In this here world of today, everything is hard to do.
In this world of today there is way too much loneliness'.
In this world of today depression and hopelessness exist.
Help me to accomplish things not for myself but for your Glory.
Help me to encourage all of your people whom do not fit in.
Help me to encourage your people whom do fit in as well.
For we live in a real scary world today an very evil one.
Teach us to run to you when things start to become scary.
Help us to learn how to always rely on you in our time of need.

My prayer is that all of your desires become fulfilled.
That all of our needs are taken care of each and every day.
That you feel loved, not just by your mate here on the earth.
But by all of your friends and family and even perfect strangers.
But most of all that you are feeling loved by the Heavenly Father.
That you start to feel complete Healing and many other blessings.
That you become overwhelmed by Great Joy as well as Peace.
That you live a full life with many children and Grand children.
That love you and see Christ within you every single day you live.

God open my Spiritual eyes so that I can see the hurting.
Open my Spiritual heart so that I may love them like you do.
Open them both , so that you may use me to help them now.
Open them so that I may lead the hurting and lost to you.
To become healed, to get the comfort that they need from you.
Open my Spiritual eyes and Heart now so that you may use me.
Open up my Spiritual eyes ands heart and bless them both.
So that once they are open I shall know what you want me to do.
Give to me and your other children this Spiritual eyes and heart.
So that we may help all of those that you have put before us.

I will be glad when I am finally forever with you.
Your Love and Compassion is pure, for you are good.
I shall never be alone , once I am forever with you God.
For you are Perfect, you are Holy, and always Good too.
I can barely wait till I am forever with you O God my Lord.
For nothing is as Good as living forever with you O God.
There is none that I would rather spend forever with but you.
For you are my Creator, my Savior, and my God forever with you.

I feel pain everyday of one sort or another one.
But the pain here just builds me up to be stronger.
I would rather deal with this pain for a short while.
Then to have to deal with it throughout eternality.
But my Savior shall not give me more than I can handle.
But my heart cries out for those whom have to deal with.
The excruciating pain that drowns a person in torture.
They are the ones that feels that they have to drink it away.
They are the ones that the tears never ever leave their face.
At least with my , I hurt non stop but by Christ strength.
I haven't given up on life, like the others have done.
Thus since I can relate to them its my job to keep praying for them.

The storm that I am in is very harsh.
It drowns me at times, in it deep waters.
The evil one has it demons attack me.
But my Savior shall protect my life here.
For even though I may suffer much here.
The rewards in the very next life outweigh.
The sorrow that I may go through in this one.
Trusting in the Creator to help others overcome.
To see Christ the Loving God as he really is Good.
My purpose may be to fall to the bottom of the waters.
So that you may use me to draw others out of their storms.
To help lead others to your perfect Goodness is my Joy.

Once you see the truth, the whole truth of it all.
Even though you shall still struggle at times here.
You look at the big picture , see how life really is.
Then you shall know that Christ is really all we have.
That he shall see us through the mess that our lives are in.
For we can not change things on our own but he can.
That is if we start to trust him and allow him to change them.
But basically it is up to us to start trusting in him and his ways.
Only through Love, and obedience do we make that first step.
To gaining True Hope in the only one that can really save us.

The last few years there has been many times, that I wanted to give up.
That I sincerely wanted to give up here on, life is so hard here.
But it is people like you all whom are real that kept me from giving up.
From wanting to just lay down and wait for the Lord to take me.
The last three years at time, been really hard persevering here.
But Christ been really placing people in my life to encourage me.
To push me past this poor me attitude, to inspire me to not give up.
But to stand firm and know that Christ is going to strengthen me.
No matter how hard that life becomes our Savior will save us all.

To those special men and women whom gave their life.
For this here country, I want to say a huge thank you all.
For deeming my life important as well as other people.
You are amazing people whom put others before yourself.
You sign up to fight for us, the American People.
Even if the ones that sent you do not really care about you.
Your avenge person does care about you whom went to war.
Whether you died for this country or it hurt you deep inside.
For I know that fighting a war on other land can change you.

Even though you have pass away years ago.
Your place in my heart, is always there forever.
I just want you to know that on Memorial day.
I stop and think about you more then the other days.
For you have help make me into the man that I am.
I wish that I could thank you O dad and my sister.
My nephews Andy and Damian and the rest of my family.
That has pass on from this here life into the heaven above .
I just want you all to know that I still think about you.

Is your life one difficult thing right after another.
Do you feel drain one moment , then renewal the next.
Do you struggle with life, yet still here you are alive.
Christ has special callings for some people here.
He uses them to help others so do not despair my friend.
But I know that really we have a job to encourage others.
To be use to inspire others as well, I see it in all people.
Except maybe people who purpose is to discourage people.
But isn't the encouraging and inspiring others a special calling.
I love you all, God bless you as well my God family here.

No matter who you are, your life does matters.
For each one of us was created by the Living God.
He spoke each of us into existence long time ago.
So whoever you are , whatever you are going through.
Please whatever you do in your life here on the earth.
Do not give up on this life, for there is always Hope.
One minute you .could be depress and hopeless here.
The very next minute you could be completely healed.
So never forget you are loved and your life does matter.
By God , me and I am sure others God bless you always.

Give me one more day, so that I may overcome.
The problems and the mistakes from yesterday.
Give me one more day to help others to overcome.
Give me one more day to love others to Christ.
Give me one more day to build an foundation.
With those that are desperately hurting today.
Give me one more day to get things right this time.
Give me one more day to live a life full of love.
Give me one more day to start living a life of obedience.

Sometimes it takes our desperation in something.
To finally see change from Christ our Savior.
Desperation, being broken, and a broken heart.
Are three things that God can and will work with.
To reveal himself to those that are hurting .
Another one is when you hit rock bottom here.
Because then you realize that this world is not about you.
Christ will take your life turn you around and do mighty things.
Once you become humble and start knowing that he is God.

In the midst of pain, is where your strength lies.
In the midst of wars, lies your Great protection.
In the midst of loneliness, lies real Love for others.
In the midst of brokenness, your healing hand.
In the midst of desperation, comes a change over yourself.
In the midst of drowning , comes your Saving hand.
In the midst of Being lost comes your Amazing Salvation.
In the midst of falling to the bottom, comes a renewal humbleness.
In the midst of failure, comes a determination to overcome.

My heart ache for your healing Lord help me now.
My pain came to full circle today , my tears flowed.
Now that God has broken me once again here.
Hopefully this will draw the healing to full circle.
Drawing me to a Loving Creator whom loves me.
Let my hurt and sorrow to be healed forever more.
For I need you more then ever before Saving God.
For I am nothing without you the Great I Am Lord.
So here I am Lord heal me, then use me to help others.

Sometimes when we miss a good opportunity here on the earth.
Its because Christ has a Great one waiting for us elsewhere here.
Sometimes the rejection from an future employer or someone else.
Is not an bad thing, it may seem that the evil one . cause this to you.
But in the future you may see that something Greater came about.
Thus then knowing that God has his hands on this all along.
I pray that the right people shall see this , bringing them peace.
Now realizing that there is something Greater ahead for them.
Giving them a Great Joy as well welling up within their hearts.
Because they have something Great to look forward to now.

Who am I, a child of the True Savior and God.
Who am I, someone whom is saved by Grace.
Who am I , a nobody that found God here.
Who am I , just a man that found out that God exist.
So all that we need is God and then we are supplied.
For he shall supply all of the needs of those that love him.
So then who am I, I am a very super blessed man here.

You are the Lighthouse which I dwell within Forever.
For you the supplier of all of my needs here and elsewhere.
You shall give and take away things out of my Life daily.
You give me peace and shall take away my confusion.
For you are the Christ, the King of Kings my Salvation.
You give me love and take away all of my anger God.
You give me abundantly Joy and take away all of my sorrows.
So for all of this Great Loving-Kindness I am Grateful.
I am not worthy of these Great Gifts, but you still give me them.

At the Dawn of life you were there I Am.
Even before you were there Speaking life.
For through his Speaking, Miracles happens.
For he seen his work and says it is good.
So there is nothing without him that is good.
The evil one counterfeits his Good works.
But the evil one can not hurt God creations.
Because there is none Greater then the Christ.
For only the Christ is the true Creator of Life.

Christ is the same today , yesterday, and tomorrow.
We are to be the  same in public as well as private.
For his Love, fills our heart overflowing always.
So we are to Love with his love everyone we see.
For his Spirit dwells within us every moment we live.
We are suppose to live a life that shall bless others.
By being obedient to our God, we shall bless others.
By revealing Christ and his Amazing Love to them.
So live the Life that he is calling you to live for him.

He or she whom trust the Christ is he or she whom dwells with Christ.
He  or she whom obeys and turn the other cheek is he or she whom dwells with Christ.
For he whom loves without fear of rejection, hurt, or suffering.
Is he or her that dwells with Christ as their Savior and Lord.
For when you are obedient and walk with him daily here.
Then he shall dwell within you , using you as a living Miracle.
Truly you are a Miracle, because you gave your life and obeyed him.
For Christ shall come and love you for obedience far outweigh offerings.
He loves us all but he knows the heart and he know those whom obey him.

Keep living life fully, never give up on life.
Keep trusting in the God of Heaven above.
For the Christ loves you more then you know.
So walk with Joy for he has your back cover.
Listen to him child, for he is our everything.
There is no one like him only he can save us.
Be firm and walk in all of his ways and be blessed.
He shall then bless your going in and coming out.
If you always love him with a full heart in everything.

We go through hardships and trials to build up our characters.
To make us stronger and to gain compassion for other people.
Christ uses hardships to build up love for those that hurt.
We love not despise, we pray healing for those whom hurt.
We love those that despise us and for those that hurt us.
For he is building his character in each of us that loves him.
For he is a God that loves his Creation which is everyone.
Not just the ones that chase after him , but everyone of us.
For he lets it rain on the just and the unjust as well .

We live in a world that is falling apart, daily we see evil.
Daily we hear of ****, ******, and suicide everywhere.
We spend our whole life , on doing what we want to.
Forgetting that we each have a purpose to fulfill here.
We are so caught up in our own lives we forget about you.
The one that bless us when we try to live a Holy life.
We may not always succeed because our hearts are wicked.
But some of us do our very best to please you O God.
We pray that not just us and our families are bless.
But even those that despises us and our Savior as well.

Always remember that you are loved no matter whom you are.
There is a Savior, and two thousand years ago he lay down his life.
Then he raise up to life once again just for you to see his love for you.
There was no other that after their death, raise up to life again only him.
If you were the only one that accepted him, he would have still done it.
For he loves you this much to die a sinners death of suffering and pain.
Being sinless and the Creator , he still came down to his Creation the earth.
Then went through all of this suffering and rejection so that you may be saved.
So that he may be made a offering of sin dying in our place so we may live.

Out of the fire he called me, as I stand the ashes fall off of me.
All that is left of me , is what was not burn in the fire of cleansing.
For he is at work within each of us, cleansing with a Holy Fire.
Transforming us, into his Perfect likeness, remolding each of us.
Molding , transforming us reworking us into a Holy Child.
For he uses circumstances, situations, and people in our lives.
To create an race of Humble, Holy Race of soldiers that belong to him.
For he take an group of nobodies and make us into his somebodies.
That he shall use to reach a world that is dying from our sins.

Whatever you have done, never give up there is a Light at the end of the tunnel.
For his name is Christ Jesus, he is our beginning and our ending too.
Whatever you might have done, remember never give up on life here.
For there is always a Light at the end of the tunnel called Christ Jesus.
So no matter how depress you might be feeling right at this moment.
Please never let go of this life that you are living at this very moment.
For there is always a Light at the end of the tunnel, his name is Christ Jesus.
He wants to rescue you from this storm that you are in right now.
He wants to set you on new firm foundation , with new beginnings.

My heart pours outs for your pain and sorrow.
My heart pours out for your struggles and suffering.
My heart aches for you wishing that I could take them from you.
My heart pours out for you ,wishing that I could heal you.
My heart pours out for each of you and your problems.
I wish that I could have taken your place but I can not.
There is only one that can save you and bring you healing.
He took our place on the cross two thousand years ago.
You are and all shall always be in all of my prayers.
Love each and everyone of you and God bless you all.

Another day, to live and to give without expectance.
Another day, to bask in the Love of unconditional Love.
Another day, to encourage and inspire others to greater Heights.
Another day, to walk in the Land of the Living here on earth.
Another day, to follow the Christ and to stay obedient to him.
Another day, to repent to forgive others and to be forgiven.
Another day, to live in complete Joy, Hope, Peace, and Love.
Another day, to walk in your faith to trust Christ fully here.
To lay down your self to Christ as well help out others.

I have been drain, but you fill me up with your strength.
I have felt like I just want to fall down and stay there.
But you said no and fill me to the brim with your strength.
But it is always for the moment when I needed it the most.
For you never give me more strength then I need for that moment.
You never give me less then what I need as well, its always perfect.
Just like when you give us food to eat and to share as well with others.
For it is always just enough to feed all that comes to eat Lord.
Everything is done where none of it is ever wasted on anything.

Without you, I am nothing but a distance memory.
Without you, my life would be but a empty vacuum.
Without you, my life has no meaning just dead one.
Without you, all the beauty that I have seen cease to exist.
Without you, this life is meaning less and I would be better off dead.
But each of you all have touch my life giving me Great Joy.
While my Savior has made it possible for you all to be in my life.
Thank you Lord for each of these amazing people in my life.
I know that one day we each shall meet if not in this world then in the next one.
So I want to say thank you for being who you are which is special.

I am letting go of my past mistakes and  all of my disappointments.
I am letting go of my pride, my selfish desires and selfish dreams.
I am letting go of my hurt, anger, and all that keeps me failing you.
I am letting go of myself and focusing solely on you my Savior God.
I am letting go of my past, because its where I fail you daily basis.
I am letting go of all of this darkness that tries to hold me prisoner.
I am letting go of everything that does not edified you Lord.
I am hanging onto my Sisters and brothers on Facebook and here.
I am hanging onto my Living Savior who shall bring me through.
I am hanging onto all that is from Christ my Living Savior.

When you are dealing with Loneliness and Rejection here.
When you are dealing with hurts as well as much sufferings.
When you are dealing needing some very  simple answers.
When you are dealing with so much sorrow in your life.
When you are dealing with being used and people played you.
When your hurt, cause you to be cautious here on the earth.
You need to give all of these issues to Christ to take from you.
For then he shall take them and in turn heal you of your hurts.
Only by giving them to him , can we open the door to healing.

Free them of their hurt and their shame as well.
Show them how to love and how to pray without ceasing.
Show them how to become obedient to you once more.
Lead them through their Journey unto the very end.
For we all need a perfect Savior whom will clean us up.
Show them your scars and reveal to them what it took.
For you to receive them and let them know why you did it.
Show them the ones that you set before them to minster to.
Then heal them of their struggles  and set them before the lost.

Have you Ever you felt that you are invisible.
Have you ever felt tire and wearily, really to fall.
Have you ever felt that you have no purpose.
Have you ever wanted to run , to give up on life.
Have you ever wanted to just lay down and die.
Have you ever felt like you were destine to be alone.
Have you ever cry out to God asking him to deliver you.
Have you ever lost hope for a good life here on the earth.
Let me say this sometimes Christ shall give the hard jobs.
To those that he walks with,  those that he holds tight.
Because those people he draws close to him and never let go of.
The broken hearted shall see true love from Christ himself.
The hurting shall, feel the Mighty touch from Christ himself.
So whatever you are going through right now trust him with everything.

As  evil darkness turns to your light as night turn into day.
Trusting you to see me through, knowing your faithfulness.
As I follow you with everything that is within me Lord God.
For within me is your Amazing Spirit of Truth and Love.
So even if I have to crawl every inch to reach to you God.
For you are Good, I shall hang on with everything within me.
Cause only you can rescue us, only you can offer salvation.
So I shall come to you ,for your made us into psalms 91 lot.
Even if my life is harsh here, I never let go of your  arm.

O saving God, I need you to do a rework in those whom hurt.
My brothers and sisters whom need your mighty strength.
To continue their journeys with you leading them through it.
For I know just how desperate for you to take the hurting home.
For I am one myself, but I realize that if we abide in your strength.
That even though the hurt is there we still have the strength.
To keep on persevering toward you O God and the finish line.
Still its not easy  but your strength does make our goal attainable.
But its heaven and the new earth that I focus on the spiritual .
Spiritual in leading others to your heavenly gates above us.

Things are hard for me to make it through another night.
For the stress and everything else keeps me feeling sick.
So much evil in this world that we all live in this day.
So many hurting and suffering in this hurting world.
So much evil being done by so many people in today world.
But there are still so many good things to still see today.
Gong to the beautiful park, soaking in the springtime smells.
Hanging out  in the streets glancing at all of Gods birds.
Just going anywhere where nature is still seen today.
This helps to ease us, to make us feel so much better.

The more I see my life, the more that I realize that I need you.
The more that I understand myself, the more that I need you.
The more that I look around at this world, the more that I know that I need you.
The more that I talk to others and realize that the more that I need you.
The more that I see my pain and struggles the more that I need you.
For everything leads right back to you everything leads back to you.
So the more that I  live life the more that I realize that you are all that I have.
The that I do and the more that I do makes me realize just how much that I need you.

Through out the night the thunder roars and strikes,.
Even though I hate storms, but since you are here.
Leading me through it, I know that you are my protection.
Nothing is going to happen that we cant handle together.
So I shall allow you to lead me through this ragging storm.
You lead me with your perfect love through this darkness.
When you are with me nothing could ever get close enough to hurt me.
So with knowing that you are my Guardian protector Lord God.
I shall go through this storm with a smile upon my face tonight.

Thank you Mothers whom raise up your Sons and Daughters.
With Love so unselfish that it could only come from Christ.
Thank you for showing them that love is perfect when given away.
I pray that you shall in turn be bless for the love that you pass on.
For you truly are Special, I also want to say Blessed Mother day to you.
I pray that there shall only be Joy in your life today on Mother Day.
That you and your children shall always have that perfect love.
That your children shall love their children with that perfect love too.
That each day that you all get together, shall be a perfect reunion thank you all Mothers.

Even though we might be hurting at this moment.
Christ is good on the earth, we have to go through hardships.
Because the world that we live in right now has sin and sufferings.
But not so with the brand new earth and Heaven that is to come.
All of the hate, pain., sufferings and class as in middle class,
They shall be gone especially death no more dying to self.
Everything shall be perfect and beautiful as well new bodies too.
For we, our bodies and minds all shall become brand new as well.
Everything shall be perfect for us whom are bless enough to be called people of Christ.

Things are difficult when you lost people that you care about
But how  can you see joy  within  your heart , how can you.
Truly the only way to see these Joyful days is to  give them to you.
There is no other way to see joy then to give these pains to you.
For only you can transform us and only you can heal our pains.
How can you live a life without pain, you cant unless you give it to God.
For yes life is to short to live your whole life in your sorrow and shame.
Sometimes we do suffer and yes it shall draw others to him our King.
But at a point we need to lay them down at the cross, for Christ to take.

I know that you feel that you have to cut yourself to feel alive.
But there is something greater that shall give you the power to live.
The power to grow and know that you are worthy of true Life.
Because he shall move in with your Spirit and break bread with you.
He holds true and has the power to make you into a better woman.
When he Loves you and becomes an major part of your Life.
No one shall be able to break you up for he is our Daddy God.
He shall move in with you too my brothers once you call upon him.
Asking him to help you manage your life because you can not do it.
Then he shall move into your body Brothers and sisters to be your helper.
For he loves us each and every one of us with an great love indeed.

I know the miracles that you have done through me and for me.
Yet this depression has me overwhelm from time to times struggling.
You deliver me from it , it seems one day the next day its back.
Feeling like a yoyo, I see your work and know my circumstance means nothing.
It matters not on my emotions but on your love and Goodness in my life.
I shall not forget the Goodness that I have tasted from you Lord.
Even King David went through what I been going through my life.
For many times he spoke of his trials and struggles in the book of psalms.
So I shall try and focus on youir Goodness looking past the depression.
For even though I feel like I am drowning in this depression.
I know that you are my Salvation and I shall dwell in youir Goodness.
For Circumstance holds nothing over me only you O Lord do.

I seen my fair share of hardships in this life.
When I was younger I spent my time in the bars.
Trying to drink away my pain and sufferings.
But they were still there the very next day.
I spent time trying to escape myself and my pain.
But my pain and suffering kept following me everywhere.
The thing that I learn no matter how much I ran.
I could never escape my loneliness and being single.
I know now God shall have his plan for my salvation come about.
And if me being single makes it happen then I shall stay single.
For I can not have it both ways and so may his perfect plan for me happen.

Sometimes we may take the wrong road through disobedience.
Sometimes it has people that we were never meant to meet.
Sometimes Christ expects us to loose the things that we accumulated.
Because we gain those things out of disobedient toward him.
In turn he shall draw us back into his fold and bless us other ways.
But in those times he is calling us to let go of that stuff we better listen.
Because he does not play around with sin , and expect obedience from us.
So unless you truly are trying to reject him, you better listen to him
For his ways are perfect ours are sinful as well as evil so you better listen.

What ever Christ deems is what is, for his word is final.
He is not like men whom change their minds on a whim.
For he see and knows all, his Goodness is perfect as well.
He is like the conductor , creating the events in the world.
For he speaks and the rain start pouring he speak again.
The wind starts blowing for everything that he speaks occur.
Nothing is by chance , even what you ate this morning.
For Christ is the Speaker of goodness to our souls so rejoice.
All the evil comes from bad choices, men, and the evil ones.

My Future is the Saving Salvation that you brought me through.
Saving more then just my soul, many times you save my life here.
Saving me from being robbed as well as saving other things.
For your Saving Salvation is by far more then just for my soul.
It is used to reveal you not to just me but to others as well.
Its all a part of your beautiful plan for all of your people.
For we could never understand your plans completely.
For your ways are not like for you are perfect and Sinless.
You do not have any sinful thoughts corrupting your plans.
But your thoughts are perfect as well as beautiful Lord God.