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Aug 2014 Fake Knees

Sia Jane

Cigarettes* ignited
       sips of champagne.
Naked; smoking,
       playing ebony & ivory,
       piano stories
Singing souls of ghosts
        & secrets.
Broken rainbows form & flee,
        light catching green
Hazel eyes, tear drops,
       of love; forming
       drowning oceans.
Planting forests; replacing
        papier- mâché covering
        a blackened heart,
Of a lonely girlfriend
        wrapping herself in a
        lovers left
        winter jumper.
Full exposure; a camera lens
        focused in on clouds
        dissipating.
Window panes,
         pouring mirrored drops
         of translucent balloons.
Wishing dreams
          of,
Letting
          go.
Lift her,
           to that place named,
           silence.

© Sia Jane

In prep for uni I'm working on 20 word challenges! Some of the words were placed together. The words in the list are in italics. On my phone but should add up!! The words are taken from images on my tumblr: http://stardreamgazer.tumblr.com/

Aug 2014 Fake Knees

3 am thoughts

Aug 2014 Fake Knees

Adele

3 am thoughts

The deafening of silence
The apperception of my brain
It is just seem to wander
Because here I am trying to wonder
The feelings that I thought were gone from what I ponder.
In a glance... it's coming!
Everything's rushing!
Endeavoring to shut my mind,
wanting to stop the hunting of what was elapsed.

What I want is, to doze off and escape from this 3am thoughts.*

-A

8/9/14

To sleep soundly, that is :[

Aug 2014 Fake Knees

Reality

Aug 2014 Fake Knees

Erenn

Reality

The light illuminates us within
Gleaming through that translucent pride
Creating an obscure spectrum that we’re in
We are all fragile inside
Waiting for the day we die

We evade at what’s real
And fallen into the dusk
We realized it’s wrong to feel
But we still believe in trust

We crave for that night
When the Moon shines as bright as the Sun
Where Shooting Stars falling everywhere in sight
Where the Milky Way pours to the ground
Where Northern Lights stays until the sunrise

We try to find what was lost
Only to be remembered by what’s present
We can’t forget yesterday’s remorse
Only to find out that it’s permanent.

Erennwrites

I procrastinate alot. To the extent of losing friends and relationships. But It's never too late to change. You have to face the truth,accept it.
Accept Reality.
And Change.

#love #fear #life #pain #reality #change #misery #overcome #demise

Aug 2014 Fake Knees

To the Victor, the Spoils.

Aug 2014 Fake Knees

Collins Carlin

To the Victor, the Spoils.

A friend told me tonight that going through past writings is good for realizing how much one has changed, even when it seems as though nothing has changed at all. I went through my old Tumblr account before deleting it last night, and this is what I salvaged. Ramblings, realizations, maybe some of it can even be considered "poetry."

Enjoy.

November 16, 2013

Why can't I just fall asleep.
Why can't I not want another cigarette.
Why can't I function like a normal human being and fear the dark, and relish my time in the sunlight.
Why.

August 24, 2013

Truth hurts.
Truth is pain.
Pain is temporary.
Truth stains.
Truth lives in all of us.
All understand pain.
All is temporary.
We grow from pain.
We decide how temporary truth is.
We decide how long pain affects us.

March 11, 2013

I watched them stomp out the door.
Into the ******* shade of blue a car could ever have.
Off to go who knows where.
I don't know if they said anything to me.
I didn't have anything to say.

One last evening in Hell, and the only company I wouldn't want are
Three cats.

February 23, 2013

*My body yearns
Struggles
Begs
For rest
But I will refuse
And I will endure the trials
Each one laid in front of
And behind me.
One last hurrah, one last war
Within a breath, within my power
One last chance to live my dream
And after that, we'll go from there.
I don’t even know.