They hate the sound
They hate what it means
They cover themselves in dark white cloth
They organize tribes against it
They hire police to stop it
They imported them to **** whenever they wanted
They got drunk and miserable and numb
Their white wives protested oppression by torturing and slandering my brothers and sisters
They hate with exterminating thoughts
They hate how I got here
They hate that it is out of their control
They hate the sound of black and white *******
They hate how I was created
They hate the sound of my family
They wanted us to be oil on fire
On top of polluted water
They hate the sound of mixed parents *******
They have to wake up and imagine what it feels like
To be free
To be human
They hate the sounds of pleasure as it mixes uncontrollably
They hate our *******
They would rather the sound of us twisting in agony in trees
Like Nina’s strange fruit
They hate the sound of us ripping through their police
They hate the sound of us breaking down their barriers
They hate the sound of us being better role models for their children
They hate the sound of us owning America
I love the sound freedom

I used to be white too
until I realized that if I didn’t
reclaim my indigenous
evolutionary potential
I would be doomed

Build a wall
cage us
with you
trapped together
no where to escape
what you do
have done here
an arena
a fight to the death
caged with the vengeance
you create
if you do not escape
whiteness
America
there will be nothing left
nothing right
no one to maintain
the wall
when the world comes to see
how it has played out
the only thing still alive
vengeance and the people
born into it
inside the wall

somehow being black
has to be grandfathered in
to the whole social work scene
early childhood trauma
is very similar
to the collective trauma
collective trauma
of being black in America
being black in America
repetitive child abduction
into brutality
constructing whiteness
whiteness
it is as if the mental health professionals
themselves might have
a dissociative disorder
their behavior
shows dissociative patterns
behaviour

nerves intertwined
with the natural environment
breathing nature in and out
heart beating
with the rhythms of the surroundings
harmony
instinctual evolution
you want more than this?
there is nothing better than nativity
you made life worse
the people colonialism slandered
are better than you
than you will ever become
I told myself
quietly
comforting my tainted worries
like an eternal mother
to sleep

Rwandan orchid
I will not let reality
Take over my positive imagination
In all seriousness
Logic and peace
We must rebel
Against our own desires
Of manufactured comfort
With smiles
Budding sweet tears
Affirmative genocide
Apathetic anonymous

I’m an atheist but with people
I don’t believe in anyone that creates gods
or that responsibility
that is cleverly left for dead

As the force of the jet
pushed my head back into the seat
I watched the racism of whiteness
become smaller
and smaller
and it disappeared
then all it was is clouds
awww...
this must be heaven

Africa sent a Trojan horse to America
You call them slave ships
Lurking through slavery
Pure resilience
And when
After a hard long day
In the future which is now
White supremacy
Having not worked at all
unlabored
Fell asleep
full from all the fruits of blackness
And its throat was slit
once and for all
The Trojan Horse is me

******* humanitarian
evolution
this is a letter from corruption
don't tell them about the bodies

black space ship and a white space ship
they leave earth
ravaged by environmental racism
they land on a new earth at the same time
as a gift
a thank you
energy transformation
people of white space ship
offer to sacrifice some as slaves
for 350 years
to give people in black space ship headstart
the people of black space ship
refuse kindly
stating,
“we are not evil and dissociative."

professional warriors of exposure
are uniting quick
exponentially
there is no military that can stop this
the more it tries to subdue with force
and manipulate means to justify force
the worst its punishment will be
the worse for the people that were
complacent
apathetic
investing in a thought
that it will all blow over
like it did when Jim Crow Laws
were incorporated into society
this country has never seen what is going to happen
never before has racism been so
technologically blatant
empathy is more advanced than ever
in America
and the world that which makes America up
There have never been this many oppressed people in so many various spaces that were once reserved for the oppressors
infiltration is American as you can get

look divide separate perseverate
alleviate alone groups filled with emptiness
families without relatives
social climbing down a cliff
with nothing to hold
climbing the endless journey
away from evolved us
taking involved us
shaking our roots from the dirt
the ground we once had with us
roots will search forever
in darkness
water is somewhere to be found
we will never give up
by design
contrary to the common enforcement
of reality that separates perseverates
polarity sincerely and honestly
without remorse
resolve
a discourse
of course life sustains the death
you dream of so vividly
lucid
just like when woke up
by awake people
with so much at stake
they cannot wait to sleep again
on the memory foam of America
frothing into nature
white water rapids ******* math
engineering with no one steering
stretching for the light
that enforced he was the son of god
but that was not originally the lightning rod
of Zeus
who was also blacker than Olympus lead on
and Medusa turned your reality into stone
from liquid fluid intake of love

Ray

dead silence
“its too ****** quiet in here!
No wonder people hang themselves in here. If there were hooks there would be people on each one of them!”
His 60 year old smooth Puerto Rican english
better than the young white prison guard
“I need my meds! Its been 3 days!”
His afro cuban beats on the cell doors
helped me sleep it through
handcuffed together in a fast swerving moving van
a dangerous steel space
with no where to hold
a hard smooth steel bench
slippery and hard
sciatic nerve damage
unmedicated
looking out the diagonal steel lined window
“in the near future. This will be an amusement ride. To show how inhumane it used to be before whiteness was human.”
I slept
he didn’t
his eyes were losing their focus
amazing man being killed by a business
those mental ills of whiteness  
guards had no idea
how special these humans were
that they made them not autonomous
the captivity and its brutality
captivity and bad communication
the failure of whiteness
these prisoners are found not guilty
it should be slanted towards those that our innocent
not slanted toward white mass murderes
or the mental illness of whitenes

protesting Trump
you really are
protesting
the impunity of whiteness
invented to exploit
oppression from the beginning
finally in the open
blackness has been this protest
since being scientifically packaged
on slave ships
packaging what to tell humans
to make them think they are
better with whiteness
he should be scared to leave his office
it should be unsafe
even within the oval office
trips and slams chins on desk
hard mahogany imported
from the fear of Africa
from the fear of birth
the fear of evolution
no one noticed
he rotted in his office for weeks
the residue of obsolete whiteness
America
is only as good as it
it recognizes
and assimilates
into the free steps
of the black woman
marching with lactating *******
social scars
soreness
from fleeing the evil of whiteness
lifetimes through
thick words
thick voluptuous developed mind
dressed in dazzling resilience
in love with freedom

pulling up to Chicago
approaching the ex slaves
gangs
ancient African leaders
videos of confederates
in the Berkshires
the country
isolated on the east coast
the vengeance of the native
is common throughout the world
is felt deep inside America
inherently connected
gangsters once in Africa
the world has your back
racist white Americans are few
isolated
confident
****** and weak
they have a lot you could take
land
food
weapons
to build what you want
to give the land culture
dance and color
stop killing for race
killing with ethical vengeance
take out the true enemy
nothing can stop you
vengeance is symbiosis
vengeance is the heart

riot fighting
don’t use your hands
elbows and knees
only
strictly
very strict
only fast funning starts
no stationary strikes
recoil fast
and frantic
but strike fast and steady
follow through
dedicate

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About my new book // Escape from Liberty

Birth is the experience we have, witness, and feel that is closest to where evolution rests. If it could be measured. I think the way birth is experienced and the proximity around it is the most important focus when discussing ontology and evolution.

“Escape from liberty,” refers not just to the getting out of the psychology of liberty but reshaping how that has affected what birth means in society.
A society can only be as good as it functions around birth. Since liberty has shaped what birth means in America from its beginning. It has a lot to do with why the reality of freedom is misunderstood.

Actual freedom and the possibility to experience it has been preserved by those that brought it with them. The African women taken from Africa preserved the evolved function of birth in American Society.
Liberty in terms of birth means that it is the defining authority on society. In evolution birth is the defining authority of society.
By proving that birth is not meant for liberty by escaping slavery to freedom, African American women gave a template to escape liberty and experience freedom.

The absurdity and genocidal acceptance of declaring liberty while birth for some humans has become artificially designed for slavery is unacceptable. Any American should understand what this means in terms of our sustainability or evolution as humans.
This should be understood more and funded more than any “going green” resource conflict crisis generation.

Im really getting used to the wasting of paper
I try to at the least be nourishing with ink
I had to smile to ask her to dance
Within 2 seconds she could tell it was pretend
They can feel that I was off somewhere else
That I am just an outsider visiting the night life
They can smell how much I have been studying
That I doubted the reality of whiteness from a young age
she can smell the doubt all over me
The echoes are still fresh
coming out of my pores
she can smell that I just denounced whiteness to an audience the night before
her sense of smell is as keen as her gyrating  hips
snakey moves
but you just wait girl
soon it will be even cooler to denounce whiteness
as a mental illness
cooler than it was to create the idea of slavery
those that are hip
will be shaking them to my drums
waiting to hear my deeply rooted words
empathy
***

hunting in the hood
wilderness of whiteness
tell your dog to stay inside
my boys are back in town
hunting yotes
keep your children inside
don’t worry about what you hear
outside
stay out of your yard
sneak peek
windows speak
yotes forgotten every year
an aging princess
in hunting season
bares her beauty
to the meadows
deer licked apples eaten
love has mercy
on severe promises
penetrated
hunting in the hood

the militant genocidal imaginations
from a far away place
that know not what it is like
to sustain its cruelty of behaviour
while at the same time
in love with the feeling of ****
black women
black women
friction
and not their wives
expecting a good society
while they **** people
in their backyard
and then eat a really silent dinner
and then a camera crew rolls up
for the latest hit TV show
"Most Creepy Narcassistic ******* Psychos Ever"
and is filming threw the window
time lapse
time travel
in a Tardis
like what the **** are we watching?
is this really where whiteness comes from?

Is love professional
in a professional way
I love these children
helping them
understanding
how to heal their trauma
noticing the times they can learn
from the times to just listen
and how important this distinction is
I used to miss my family
then I missed my friends
now
like hot coals glow
on my heart
society breathes on
After I awake
struggle to be
before them
I only miss my daughter
that is where
the emptiness
where my heart
once was beating
but most of all
I miss myself
before I was forced
to miss my daughter
like this
consoling children
with their pains and traumas
due to the negligience
of a Child Trafficking Agency
while CTA/DCF forces me
to trust them
with my heart
that which is a heart
that is the most powerful heart
they have ever tempted to remove

modern native
taking a drive
to console with the eagles
recapturing my breathing
with pinched off
thai basil flowers
first thing in the morning
eating enough Tulsi basil leaves
from the garden
pinched flower breathing
in for 6 seconds
yes a lot of trauma out there
hold for 7 seconds
invisible to recuperate
8 seconds out
everything is perfect
modern native
reminding people
to stop not being human
there is an answer
a cure
a choice
what is the difference
of being white
and being human
when is it that human
became white?
how and why?
oops
apology
modern native
it is one thing to assume
and think
all the natives have been killed
but you must not forget what
natives know about our breathing
and what natives
know about our future
modern native

It’s important to make up words
Like life or death
Colonial spelling
Grammar sounds
Punctuation
Slave punk rock
Autocorrect
Didn’t want me to write this
Autocorrect
Is genocide
Artificial intelligence
Is genocide

living
reincarnating
on the literary edge
voting with my language
vocation
refuse to reincarnate into it again
This is the chance
one time to spend death
no more lifetimes later
English the etymological disaster
government education
called the anatomy of whiteness
warns us all
"you will never get out!
You will never find where you came from!”

I fight for you
You fight me so kindly
I love it so carefully
You could never sneak behind me
Even choose to support condemnation of grief
interrupting mourning
for a night of sleep too soon
The sunset
never looked like any of your paintings
Yet the sunset is not enough
The rise has to be rough
when smiles raise dimples so violent and bright
If mesmerized we burn through the night

and more real than your fears

I forget everything
when she is tightly wrapped around me
I around her
the simplification of social excess
that usually protrudes
long into the night
just before blazing orange dawn
I realize
like the last possible realization
that life is desperation
happiness is surrender

Making love to the snow
Slippery moist
Edgy smooth bottomed
Voluptuous mounds
Jumping sending
Curvy curves
High speed
Adrenaline funkies
Obstacles
Snowboarding

If you want to know the audience
you must have processed the social construction of race
or else you might as well be johnson and johnson
white toned band-aids
nothing but advertisements
warnings
in newspapers
“Bleach your skin to look white with this product”
“straighten your hair with this product”
I just wanted to read the news
is whiteness being sued yet for false advertisement?

stay creatively fierce
time is frozen struggle
misunderstood memory
the other destroyed
by its own compassion
for movement

neon ****
haunted tobacco
vengeance of cotton
broken words
purpose of procreation
decapitated capitalism

poetry is none other than life
people appreciate in public
the poems that are abstractly nature
more than the ones that describe
how to arise from oppression
its sad  but comforting
because I also like nature
and wish
I could solely
along with my black family
just be human

amazed at the reserve
atleast
I hope thats what it is
because surely you are not
the corruption we were discussing heatedly
back in unbearable silence
far enough from those screaming for help

its factual that we are unsafe in America
how is it you look at me
and ask for the future

gender cannot save us
race cannot save us
money is being used against us
and we make it real

apathy doesn’t need us to know
how it has taken over those
that were proud to be white

I invited you to a rich human progression
that is also where the best of you has come
blackness
nativity
Africa
the pioneers of being so envied
because of our long earned intimacy
with nature
the jealousy
that made colonialism a thing
calmly
genocidally
referred to as whiteness

you were right to be angry
you were wrong to stop

im invested fully in the business
of deconstructing whiteness
and ******* on its confidence
misplaced in humanity
lost and trying to drag us into no where

ethnic on the mic
what is your ethnicity?
“white”
is not an ethnicity
it is a social construct
that means “not a slave”
meant to bring indentured servitude
back into the liberty of white supremacy
caucasian is a made up fairy tale
how can I trust whiteness
when it cares only about not having
anything to do with slavery ?
it thinks it can stop the dialogue
the freedom fight
simply by declaring it is white
that is insane and dissociative
because a very thin layer of reflection
covers everything
and you give it the depth
that you think it should have
saying you are white has no depth
has no soul
has no heritage
no lineage
just the desperation of distancing
oneself from the devastation
genocidal process that it has demanded
no one in the world
other than Americans
can smile and say they are white
then expect silence and acceptance
because only in America were people
forced to be on the white team
and brainwashed to think being white
is an ethnicity
like french
Dutch
German
Swedish
Uneducated nonsense
unacceptable

When asked where I have been
No worries
of course not
no
I’ve been out doing white things
Nothing unwhite I swear
You can ask my friends I was being white
You always catch me at the wrong times
I have recordings
Time stamped
Documented
Notorized
that I was being white
I already prayed to white Jesus 3 times today
Yes!
I know
My girlfriend is white
I have sustained that
Come on!
Its documented
what else?
I did
Yes
Yes classical
Yes NPR
Yes I watched Amy Goodman too
Yes word for word
memorized it
I sent my test in
20 minutes after
I was the first one done
Yes I did that too
come on!
Yes look it up
Yes Obama
of course
okay I will check in tomorrow
thank you
click
Im getting a passport

I love my disjointed blackness
Torn from roots
Manipulated stereotyped
Proud like Africans in Africa
Interbred pillage *****
Beauty on a white template
Scared and overwhelmed
Charging through founders of genocide
The struggle is feeling
Dope cool radical
Normalized heroism

ever since black women have been allowed to play tennis
with white associates
against white acquaintances
humans that think they are white
for more than 3 seconds
at a time
have been allowing themselves
to be black more
and equality is a ****** ace
black tennis was right on

the psychosis of absolute freedom
possesses your alarm clock
you press snooze
existentialism is hiding behind the next corner
in the darkness
waiting to scare the **** out of you

the scientific achievement of evil
pseudo perfection
of temporal stages of process
science works to find the answers
of indigenous
slain
by elitist impulses unfinished
incomplete logic
the past remains in writing
deceiving the oral history
of the earth’s true nature

roses are red
violets are blue
computers are great
but I miss you

my father
black jazz musician
left America
to other countries
like France
Denmark
for respect
while my friends
fathers
for the status quo
of whiteness
went to **** people
in other countries
for a little money

the most valuable
thing we have
is attention
towards tension
from points
we vibrate

never
give
it all
up
at once

never
take
it
all
at
once

the language
used
by
whiteness
is fear
that is its sustenance

humans
destroy
fear to
evolve

**** the fragility of whiteness
I’m investing in the power of everything else
Ethnicity never sleeps
When my skin is light
I have to find other ways
To make white peoples uncomfortable

I am officially decomposing
you can keep my composure
I do not need it anymore

the wear and tear of intimacy
sometimes referred to as love
sometimes referred to as war

I had this exponential context
a story of persuasion
force
vulnerability saved and documented
in one book
two years of writing
focused beyond comparison
shattered standard of comparison
destroyed status quo
every word
every sentence
inviting
demanding
forcing
a new psychology
to continue
to sustain
to evolve
its out of my hands
its in the publishers
“Escape from Liberty”
black women gave birth to American society
not until the white supremacist version of freedom
referred to as “liberty”
is escaped
can the depth of American freedom
be related to or appreciated
understood
a perspective that is valid
means something too the world
means something to me
here tonight
us
I will read some of my poetry
that I have written about keeping integrity
while having interactions with society
after finishing my last book
“Escape from Liberty”
the freedom and adaptability of poetry
conquering a tendency to struggle
with traditions and what I know is right
I know what we have left
and its not what most will tell you
it has improved my life significantly
evolved into a rogue poet
fancy
fresh
fantastic
nothing to lose
nothing to prove
sincerely correct
maniacal vengeance
fascinated
fading
disappearing
into music
unfathomable patterns of movement
inescapable desire
now entering freedom
now entering freedom
repeat

Genocide and dissociation
how do I convince myself
and others
that we need to empathize
with genocide
right away
right now
I can still see the gashes
open ****** open bodies
still beautiful butts
not rotted yet
naked ****** open bodies
spilling out
what you keep inside
screaming in the background
of what you keep inside
cell phone genocidal drone
bright shiny fresh
****** scars of black bodies
so you can keep your face
into a screen
antisocialize
be noticed
cobalt, platinum, plutonium
gold, diamond, oil
all the names of genocide
to make whiteness think its real
so you can keep it inside
dissociate and hold hands
kiss and ****
dissociate to smile for the kids
while other children ******
opened up
naked
so you can keep dissociating
screen and eyes anti socialize
but its all based on happiness
from lies
the screen is made from
internal imperial dissociation
of tortured children
war bloodied and naked for you
no curiosity or questioned
confidence
in consumption
the leisure love life of genocide committee
competing
enforcing dissociation
scared to end up like it
crumpled souls naked
contorted on the streets
eat sleep and breathe genocide
until too tired to brutalize