Feliz G

Feliz G Sep 2016

I always wondered,
why I walked behind,
ever since we met this new person,
I never walked beside.

Years have passed,
and I'm still here,
when I try to find you,
you'll try to avoid me.

Seeing you with your friends,
just makes me want to cry,
finding no purpose,
I don't want to be mortified.

We're all third wheelers here

#empty #past #friendship #forgotten #shattered #ignored #brokenness

Feliz G Sep 2016

Keeps on Breaking

I keep trying to save me,
Constantly breaking inside,
Trying to forget,
I just can't decide.

You keep appearing,
In this empty mind of mine.
The vast dark void,
That wouldn't be able to shine.

I said I didn't know you,
But in truth I just lied,
So I could save,
This fractured soul I hide.

#empty #forget #suffering #shattered #brokenness #soulless

Sep 2016

Yumi Ammaqui

Out of Reach

You don't know me but I know you
I admire you and follow you
I love you but you don’t love me
That is the harsh reality

As days go by you seem so far
I try to reach you but you're a star
You make me happy like no other
Oh how I wish we were together

You are the dream I wish to fulfil
I want to see you to the point that it makes me ill
You are my idol whom I'll admire for life
You are my one and only light

You give me inspiration
Your heart is my destination
No matter how high I try to reach you
Why is it so hard for me to meet you

Feliz G Sep 2016

Don't Smile

Smile, smile, smile,
It's all they want you to do,
they don't care what you feel,
they don't care what you'll do.

They just don't want your burdens,
they just dont want to understand,
lucky for me,
their carelessness I withstand.

Don't know you, don't know me

#empty #shattered #brokenness #giveup #dontcare #carelessness

Feliz G Sep 2016

Ignorance

As we walk along the corridor,
I meet you along the way,
I raise my hand to greet you,
But you don't return the same.

I remember when we used to talk,
you talked like you cared,
But now that I don't meet you,
I feel like I'm just dead.

What happened?

#friends #empty #shattered #ignored #brokenness #deadinside

Feliz G Sep 2016

I Still Care

I fooled you once before,
I know I can't fool you again,
I know you're not stupid,
And you want this to end.

If I do this to you,
I'm just trying to make you smile,
all that I'm trying to do,
is keeping you from life's many lies,

Even though I've tricked you twice,
know this please,
please know I still care,
I'll try to keep you at ease.

Look at that, a not so depressing poem... huh.

#love #smile #laughter #care #trickery

Feliz G Sep 2016

Teardropping

I cry aloud,
as these tears fall to the floor,
being able to be heard,
from the other side of the door.

But I stop immediately,
hearing that,
their constantly calling me,
an annoying brat.

But they don't know anything,
but I stop anyway,
standing up once more,
telling myself, "I'm not okay."

#hate #humanity #suffering #giveup