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Play with the heart
Fall from the sky
Landing in hell
Burning in desire
Pain and suffering
Can’t seem to help me
Move away from
Your toxic love
Move on they say
Although
I try
I seem to be
Too weak against you
Control me
Demand me
Love me
I am forever yours
Weather you care or not
I am trapped in your
Vicious Circle
Never ending pain
Never ending love
I can’t believe you
How you left like that
I can’t believe that
You could change
So fast
You were my rock
But now you’re
Pulling me under
Into a sea
of  pain, and distrust
I can’t believe you
Forgetting you
Forgetting me
Forgetting who we were
Together
Best friend gone
Love of my life
Gone
I can’t believe
You’re gone
Maybe this is right
Maybe its time
we loved, we cared
we laughed, we cried
so hard to say goodbye
we sway to the beat
at that concert
we wanted to see together
"Your My Best Friend"
that's not fair!
your my best friend too
I love you
I can't be in love with you
not anymore
its time to move on
maybe
I have loved and lost

all before 18

I lay here in the hallway

staring at the “artistic” mix

that now pollutes our ceiling

getting lost in the swirls

running in the wild jungles

he is leaving

I am skipping 5th

its English

Yet I really don’t care

let the security come find me

what will they do

slap me in detention

he is leaving me

I lay there

staring off

into my own self

life is funny isn’t it

we are pushed into people

but told not to fall for them

they will always leave

even if they don’t want to

he is leaving

I blame no one

for the way I feel right now

the quiet torture I’m going through

personalized pain

***** unyielding knife in my heart

slowly twisting every time

he talks about college

I’m stuck in the muck

that is this ***** hallway

the trash littered at the corners

cockroaches shuffle past me

he is leaving me

this is hell

this is life

lived by me

gossip obsessed friends

college is next

when it gets worse

now its just without parents

a structured freedom

I want out

he is leaving

he loves me

he will come back right?

someone tell me

please

I am holding back

my heartache

Someone

anyone

tell me something

other than

”if it’s meant to be it will be”

that won’t stop my heart

from breaking

I loved and am now losing

all before 18

the bell rings

the ants are let free

they jump to get to

friends, class, smoking spot

it’s the first day of school

he is not here

It’s the first day of senior year

he is not here

I should be happy

but I can’t be

he is not here
Saying Goodbye is hard

Daddy “bye bye”
                                          Mommy was smart and left when she could

Daddy was mean to her and smells like *****

I lay down in my crib and listen close

when Daddy passes out, all the pots melt

the love washed away,

Dreams of her death, nights soaked in cold sweats

God sent her a sign,
   to pack the car a second time

She needed him to get better and be my good daddy

I decided that day, when I grew up

and her skin went back to that pale peach color

I would be better, and stand taller

Now I’m older and I kept my promise

I will never forget.

cause my whole world turned right side up

that day I learned to say “bye bye”
Haunted
by the memories of my past
a painful irony
Falling to pieces
Shattered,
And battered
Back to my brutal reality
Where all I know is my memories
Where we met once again
Trying to push them back
Down inside buried
Locked away
Where no one can find them
Not even me
Sit back
Watch that old world burn
He watches me
He wants to control me
That laugh, that face
Can’t escape the shame
Can’t escape the pain
His hands
Wrapped around my neck
Watch me die
Again and again
His laugh
His face
Watching
Forgotten
Laid to rest
To sleep no more
Or dream him again
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