Today I survived another blue day without you
but this cold wind chills me and whispered
"It's getting cold, it's getting worse"
Then I woke up from that nightmare
                             to another nightmare
I saw your shadow trying to leave me
You left me
You didn't close the door
It was raining
You didn't close the windows

And now I miss you more than I miss you before

Wishing on the stars
"I wish we had another time and space
I know you can't love me here"
Nothing's gonna work between us
But I've already fallen in love with the back of your head

But I was the bloodstain on your shirt
you try to remove

What should I do?
       What should I do?

There was so much to say,*
how could you end your day without thinking of me?
how could you not drinking coffee which is my favorite?
how could you let the fire inside burning me down to ashes?
how could you leave me so that I am longing for my bright smile?
how could you pass the day without someone you once loved the most?
how could you even dare to breathe while I am suffocated and shattered here?
how could you even alive when I am dying here?