felicia

felicia Apr 2014

life is simple, yet it is complicated.
it's like planting crops. you were the farmer, and the things you do were the crops. your maturity will affect the way you treat the soil, and the soil was your life itself. your faith in God will affect the way you plant the crops, it was the way you do things for others. your heart and conscience will control the growth of your plants. your experiences will teach you how to take care of your plants. tests and difficulties were the things that make farmers stronger. and the yields were to be reap.
but there are a lot more than the mentioned things above about this life, find them by yourself. appreciate what you have in your life and you'll love this life even more. have the better quality of life:)

just some thoughts of mine about this life. i wrote them because of the daily question on ask.fm and i think i'd like to share them with you guys :)

#love #life #thoughts #plant #farm #crops

felicia Apr 2014

Yearn

I'm at that point
where I'm not sure whether
I miss seeing your smile
or I just wanna sit there
beside you
on the back porch
and sip a cup of tea
staring at your face
and look into your pupils
for ever

yearning, murmuring your name

#love #hope #you #miss #yearn

Apr 2014

Walt Whitman

Who Is Now Reading This?

Who is now reading this?

May-be one is now reading this who knows some wrong-doing of my past life,
Or may-be a stranger is reading this who has secretly loved me,
Or may-be one who meets all my grand assumptions and egotisms with derision,
Or may-be one who is puzzled at me.

As if I were not puzzled at myself!
Or as if I never deride myself! (O conscience-struck! O self-convicted!)
Or as if I do not secretly love strangers! (O tenderly, a long time, and never avow it;)
Or as if I did not see, perfectly well, interior in myself, the stuff of wrong-doing,
Or as if it could cease transpiring from me until it must cease.

felicia Apr 2014

You (10w)

The wind tranquilizes me
With the shining smile of yours

"I just can't crack your code"

#smile #10w #you #wind #shine #tranquilize

felicia Apr 2014

As If

Staring at your back
As if you could feel me
But you've been so cold lately
That I burn myself into ashes

Waiting for you in the rain
As if you would come to me with an umbrella
But you've never come
That I drown myself in tears

Echoing your name in my dreams
As if you were my lullaby
But you don't even give a ****
That I collapse even more

If only you knew, if only you realized
If only you loved me back

#love #unrequited #abandoned #frustrated

felicia Apr 2014

Pointless

So I went out to an empty field
And screamed out your name to the sky
But the sun didn't seem
To have any desire to help me

So I flew to the moon
and I cried to the stars
But my wishing star is dead
There's nothing left but the ashes

So I ran a thousand miles
To reach out for you

But you left me

I shouted out your name
But you didn't care

Frankly, I secretly hope that you love me back

#love #broken #you #unrequited #pointless

Apr 2014

Carl Sandburg

Offering and Rebuff

I could love you
as dry roots love rain.
I could hold you
as branches in the wind
brandish petals.
Forgive me for speaking so soon.

    Let your heart look
    on white sea spray
    and be lonely.

    Love is a fool star.

    You and a ring of stars
    may mention my name
    and then forget me.

    Love is a fool star.