who else would find crying weakness
other than a bully

A year ago, I was stupid.
I remember the butterflies I used to feel in my tummy when you texted.
Oh what a fool I was.
Trying to fit in a world where I did not belong in.

Today, I am stupid.
Because next year,
I would probably look back on a mistake I am currently involved in.
Oh well, maybe one day I'll run out of mistakes,
or I might just start calling them lessons.

Until then, I am stupid.

Isn't it funny

How we interpret things
based on our perception
and feelings

and reading things
at different times

Is reading different things?


-

So how many words can you really read?

(Reading this + feeling that = infinite words)

-

If words are the same said,
as read

does that mean

"I love you"
is less
when
I am
talking
to you
you,
you,
you,
you.
Because you
never
loved
me
too?

Now did you?

-

I shall read this poem
again and again
and wonder
who
I wrote it
to.

You.

Is that skipped heartbeat you feel when the doorbell rings,
although knowing that he will never come back.

Most people fear being reminded
more than they fear remembering