Shimmering stars in the night
Darkness comes but it's alright
Our nature is so black and white
Just one of the battles we must fight
Searching deep in our soul
Finding ways to gain control
Depression comes creeping slow
Swinging high then goes low
Too many days I wanna die
Hopelessness has me wondering why
Tears I do not wish to cry
Put up a front and continue to try
To stop the pain so I cut
Watch the blood boil up
Now you see my mental scars
On my flesh and in my heart
Exposing who I am
A vessel trying to understand
What's my mission?
Why do I feel?
Am I the only one who is real?
So much fake how can one trust
Relationships made of dust
They will come and they will go
Leave their notches on our soul
Always searching for something true
To light the darkness..My Starry You..

I just want to disappear
See me in another year
Catch me at another time
Adventure is what I need to find
Leave the person that I am
Hi I'm Mister Don't Give a ****
Hmm..I wonder where I'll go
Hawaii Europe or Mexico
Once I'm there what will I do?
The one thing missing would be you
***** it you can come along
Share my passion for it is strong
I can tell you what we will do
Better yet I'll just show you
Feel my poke from this poets mind
Take you high still we climb
Next level is my master stroke
I'll do you hard and that's no joke
Play with the boys..
Love this M.A.N..
Someday you will understand
I can worship when I choose
So play with me my ****** Muse
Stuck right now..I have no fear
Someday I will disappear....

I have become this Spiritual creature
I didn't realize I came with this feature
Emptiness and stress without rest
Never maximizing potential becoming the best
Human being from my soul I sing
Eyes of a machine
Staring at a TV screen
Seldom do we feel the rays of the sun
UV protection from ten to one
Under the moon Half, Quarter or Full
Remains in the sky while we rot in our tomb
Namaste is what we say
Meditate in our own way
Discovering enlightened paths
Solving sacred geometry math
Psychedelics in my mind
Develop sight to see the signs
Fortune I hold in my hand
Activates my pineal gland
Third eye open..my soul the teacher
Has evolved me into this Spiritual Creature.....