My days, nervous glances Worrying for her, endlessly She does not smile at his name Now, she cringes at the sound Each delicious syllable a knife A paper cut
Words pass her quietly She covers her ears, Concentrating only on dissecting Every opportunity she had To not ***** up Every opportunity missed
I watch her, anxious Hands shaking, grasping Head hitting pillow, Mind wandering back to him
Magic to me, pages How in them I could emerse myself, How kindly they would take me in Shelter me away from everything else How between them I lived, a refugee
Magic to me, words How they could lick my wounds, But ask me no questions Touch my heart While never leaving the page
Forever seeking comfort and company between the pages of a book
Mist drapes itself Round stoic hills Whilst hues of delicate bruises Sugar roses Watch on, dewy eyed Frost bitten fields Kissed by orange streams Interrupted by knarled hands Thrown to the air