I get these butterflies when I see you..
That first moment when your eyes catch mine...
And I'm gone...
Putty in your hands..
That mouth against mine..
Stealing my breath. ..
Your teeth on my ear...
Making me gasp for air...
I'm overwhelmed by you...
The tenderness yet urgency of us...
I love you... as I scream your name
I ****** against you...
I can't breathe...
I've lost all feeling in my legs...
My skin like diamonds ...
All shimmery and bright...
That liquid feeling of euphoria..
Angel kisses on your stomach. .....
Brushing your hair out of your eyes...
all I taste is you...
I could do this forever...

E.J.M.

I haven't seen you in a while...
When I do... I should just tell you to leave...
I know where we lead...
Yet we'll just do this time and again....
The good never gets old...
When I'm with you , I can't tell you to go..
This is all that I want...
Just to be with you here in our moments...
it only hurts when you go..
Like that sting of a band aid on my skin. ..
just once and it's done...
To tell you to leave would be more like a slow constant seeping of my heart fading out...
A bottomless ache in my soul. ..

So I'll just do this time and again with you. ..the sting is better than the ache...

E.J.M.

I Want To Forget I'm Missing you...
Want to curl up and cry....
On a day with rain. ..
forget that you ever came...
Forget the lies you told...
forget my heart in all its pieces. ...
just lay curled up in sobbing brokeness. ..
Trying to forget the essence of you in my life...
I'm waiting for rain...

E.J.M.

Why are we so hard?
You expect so much of me...
I try to be whatever you need...
And I'm left with this aching inside me...
I only want you happy. ..
So why do you keep me?
I just let you go. ..
Now you say you need me?
What about me?
I patiently wait in agony...
Today it's too much...
No explanations...
Just take it...
You won't care if I go...

please stop me...

E.J.M.

I'm trying to wash you away but I can't seem to get clean again and my eyes burn when I think of you and how you treated me like some piece of furniture instead of a complex being with thought and how you used me for your own personal physical emotional gains and I deleted all the pictures on my phone and I've hidden you everywhere I can but inside you're fighting back and I don't know where to put this feeling anymore.

You asked me to come...
So I did....
You left me standing there alone. ..
How long does one wait for their love?
I can't be expected to stay here all day. ..
Waiting on a hope and a memory. ..
How long would you leave me here?
I waited and you never came...
The sadness overcomes me...
Physically,  I left..
But internally. .. I'm still standing here...

Waiting for you.....

E.J.M.

You are my drug. ..
My high...
So high. ..
Now you've got me crashing. ..
The lowest low I've ever known...
The disapointment is so palpable I could cut it with a knife...
You failed me on this one...
We've all got our demons...
Somehow your mine...

E.J.M.