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Elli Nov 2013
I built my walls so high
With my doubts and sadness
Only to be knocked down by you
And I thought I was doing the right thing
But you've shown the world
Existing outside the walls
I carefully created
Elli Nov 2013
You expect too much of me
Even though I have nothing
Yet I tried to give you my "nothing"
Which is my everything
And was left with *nothing
does it make sense? I wrote it out of a whim, thinking about how I can give my 'everything' if i had nothing to give.
Elli Nov 2013
A world built
Using playing cards
Can be knock down
By anything
So she goes to bed
With her sneakers on
And sleeps with
One eye open
Ready to run away
When her world
collapses
Elli Nov 2013
I close the window
But i can still hear the wind
That keeps me up at night
Whistling through the darkness
Can you hear it?
Echoes of the past
of what should've been
And what has been
Past, present, future
All at the same time
Infinite possibilities
And it all leads back
*To you
Elli Nov 2013
I find refuge through kind words
They always utter
I love you
I care
You're important to me
Yet now I wonder
As the darkness approach
I am all alone
While everyone just watches
My existence fade
We are all lonely beings
Searching for the light
But running away from the darkness
And now as the stars die away
One by one
I fade away with them
And everyone will forget
The lonely girl
At the corner
With books at her hand
She's gone
*Forever
Elli Nov 2013
Death knocks at your door
Saying It's time
As you clutches your life
With your broken and ****** hands
You don't feel ready
And you never will
Because you ran out of time
To find happiness
You look back
And see you never really
Tried
And now death will look at you
With pity in his eyes
But then he says again It's time
No goodbyes
No I love you one last time
And your last words were
*Why me?
Elli Nov 2013
I took down your pictures
Off my wall
I burned all the poems
And love letters
From you
I deleted the songs
You wrote for me
Because I made my choice
To leave,
Not because I didn't love you
But because I was tired
From all your lies and pretends
Because I realize
that not everything
that is broken
can be fix,
So now you're just
A bittersweet memory
And nothing more
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