we *will

long skinny legs
               thin delicate arms
skin smooth and rosy
                                          lonely

  deep-s­et blue eyes
            bouncy shining hair              
lips ample and glossy
                                          grunting

tall­, healthy and fair
bounty, wealthy and rare
studious, smart and sultry
                                      angry

smile, smile, smile
*do you not understand
that is not me
that is all you see

How long
did the loneliness
keep you longing?

Why* is it difficult
to be me?

how you can let go
of the only happiness
you've ever known

around and around,

deeper and deeper,

it sinks without a sound

while the silence grows louder.

stirring strong

wandering weak

yearning you

missing me

When the tears are falling,
what do I do?
When an echo keeps calling,
can I believe it's true?


As the darkness fades,
where will I go?
Since the dawn is breaking,
can I see the truth?

There is a burning in my chest I can't contain.

Why is it so hard to feel something real here?

We belong in a tiny room inside my heart.

The buzzing in my ear won't stop;
ringing for you.

this                
or
                     that
                                        ?

in my memory,
we were infinite; wait-
in that moment,
it was too late.

after all this time,
its still you

its always you

dying, then living.
crying, then smiling.

It is you,
*you.

i don't wanna be
in the in between.

After all this time,
What could love be?

enlighten me

i've been wondering
how is it i'm still here;

**alive

a throbbing in my chest
i wish you the best

How can this be
the most perfect example
of being alone together?

You'll be alone.
I want to be *together.

overlooking a sea of cars
his hand brushes mine.
i freeze. its fine --

**just trying to hide the scars

is everywhere

something's coming

something is here