Emirhan Nakaş

Emirhan Nakaş 5d

love will live forever in the infinite universe

The magical moments, unexplainable - not in a terse.
The beauty of human nature, masses of written verses,
The bittersweet ache in the chest, don't fret; it's not a curse.
I may not be wise yet, but I acknowledge it's not the worst,
Thus, that's why you press that button in your mind, the reverse,
And love will live forever in the infinite universe.

#love #day #daytime #classical #hopeful

Emirhan Nakaş 6d

5 Bottles of Baileys

You're on your own again,
Take a walk on that endless green glen.

It snows heavy over our missing puzzle pool.
I need some fresh air for my burning young heart, for it to cool.

That blindfolded searching, turns into a flu
What would it take to hop on that time machine, making it all undo,
To feel the stillness when the erasure happens to that stuck tattoo?

It hurts my chest when i realize one more lie, the more i find
Cannot even drink five bottles of Baileys to drink you out my mind
The last lesson branch i must hold on tightly is that our bond and that it was glorified...

sometimes the writing feels sh*tty and not proper at all, but you still wanna release it :)

Emirhan Nakaş Aug 6

143rd dart

My heavy, young chest has longed for a heart
That is going to fill the missing part
A part that bleeds cyan and tastes pretty ta𝘳t
It is still trying to find it at every opportunity, throwing its 143rd dart.

An underrated universality, as heavy as absolution,
The moment hope shatters to a thousand pieces when it finally hits the face, the realization.
It's only your soul that will do, create your salvation,
The little child in me is mad at romance movies, such a misrepresentation.

#reality #bittersweet #love #romantical #heartbreak #sad

Emirhan Nakaş Aug 4

untitled

Suffering is not poetic now.
It's just a pressure, aching in your throat that you have to bow.
"Things get better", that's what i hear, i hope it is a true vow.
I realized i have some fresh wrinkles on my forehead,
Is it because all that happened or should i put the blame to the habit of my eyebrows?

Emirhan Nakaş Aug 3

eastside

I live on the eastside and I find myself thinking about you often.
I've got to collect all the fallen rubble and put those past memories to the coffin.

I tend to hold onto patterns fearing I'll lose a part of me and die from coughing.
I truly wish that when i take a quick glance in the mirror I'd see myself genuinely laughing.
Rewriting a list for a thousand times now, of everything I've been busy chasing.

Squeezed by uncertainties thinking what path there'll be for me to follow,
The only thing I can find strength to do is to hope I won't end up in a hollow.

Emirhan Nakaş Aug 3

the web

The light of the attention rectangle melts the candle of my mind,
Not a choice anymore, just a routine to take a look at it; makes me blind.
No matter how badly I crave it, I can't seem to open the blinds,
The last crumbs of my sanity - I hear them grind.

A place to run away from reality, "connect with the loved ones digitally",
Special cords are drifting away now, seems pretty contradictory.
The purpose of earth is to connect, at least I thought so,
When did it all get this performative and vicarious? Such a fiasco.

#modernlife #mentalhealth #technology #loneliness #socialmedia #digitalage #existential #modernpoetry

Emirhan Nakaş Jul 31

some lust and a bit of pride (reseda)

Silly 5 year old me, such a great pity,
For him to think he could fill the deep hole carefully,
By pleasing forbidden bodies, intuition was screaming for him to flee,
No danger sign warned against transformation into something he never ever meant to be.

When lights of our stars collide,
Only for it to provide some lust and a bit of pride.
All of the storm and misery we set aside,
Touching others just caused more times that we lied.
All heavy chests that yearn for love suffer from this viral infection although hardspun masks try to hide.

The saviour that quiet boy longed for decades and years,
Was all along his future mirror stepping into being twenty-something after a billion tears.
The one that would give him all the love he had ever feared,
Was his own bleeding heart caged in reseda - at least now for me, it cheers.

#dark #night #nighttime #healing #trauma #childhood #relationships