It's funny because I know what I want I just don't know how to get it

I love being single..I have so much money for concert tickets

I just had a guy call me both "easy" and "sluty" because I chose to have *** with someone while I was single.


So...basically, to him, you're ***** if you sleep with someone and also equally as ***** if you don't.

It's 2017..
I don't know, it's just sad.

If I could stop it I would

If I could control it better, I would

If I could completely live without it and remove it from myself entirely, I would.

I've still yet to find a way to do so

Had my first anxiety attack tonight in almost three years, I wish I knew my trigger but I honestly have no inclination of what it could be.

music could take me away from a crowded room and drop me off at a beautiful sanctuary where I am free to dance and sing as I please

Jesus...what are we going to do now

Be friends with your family members, it's the most special bond you can have.

I'm happy to say that my inability to fall asleep at a normal hour was an issue for me long before you showed up

Nothing makes me feel more alive than music

Let down

It's so sad to see people that are so angry with themselves that they have to make other people feel bad about themselves. Try holding up a mirror once in awhile.

School makes me so happy,

Planning out my classes, thinking about all that I'm gonna absorb..

just being at school all day is going to be so refreshing and uplifting, I can hardly wait.

"Oh I'll be free. just like that bluebird. Oh I'll be free. ain't that just like me." -David Bowie

Finally living for myself and it feels fantastic

Losing a boy in my 20's isn't so bad, the real tragedy is me thinking that losing a boy at any time can dictate my future.

More often than not I'm able to distract myself and keep myself busy, keep my thoughts on other things  

but other times, everything hits me all at once like a ton of bricks, breaking down all of the progress and growth I've made

and I still haven't figured out how to put myself back together

Beware of just merely existing


                   You have to live