I seem to have forgotten my soul somewhere along the road. I am

Waiting for a miracle or
Any sign of starting over.
Never have I
Turned this sour in my insides or

This bland until every sense poured
Out a frighteningly large amount of nothing.

For my heart has never
Even tried to
Eradicate and
Let  go of

A person
Like you before
I
***** at the thought of
Erasing yet

Also at the thought of
Going
Away from your memory
I am losing the ability to make sense of things I really, really
Need to find myself soon.

Hair is for stroking with kindness
Forehead, caring and testing in sickness

Eyes, gazing into your lovers soul
Nose, discerning your loved ones scent

Lips, kissing and whispering shared secrets
Chin for lifting yourself up proud

Neck, nuzzling safe and secure
Shoulders, to massage and relieve stress

Arms, uplifting and hugging tight
Hands, holding and feeling your way

Chest, protecting and encompassing heart
Stomach, for butterflies with a new love

*****, pleasure and carrying on our kind
Legs, balance and running free

Feet for leading the way

I was so tired and stressed and needed a vacation so badly
So I went home and held you in my arms, and looked into your eyes
And floated into the depths of your soul
Losing all thoughts and control.
Your soul as endless as the universe and as beautiful as can be
And my heart was set free.
As I floated in the depths of your soul
I saw the brightness of every star, the sun, the moon
I saw the depths of the ocean and felt every emotion
But unlike the ocean – there was no disasters below
But just beautiful flowers that you showed.
I continued floating and all I saw
Were untold beauties I never saw before.
I saw the birth of nature at my fingertips
As mother nature kissed my lips.
I knew I had to get back to the realities of life !
But “JESUS”!   “I did not want to let go of your picture”.

.and then she said,
'why don't you come to bed and let me guide you through the night'
I said,
'Alright'

A weight has been lifted
I feel truly gifted
I faced the fear I once saw
The spot in my heart that was once raw
i'm as free as the day is long
I came out of this, i held quite strong
to the one that once beheld my heart in teeth
To me you do not matter, you have seized
I've moved to a greater power
The ultimate shower
I have all I want all I need
greed is nothing but a seed
It grows on the window sill day by day
Leaves nothing but love to say
My weight has been lifted
I feel truly gifted
A fear I once held close
To my knowledge i needed most
to those dreams of the past
To this moment at last
I give thee to the power in the siky
Finally I am flying high!