Eyes burning as the tears fall down. They're almost acidic, they burn as they slip over my frown.

Heavy heart.
Tightening lungs.
Confused thoughts.

I just realised,
That door is staying closed.
He's done with me, I know.
I was so stupid to believe,
That he'd be generous to me.
I did him wrong.
I deserve everything that I'll be getting.

My eyes are stinging
I feel tired now,
Just let me lay down.
I want to be alone.
Do I really though?
I want to be held.
I'm fed up with myself.
I mess up everything,
Always.

The sound drowns out
You're mind fills with doubt.
You've been living in bed lately.
Did you really think you could act sanely?
People can see that you're sad.
They can tell as you walk past them.
Your eyes are in a depressed state.
Have they not yet realised their fate?
You somehow stay calm as you say,
We'll all die someday. so silently.
I wonder if you're really there anymore.
So long ago, you shut that door.
The door that kept me inside.
But Just know, I'm still alive.
Your happiness is in here.
You just have to find me.
Don't let the sadness devour us.
Please, you're not Hell Bound,
You're just stuck inside of the sound.
The sounds of the past.
But listen, it doesn't last.
I believe that you will succeed.
Just trust in me.
Find me.
We can be happy, again.

I love being alone
I love the silence
Of all but my music
Just relaxing by myself
Alone.

By my lonesome
It's enthralling
I do what I want
I go where I please
When I'm by myself
Alone.

But it's not great
All the time
No, I want her
Here with me
To lay with her
Together

She brightens my day
Her messages intoxicating
I love hearing from her
I want to be with her
Together

I am alone
By myself
Please help me
I'm not just alone
I'm so lonely
Isolated

One girl, one boy.
Totally different,
But very alike.
They find eachother.
They need eachother.
But not for love.
At least, not yet.

She feels guilty,
She flaked out.

He's ******.
But he'll accept it.

They'll figure it out.
Together.

Sinking deeper, and deeper.
Slowly floating under.
Fading away.
Please don't say those things again.
I don't want to hear them.
Don't you understand?
It kills me knowing..
That I hurt you.
I won't let it happen again.
Even if I hurt me in the process.

And now I'm laying in the dark crying,
Wishing for some form of comfort.
But I don't need this right now.
I need to embrace my frown.
Don't give in to the tightening of your heart.
It's not a permanent occurrence.
That is what I'm afraid of.
I won't give into this feeling.
Because I'm afraid it will fade.
He does not deserve that loss.
So I will continue to be lost.
All by myself.
This is my fate.