Im dropping my phone slow, no where to go, a provocative photo to, a dance in the snow, a kiss without ending, a night with a show, a shoulder with out crying, and gone to fast but forever slow, I'll hold you until our forever sunrise, and kiss away our rapture lies, you will hold onto me tight, and we'll holds until the end of the night

And then one day
you looked at yourself
in the mirror and realized
your nose is too narrow and your eyes
too close together
and your mouth is so far
from smiling
and you turned away.

And then one day you looked
at your heart and saw
how heavy it was with deceit
and how tired
and how sick and shriveled
it had become and how it had stopped
beating for anyone
except you, even though
only others were keeping it
alive
and you turned away.

And then
you looked at yourself
and saw how weak you are
and searched
for the resilience and optimism
that used to define you-
You couldn't find them.
And you tried to turn away but you couldn't
not from yourself.

And so you apologized
to those keeping your selfish heart
beating
and held the heat of your hatred
to burn yourself.

They asked me,
"What do       you see?"
& in each on                                                                          e I saw you,
in a different sh                                    ade, a different  
distance away (calling                                                 to me? Reaching out?),  
     so I said I saw a                                          few ducks & an old  
   woman smok                                                                ing a cigarette  
& someth                            ing like a
scho                 ol bus,
but you are not those things.

I do not see
the diamonds in you.

I don't want to offend you,
But I'll walk around my house naked,
If I want to

I don't want to *******,
But I'll sleep in the same bed,
If you want me to

I don't want to disturb you,
But if I need to ****,
I'll wake you

We'll both brake our glassy eyes,
If you have enough for two

We'll sleep until the sun is hung high,
Then I'll wake you

You'll leave around noon,
And I'll tell my friends
That I left you