a pink and purple prison
where paint peels off
white washed walls
concealing pleas for help
i am incarcerated,
eating tiny white candies
and drinking honey
while
empty eyes stare
for they know the demon
they let him crawl inside
their throat red raw from his
dark claws
while
the world turns,
people with honey
in their stomachs
wonder
why i've evaporated
but they don't understand
that
my bed is empty,
a plastic mattress
with smooth sheets and
soft blankets
and i am empty
with hollow limbs
and wide smiles
when i wither to nothing
and let the demons come,
i swallow them whole
so i don't feel
like nothing anymore
i am so hungry, i want to feel alive. i want my chest to feel full of honey and love. i want to feel something.