The shift to protection
to struggle with me
Or toward the Exodus
how to Behave
or let be and have an exit

My secret
Isn't the sickness
Just try to be on the same side
Love is just as a contagion
to hold up and be

shoot me up for you to stare back at
to go with you knowing you
Were such a snap left me without
  just to cope being blacked out
The old Slips in and the new is out

On the sunny side of life adulting
I hit hard at my younger self groaning
peeled up from ambitious skin
shrunk back from getting touched when
To be part of this terminal knowing

a foggy skin showers me with doubt
were the years where i told it nothing
when I whistled to just go on without
You was yet to be painfully spelled out
with the escapes yet to be escaped from

mix in the swirls of the starry heavens
strip teasers strapped to me invented
targets my knees by soothe whispers
fills me up with such Sesame says to
slip into a glass sparkling with webs

We can exist a lot in life longer than you
think you can.

I.d.'diction is the eye just obsessing-
super ego's identity, it's a powerful myself
fixated I dream to out live all others
Our reality is what it costs us.

a bit confused and paused
  why it's my job,
To get rid of the mice
  chastising me to catch them

oh, !zzznap to just lay around
The kitchen floor
Staring back into that void
THEY be trippin' over catnip.

to paw away with a broken thing
try to sell what it did and save
The more I know I can give away.

I didn't flip *** over teakettle,
splitting my legs and hands,
in a foot binding leg opener;

behinged benign tasks begin
routines in the bedroom
asking why not just roll over?