I almost don't want to answer your call...
But maybe you won't call anymore. .
I'm always here and you never are....
Please don't call...
I don't have it in me to not answer....
I love you too much. ..
I want to be done because my heart is breaking. ..please love her...
Just her

E.J.M.

I'm sad....
This longing meloncholy....
I breathe in and out everyday...
But you're not here...
I survive...
I'm Missing This Integral Part Of me...
I keep going on...
Surviving. ...
My heart is breaking. ..
Time passes and you don't love me like you used to...

E.J.M.

I am lost with you...
I find so many directions with you..
and never know which to choose...
I watch your eyes light up...
the smile that breaks across your face when you see me...
I'm lost here... lost with you in this time and space..
watching the light filter through the trees...
the tepid breeze that catches my hair...
I'm completely lost...
watching the grasshoppers frolic from brush to brush...
the crickets trilling in the trees...
pricking my hands on sandspurs...
I'm lost here in this place I know from memory...
Lost here with you....
always waiting for you...

E.J.M.

I could stand in your arms for always...
To be held by you..
Just standing wrapped in you..
Enveloped in your arms...
All my tension fades...
All of me just melts In to you...
My face pressed into your neck...
Hold me like this forever. ..
No one ever has

E.J.M.

Two years ...
How they've changed my life. ..
I love you more each time...

I still just want to know you better

E.J.M.

These selfish moments are all that I have. ..
I hold them in my heart. ..
That smile still takes my breath away. ..
Hello gorgeous. ..
Just to hold you. ..
Skin to skin. ..
I stretch these moments in my head. ..
Make our selfishness last for days Instead of mere moments. ...
I live the most alive in these...
The brilliant blue overhead. ..
I continue to drown in the topaz...
I've never met a body that fits me better...
I love you...
Thank you for these selfish moments. ..

E.J.M.

I taste so good against your lips...
Taste me again

E.J.M.