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 Mar 2014 felicia
Yhama ButterFly
Today I wrote a piece three times in my head.

Vividly,
each version more sad than the one before it.

Too sad to write.

Too sad to share.

Too sad to put in a diary
where it suppose to be safe.

Because,
I don't want to take a chance that I would ever see this again!

I don't know why I feel the way I do.

Could it be my assumptions, exaggerated?

Maybe it's the truth, I don't know.

Either way,
if it's just my imagination,

It shall remain in my head... unwritten!

~ a ButterFly εїз
2014©
As the thoughts went away, my conscious became clear and now I feel so much better.
 Mar 2014 felicia
Liv Blaise
Ballet
 Mar 2014 felicia
Liv Blaise
in ballet they tell you to be beautiful
graceful,
elegant,
and soft,
but how is a person with such disgusting
cluttering,
saddening,
dark thoughts
supposed to be anything like that
 Mar 2014 felicia
Dreypa
Sleepless nights and dreary days
Was this the only way?
Stained eyes and rampant thoughts
Not only truth has these visions brought

We saw too much, we learned too fast
It will never be left as the past
Warped realities and dreams misconstrued
A covenant is what was brewed

We endured these restless nights
Hoping this idea would set things right
Were these trips we took in vain?
Now we question : are we sane?

We saw too much, we learned too fast
Never knew what would last
Through the light and through the veil
We were shown darkness can't prevail

We were given that for which we prayed
Countless choices we never made
We should have never played this foolish game
Nothing will ever be the same

We saw too much, we learned too fast
Never did we guess what was cast
Fleeting remnants we cannot survive
I'm surely glad were still alive

Did we waste our time?
Driving down the darkness
Searching for an answer?
 Mar 2014 felicia
bxtch
I'm Sorry
 Mar 2014 felicia
bxtch
I'm not the poet who uses sophisticated language
I'm not the kid my parents would be proud of
I'm not the student the teacher praises
I'm not the friend who people turn to

I'm not anyone's best friend
I'm not anyone's favorite
I'm not anyone's first choice
I'm not even my own believer

I want to fix my life
Yet I want to end it
I want to be better
Yet I'm tired of trying

What is wrong with me?
I'm sorry I'm not who you want me to be.
 Mar 2014 felicia
bxtch
I fake a smile
And say I'm fine
I hide my scars
And calm my mind
I starve myself
And dry my eyes
I hold it back
And keep it inside

Welcome to my diary.
This is the real me.
 Mar 2014 felicia
Mary Ab
Don't vanish
dear hope ;
I've got a brand
new scope !!
 Mar 2014 felicia
The Raven Tears
If I had told you that I was in pain,
would you have helped me? Held me?
Cared?

If I had told you that I believed in you,
would you have believed me? Stayed with me?
Cared?

If I had told you that I was bleeding,
would you have listened? Fixed me?
Cared?

If I had told you that I was a liar,
would you have minded? Ignored me?
Cared?

If I had told you that I hated you,
would you have reacted? Left me?
Would you even  *care?
How will you distinguish my truths from my lies? But it's too late now... These are the words left unspoken
 Mar 2014 felicia
Willow-Anne
Late at night is when I think
And try to I clear my head
I often stay awake all night
Just laying in my bed

As soon as I get comfy
Thoughts start racing in
I start to question everything
and regret my every sin

At first the thoughts are gentle
Like what will I do tomorrow
But as time crawls by; they escalate
Till I'm drowning in my sorrow

I think of all my failures
Every detail of what I did wrong
After hours of reliving pain
I convince myself I don't belong

I suddenly feel isolated
and like the silence will never end
I feel like I will never escape
There's too much I just can't mend

I feel overpowered and worthless
Like I'll never do anything right
I hide till the world fades away
And I'm awoken by the light

I realize a new day has come
It's time to put on a brave face
I put those negative thoughts away
Until I return to this place
 Mar 2014 felicia
nivek
Love
 Mar 2014 felicia
nivek
I love
You love
We love
Our love.

Love
a spear to the soul.

Share it not
Share it you will
Fusion wakes new love
Lose your love
Confusion reigns

Lovers loving for loves sake
take a gamble off to ramble
the path leads back to you

Love
will it bring another who loves like you

I am I do
walk ahead
bearing loves truth.
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