distance makes no difference
it can't make me love you less
if anything, i love you more
than i would have done
if you lived close
you are captivating
from miles away
my heart is melting
when i hear your voice
on the phone late at night
your existence
makes me feel
so much more
alive than i
ever could
have imagined

no words can possibly express
how much i love you
someone which
i should hate
but i can't

you were the diamond
found with a bunch of rocks
you were the emerald
found with the ashes
of someone you loved

you said
i was crazy
but that
it was good
you said
you loved me
for crazy me

why did it have to change?
i know people change
and things re-arrange
but we fall apart
so much
along
the
way

i bet you're ready
to give up on me
but i'm sorry
i can't leave
you mean too much to me

would love to stare
death
in the face

yes please.

saying you broke me would be harsh
but you did make adjustments
to me, myself and my heart

i remember december
of last year
your words, warmer
than the summer
of that year
you were so warm
and now you're cold
you still display charm
even when cold as ice
it seems like a
lesson learned
makes me
think twice
when i come
into contact
with a
loving
spirit
a lover of life
a believer of hope
makes me want to reach high
in order to achieve as much
your strength inspires me
it always has done
it's quite tragic
how things
change

a night never goes by
where i don't think
of your blue eyes
or the way i fell
for that smile

my heart ran a mile
trying not to fall
but i fell hard
after all

friends don't understand
family don't give a ****
i am always alone
with my mind

always left
behind

writing about you yet again
it's all i ever do
it feels like a sin
to be so devoted
to someone i can't have
my mind is a bit scattered
but you are what matters

a part of me wants to hurt you
break your heart in two

i write about you
for days on end
although it's pointless
i think you're worth it

i can't sit and hide
what i feel inside
so i'll let myself write

my poetry lacks genius
not as good as yours
but i try my best
to make sure
you relate
to it

i need to stop writing
about the one
who keeps me
hurting