Seeing a person
vanish
from paradise
to inferno,
from extreme gladness
to transcendent disappearance -
would make you see how sublime
they look in their darkness,
and it would make you realize
how much you can adore
one
person
so
so
so
*much

I don't want to lose you
I don't need to hold onto something
that isn't gonna last
I don't want to hurt you
To let go now wouldn't be easy
but just when I am about to -
Your whole existence blocks the view
of endings and sadness,
and replaces them with
escape and bliss

Promises may run out of rhyme,
but remember that the
Ubiquity of you is around me all the time,
and though
Rapid losses of love may occur,
but the
Peace that you bring me everytime is the
Living proof that all endings have an end,
and
Endings don't happen all the time.

how will i know you?
if you are here, but i dont have a clue
yes i feel but what does it mean
when endings are all i have seen?

how will i know you?
how dare you lay down your own hues
you let people color my days
but after a while let them fade

how will i know you?
you control my life without a cue-
on where i shall start ceasing to feel
you adorn my life, knowing that it's real

how will i know you?
if you would introduce yourself
as the scent that lingers on me everyday
and with that one smile that lightens up my day

what hurts the most
is feeling that it's real,
how our kisses sealed
all the past lovers we had;
being the best we could be,
holding you so close to me
but realizing right after
that this was meant to happen
but not meant to last
and i knew, i just did,
that one day this could end.

I planted kisses on your shoulder,
the cloth was not thick enough,
so I gave kisses on your back, only softer,
and they were enough.

I saw how the sun shines on you,
it was beautiful,
it was a bliss,
it was radiant.

Those three words have two meanings;
One is a promise,
and the other is the secret that lies in it:
Will I or will I not leave?

Those three words have two endings;
One is forever,
and the other is the pain that lies beneath it:
Will this or will this not end?