Up where they walk, up where they run
Up where they stay all day in the sun
Wanderin' free - wish I could be
Part of that world*

Up where they run, and fall clumsily down
Up where they stay and get burned in the sun
Are they really free, do you really wish to be
Part of our world?

Do you want to trade your life away?
To be like the cool kids?
Squish down your individualism
Give up what makes you you?
just to be Part of our world?

Lose yourself completely
think with the group, not by yourself
Give up your own unique style for fit and trendy clothes.
Give up your old friends, for all the popular crowds
Just to be Part of our world?

Don't be silly
don't be a fool
Don't give  up you!
You can still be part of our world

Just by being you!

Fairy Godmother:
Oh, now, now, now, now, now, just a minute.
You must understand, my dear:
On the stroke of twelve, the spell will be broken,
and everything will be as it was before.*

Royal *****
With all the fluff
Pretty dressed girl twirling and laughing
Strapping young men Promising them the world
The masks are on.

Girls with their heads in the clouds
dancing in their glass slippers
Slippers that hold all their hopes and dreams

believing the words falling off men's lips.
whispering in their ears
all the things they want to hear
not seeing through their carefully crafted masks

Midnight descends and all bets are off.
Carriages turning back to pumpkins
rich men turning back to paupers
taking away their hard earned money
sleeping in their beds.

Leaving them in the dust
leaving nothing behind
but those awful glass slippers

Some day my prince will come
Some day we'll meet again
And away to his castle we'll go
To be happy forever I know*

My prince he never showed
Left me standing here alone
Away to his castle we never went
My happy ever after I'll never know

Some day when spring is here
We'll find our love anew
And the birds will sing
And wedding bells will ring
Some day when my dreams come true

Some day when spring is here
From the ashes of heart break I'll be anew
And the dragons will roar their victory
And the bells of my healed heart will ring
Some day I'll Make my dreams come true

All On My Own.

I smile on the outside
when everthing inside
is decaying with each breath

But my normal happy smile
is slipping and falling
as the tears spill over.

I cant take this anymore
I need help

I cant take this pain anymore
its sufficating me, killing me.

I dont know what to do.
I'm tired of being strong
I'm tired of holding this in.

I'm tired of being called dramatic
everytime I try to break down.
I'm tired of pretending

I dont know what to do

Someone please tell me
Someone tell me what to do.

Have you ever gotten that feeling
That you just need to run
get away far far away from where you are now?

But you can't
your stuck
and then this crushing feeling
decends on you

you feel like crying
but you dont know why
your misrebale and angry
but in reality you're not.

Nothing holds intrest to you
But you cling to the things that once did
Trying to submerse yourself into it
Thinking maybe it can take the crushing feelign away

You just want to give up for the day
and curl up back in bed
and cry yourself to sleep.

But that crushign feeling just wont go away
it worms its way in and settles in for a long ride
And you just want to run
Run away, Far Far away.

I stare at your words,
until my eye blur with tears.

Do you know how badly you hurt me?
Do you even have any Inkling as to how deep it goes?

You told me you didnt want to be
my big brother anymore.
You didnt want me in your life.

You might as well have shot me
The bullet wounds are bleeding
They are raw with pain
My tears are warm against my face.

With every word you spoke
A knife was cutting me up inside.
Ripping out my heart
Ripping my feelings to shreds.

You want me out of your life?
Is that really true?
Is that really real?

I know you
I know how you work
and operate.
there is something you're not telling me
there is something not right!

Why are you doing this to me?
Why now?
why do this to me AGAIN!!!!

You want me out of your life?
FINE!

I will slam that door shut
I will lock it up tight

Just know that once its locked
It may NEVER open up again.

I hope you know
what you are doing.