Depression is one of my major struggles in life.
Many times I truly want to give up on living.
It tries to hold my life prisoner, I truly struggle.
If it was not for Christ my true  Savior God.
I would already been dead and suffering in h3ll.
But I do my best to persevere, till he comes to take me home.
For he is my life, I live to serve him and follow him.
For he always in the end rescue me from death and defeat.

The true battles in life are not physical battles but from the mind.
For just as Christ stated the sins always starts within the mind first.
For first  you think first some sin into realization, then you act on it.
But before the realization, you can kick that sin to the curb.
Thus not acting on the sin either for example lust begins in the mind.
You see a person that turns you on , then your thoughts become carnal.
Then you try to meet the person to act out that sin that grips your mind.
Thus becoming a full fledge  sin that you purposely start acting out on.