the horizon never seems at hand

on land, at a distance,
i can clearly see your vision
features all your own
the blue of your eyes, the curve of your brow

but it's july and we are at a distance.
nothing unsurmountable
not of lengths saved for olympians
but i fear the phenomenon of a mirage
234 · Nov 2018
it takes time
Kevin Nov 2018
show me careful construction
and the time it takes
to shape these surely joints
of this thing we're building together.

i'll reveal the careless destruction
and the childish naiveté
of those that have not loved like this
and the lessons left for learning.
233 · Sep 2018
rainy day
Kevin Sep 2018
I saw you sitting atop your sprinkled leaves
where you stayed perched to pass the day
but when the gentle wind blew a breeze
you turned to run away.

I do not fear those things; no longer.
I will not hide from the face of the unknowing.
Kevin Dec 2018
i found myself doing laundry
filling the revolving well of ***** linens
shutting the door and adding detergent
when suddenly,
as i was completing this task,

a bell rung.
naturally.
and i felt complete.
for i knew we no longer share the same fishbowl
even though i sometimes wish you were here.
232 · Mar 2017
never
Kevin Mar 2017
look beyond, where lavandula wildly grows in fields of fonder
look beyond, where silk weaves between trees of deepened shade
look beyond, where electric snow coldly hums a muffled word
look beyond, where salted mists lift above a cresting swell
look beyond, where glass dances with mountainously airy leaps
look beyond, where green is all the eye can see
look beyond, where lamps light cannot reach
look beyond, where limits end
look beyond all of this to glimpse the hidden parts of me.

look beneath those beyonds
look beneath those glimpse's
look beneath those hidden parts
look beneath all of this to see a little more of me.

even after beyond those things
even after beneath those glimpse's
even after seeing all of this
you'll never see all of me.
230 · Oct 2017
O Five Hundred
Kevin Oct 2017
I awoke to the screaming trees and bursts of flashing light
with colors of electric etymology and earnestly held emotions.
they were sounds of embattled fervor;
they were ablaze with unkempt rage.

I awoke to the screaming trees full of query and hopeful resolution
but the tribesmen still only cackled at the sight of my pasty skin.
229 · Feb 2017
directly
Kevin Feb 2017
you lied to me while in your heels
when you met me at my eyes.
but you were beautiful,
and i believed every word.
227 · Feb 2019
cheap thrill
Kevin Feb 2019
gimme your honey that drips with viscosity
from a well crafted wooden spoon
slowly and sweetly
i'll let you cover my body like a tropical shower
and lick myself clean
like the dog that i am.
227 · Mar 2017
(6W) Glowing Light
Kevin Mar 2017
You glowed; I was the moth.
Kevin May 2017
this form is tiresome
i want to be food
maybe bread
grow moldy
feed the birds
become mixed amongst
the seeds and dirt
only to return
as some weeds
between those flowers
against the rivers bend.
Kevin Sep 2018
that song does me better than the best drugs can
and I know that feeling well.
the peak before the spill, like
sunrays reaching land between a clouded sky.
don't remind me of that tiny dancer
because my linens can't stretch the distance to where you are.
gonna take this as it goes
like a boulder breaking loose.
i'll crumble in the downfall,
shattering from impacts like a firework at night
but my saving grace
is being scattered about with all the others
which time has performed it's endless task.

I dare and try to stop it.
stand beneath where cracks have formed.
place my hands high and hold the weight
as it begins to shift from the freeing of gravity.
could i be Sisyphus? or be Atlas?
my mythology hasn't developed in depth
but I am no disgraced God.
i am man with a heart filled of fever dreams
that doesn't know his own strength or worth.
i'll try forever and endlessly come short
its no different than where i stand today
but i'd find myself crushed flat if i didn't try.
225 · Feb 2017
platter of cheese
Kevin Feb 2017
i wish i could eat infrared
and taste its color scheme.
i wish i could hear flowers talk
and listen to their dreams.
i wish i could see time
before and after it occurs.
i wish i could touch space
and feel it's infinity.
but more than all of this  
that could ever be,
i wish that i could smell you
lying here with me.
sometimes, i really hate what writes itself.
225 · Mar 2019
Spring
Kevin Mar 2019
Shed.
Rut.
Bloom.
224 · Jun 2018
Dub
Kevin Jun 2018
Dub
Sitting still in disbelief can lay
the world in colorful ash
which our eyes are not
meant to see.
224 · Feb 2017
the overlapping leg
Kevin Feb 2017
The morning lays quiet,
I feel you near.
Your breath is shallow,
Body warm.

I wrestle the sheets and
fleeting time I have here.

Your leg overlapping mine.

I check the time, continued plight
Slowly removing my leg from underneath
So you’ll not notice the subtle
Absence of flesh and heat.

Following that moment
I felt true bliss of you and all your being.

My leg now free, regretfully escaping,
Once again became overlapped with yours
As you silently settled your warm
soul atop of me.
this moment occurred some years ago but the amount of happiness i felt in it cannot be compared to any other feeling i know. life experience rating-11 (on a scale of 1-10).
224 · Nov 2018
everything i know today
Kevin Nov 2018
currently,
i am a mind with a body
and everything is at hand.

soon,
i will be a body;  nothing more,
and everything will surround me.

after,
i will be everything,
and everything will be me.

again,
and again,
again.
224 · Feb 2017
gray matter
Kevin Feb 2017
there's hope in words even when hope cannot be found,
even though they are just words, hope can still be found.
when words are written instead of spoken,
there is an in-between.
of the things i'd say to you and what you'd say to me.
and in between where i write and where you chose to read,
know that i will try to be the hope you cannot see.
and in the gray of where we are, you'll remember what you found.
that words and hope will never die,
even in the gray.
Kevin Dec 2018
shades pulled,
curtains closed
this dark of day cannot last.
my cork board pinned full;
in memoriam.
holding place the faces lost.
may your new year be full and void of loss.
even than,
ensure it's fullness as death ultimately fills our cracks and crevices which we neglect to fill with the saccharine joy of life.
223 · Mar 2017
No
Kevin Mar 2017
No
no,
i do not know you.
no,
we have never met, probably never will.
no,
you will never hear words read from my mouth
but,
i need you to know
that
i love you.
that
you are loved by me.
no,
you do not have to love me.
no,
i can not expect that from you.
no,
you do not know me,
and
probably never will
but
you need to know
that
much more than who i am,
and
much more than who you are,
and
despite our separate worlds
and
the distance keeping everything between,
know that
i love you,
know that
you are loved by me.
love
221 · Mar 2017
i'll tell them with a smile
Kevin Mar 2017
when i have a child one day                              when i have a child one day
and they come crying with a bruise       and they come shouting full of joy
from falling down                                       with grass stains on their knee's  
                                        
                                           ill tell them with a smile,
                                                        th­at's life.

when i have a child one day                              when i have a child one day
and they look up in wonder                       and they look inside themselves
and point to a passing bird                    and find something scary and new
                        
                                            ill tell them with a smile,
                                                         that's life.

when i have a child one day                              when i have a child one day
and they smile brightly at                                 and they cringe in distaste at
their favorite slice of fruit                        the worldly food filling their plate

                                            ill tell them with a smile,
                                                         that's life.

when i have a child one day                              when i have a child one day
and they find their love                                            and they loose their love
in beautiful harmony and                                                to passing tides and
brighter skies                                                            ­                      fuller moons

                                            ill tell them with a smile,
                                                         that's life.

when i have a child one day                              when i have a child one day
and they have a child of their own         and they're saying goodbye to me

                                           ill tell them with a smile
                                     to remember what i taught you,
                                                         this is life.
                                                           ­  smile.
220 · Dec 2018
cell towers
Kevin Dec 2018
this electric line of some green and glowing thing
divided the dark limits of forever and the physical now
while i tried to sleep beneath the night
and dream you were somewhere between these places
waiting for me to find my way to where you were

but that's just a romantic thought
which means naught  
until our eyes meet
and your presence is skin on skin
217 · Mar 2018
a lead filled well
Kevin Mar 2018
I no longer have words
for a while, It felt as though words passed through me,
acting as a filter between

the ether and the real.
like electricity through a wire,
water through leaded pipes.

now I feel like an empty vessel.
a dead wire
a dry well.
214 · Apr 2018
deaths door
Kevin Apr 2018
some days,
when beauty is abundant,
i feel as though
i could stand at deaths door
ring his bell
call his name
without hesitation
with absolutely no reservation,
in a chipper tone
with a welcoming smile.
and say, "hello neighbor",
"Welcome"
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