We are supposed to be using our power
to show that we communicated
diamond crystal clear
communicated too much already
communicated to death
until no more breath
until our families ran dry
of blood and water
of patience
this is not survival
it is cowardice
to separate ourselves
from reality
to further the gruesome imagination
of whiteness

You are your best audience
You are your only audience
Stay creative
Creatureless habit
No seriousness
Can touch your laughter

someday no one
will discriminate
against
me
for being
in a
****** relationship
with revolution

the "Black lives matter more than white lives” sign
I had made
is at first a pleading
while bleeding to death
it is then a statement
waking up covered in blood
reincarnated superhuman
blackness
resilience
it is a threat
a promise of the worst imaginable
vengeance and justice
if this sign is not true
ASAP

being black
is inherently violent
asking for respect
and being black
is even more inherently violent
there are two types of violence
impulsive
and intelligent
one of them always tries to interrupt
the other is very difficult to interrupt
but since
it is inherently violent
to be black
and asking for respect
even more inherently violent
it is important to calculate violence
to its smallest details
to its largest
most complex social structures

Okay America
die yourselves black
get back on track
stop being
whack
on the count of three
one
Two
THREE
NOW!

God is a wall
some learn to climb it and fall into the otherside
some dig under it to find it goes too deep
some destroy themselves trying to burst through
some figure out how it is built and take it apart
that is why

It’s terrifying that I could
Listen to you forever
Without making a sound
Not another breathe
The distance of
How loudness possible
We are
Sound of genocide
Stomachs are for the weak
**** that
I am too deep for your shallow

white people need to go back to Africa
Where they came from
Leave us be for a while
so we can grieve
and stop this genocidal anxiety

Wait
You mean to tell me this happened
Here
And this is what people are doing?
Native on the loose
Brutality in identifying with nativity
Ethnic frustration
How to make it contagious

It is understandable
that becoming a police officer
raises the risk of death
It is not understandable
that being black
raises the risk of death
unacceptable

Imagine dying for being black
a new national holiday
starts tomorrow
mourning

perception is the degradation of reality
communication is further degradation of this
afterward
speaking of love
is the destruction
of degraded reality
which gives reality
a chance again
while contemplating
even further away
while discussing
loving language to death
obsession with impermanence
if it was evolved we were relating to
we would be focusing on our breathing
alone in a cave for atleast a week
for without which
no thoughts to degrade reality
external impressions stampeding existence
was it peace I was hearing them say?
if it was peace an intention at all
silence would be God for a week
we would be worshipping our breath
instead of the business
its shadows of darkness
calling itself white
leisurely in a purely degraded reality
the profit of the wrong currency
taking breathe away
obscuring
taking breathe away
obscuring

?!

as serious
about being black
as I am serious
about you understanding How black I am
How black we are
so black that we all came from Africa
So black that racism ceases to exist
apologizes and commits genocide on itself
instead of everyone else
whiteness reverses itself back to ethnicities
admits it is a dissociative order
to its judicial branch
So black that natives re-overpopulate
so black that whiteness becomes a memory
distant even to the young
so black that humans matter again
human lives matter
is like black lives matter
until this matters
deconstruction of whiteness
breakdown of the philosophies
that went into the business
of skin color based slavery
deconstructing imperial serial killing
so black that anyone can find out the truth
anytime anywhere
nothing to hide except humanity

All police officers should be black
Or I'm not speaking to you anymore