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ethnic on the mic
what is your ethnicity?
“white”
is not an ethnicity
it is a social construct
that means “not a slave”
meant to bring indentured servitude
back into the liberty of white supremacy
caucasian is a made up fairy tale
how can I trust whiteness
when it cares only about not having
anything to do with slavery ?
it thinks it can stop the dialogue
the freedom fight
simply by declaring it is white
that is insane and dissociative
because a very thin layer of reflection
covers everything
and you give it the depth
that you think it should have
saying you are white has no depth
has no soul
has no heritage
no lineage
just the desperation of distancing
oneself from the devastation
genocidal process that it has demanded
no one in the world
other than Americans
can smile and say they are white
then expect silence and acceptance
because only in America were people
forced to be on the white team
and brainwashed to think being white
is an ethnicity
like french
Dutch
German
Swedish
Uneducated nonsense
unacceptable
the symptom is happiness
ritualistic ignorance
the family structure of apathy
the family structure of whiteness
that is the politics of slavery
the problem is that
it is barely possible to survive
for most who are satisfied with their lives
I know they are addicted
to the life style slavery makes possible
the whiteness that made slavery
the sugary crystals cotton indulging
inuendo ****
still even though many rotted into reincarnation
for those still claiming to be white
their scales have to be tipped
or they will never realize in time
that our fight is their fight
that we do not sleep at night
make the world just as hard to bare
not safe behind the glass shattered
razor sharp explosion in a living room
becomes the same dying rooms
of the procreation of free labor
and what is a union
whiteness would have never known
without the business of black revolution
the physical offensive of violence
that with lethal blows
says
your not better than me
you are all worse than blackness
worse than terrorists
worse than all the fears
that you needed to sustain your delusion
of being white
so you could watch on the outside
eat the sugar
wear the clothing
listen to the music
of a suffering superior human being
evolved past the decrepit imagination of the white American team
maybe if it became hard enough
you would have been with us
you wouldn’t have betrayed us
pretended to be hip
pretending to be sensitive
to the feelings of dying for being black
for being too compassionate
for being too forgiving
for being too intelligent
for working too hard
whiteness we will not go down with you
privacy
privilege
the written law of privacy
prescribed vulnerability
law of being in the open
written
no where to hide
the law of no rest
prescribed desperation
being watched
judged
documented
prescribed
the wear and tear of intimacy
sometimes referred to as love
sometimes referred to as war
therapy and resistance

how is it that therapy becomes the excess of class war or the oppression thereof?

When the struggle of the individual is made to seem self induced when it is easily and clearly directly a result of the failures and complacence afforded by the majority of the group.

When in a therapeutic environment it is important to distinguish the opportunities of resistance from the experience of trauma.

there has always been individuals who establish groups that are in a realm of desperation.

Understanding how this process has unfolded institutionally is just as valid as treating the individual.

This gives the individual the choice and resources needed to heal.

The healing could look like resistance rather than assuming aspects of class war or oppressive culture to be normal.

Otherwise therapy is nothing but the means to normalize the process of oppression.

The traumatic state needs to be able to decipher its organic existence from that of organized oppression and its institutional cooperation.

the neglect of deciphering or distinguishing these differences causes individuals to make a competition out of trauma. This minimizes certain trauma of individuals and causes the group to have less of an opportunity to resist organized oppression of the institution.

Those that are in the realm of desperation or traumatic state are given no choice but to repress in order to continue being social or a member of the group.

in excess the hierarchies of gender, race and class are reinforced to an almost superhuman level.

To the desperate or traumatic state…

what needs reinforcement is that there are humans just like us who have resisted oppression and caused the normalcy of the group to be more inclusive and aware of the processes associated with organized oppression.
closing in on me like
like the distractions
that tore us from earth
from each other
the trauma of being misunderstood
causing my retreat inward
where there are echoes in emptiness
the understanding happened already
so stay busy and trust them
do not give in to decomposition
so I indulge in being misunderstood
I have no choice
institutional pressure
excessively molding
****** up shapes
that will never fit together
trickling down into
beings that used to be in love
comfort in a passport
and something called suicide
reincarnation
try this again
in another place
where everyone around me
isn’t so comfortable
with everyone else but them
being slain or imprisoned
by militant white supremacy
white liberalism
******* us to death
Yeah yeah
passing has been alright
the popular white girls
my outside appearance in courtrooms
hearing the honest racism
from people who think I am white
but its boring
it gets old quick
ancient and obsolete
I want to be called ******
by friends and enemies
I want to be beyond ******
beyond African
beyond human
I want to be lynched
reincarnated
over and over
until I am a living scab
hideous and hip
all at once
I want that fury to be noticed
I want to be the one with the credit
for scaring white people
out of ever wanting to own us again
I want to be the one
to silence
your heated and “innocent”
racist conversation
when I walk in the room
violently virtue
forced realization
that africans gave you
everything good you know of
including yourself
your beginning
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