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203 · Mar 7
The biggest If
Dr Peter Lim Mar 7
If life were
   understood
   completely
   we'd have nothing
   more to live for  
   being stultified
   and empty
   all wonder
   would have died

   no more teaching
   nor writing
   there's no need
   for reading or inventing
   superfluous is every thinking

   the morphing
   of  the intellect
   creativity in waning
   the self in annihilating
   and the dehumanising
   of every human undertaking
202 · Dec 2024
In the Somewhere of Time
Dr Peter Lim Dec 2024
We are moments
and players
in the somewhere of time
but can't presage
the outcome-
life is the jungle
thickest, darkest, wildest
and most mysterious-
shadows are ubiquitous
light is rarely seen
or felt around-

we are absorbed
into the web of time
unprepared, innocent
untutored, inexperienced
in our ignorance-
all that we can do
is to watch and accept-

we and time
have no covenant
to come together
or to agree
with each other-

the language
we each speak
is incomprehensible
to the other-

we meet somewhere
and then move in the flow
to the next unknown sphere
202 · Jul 2018
REMINISCENCE*
Dr Peter Lim Jul 2018
Stars do grow weary and old
          their own years they have forgotten
          too long in suspension in the ethereal cold
          tedium and angst in their hearts have begotten.

         Tonight under the dim sky hours I've stolen
         my past suddenly resurrects and my life's story is retold
         my youthful dreams she had once faithlessly broken
         to emptiness and melancholy only my tears now alone I hold
* a friend wrote to me about 'stars; which inspired this poem. After Shelley
Dr Peter Lim Jan 2018
Mum
has
worked
hard
all
the
day
say
thank
you
Dr Peter Lim Jul 2021
Love is not ownership---we don't own the person we love

2. he or she is their own person

3  the couple need not share the same interests as each is different and independent

4.  a loving couple nurtures and supports each other to further their goals/realise their dreams

5. in love, despite each lover being different, they converge in being united irrevocably in heart, mind and soul--throughout their life

6.  love is symbiotic relationship, equality and complete freedom

7.   at its height, love is spiritual and divine

8.   the love that has survived all adversity is the strongest ever

9.   love is not about the self but in caring more of the person treasured

10. love is stronger than death
201 · Oct 2018
The Invisible Inside
Dr Peter Lim Oct 2018
The invisible inside
that carves its true mark
on the person. The outside
is a crude and brittle bark

on the tree of life beside
the human sea in light or dark
to sorrows and joys allied
only the heart could endure and spark.
201 · Jan 2019
2019: WHAT TO AVOID
Dr Peter Lim Jan 2019
Argue not with your boss
lest you end up with job-loss
201 · Apr 2020
10 Questions
Dr Peter Lim Apr 2020
1    As we can't know our own motives, how could another?

2    As everyone wears a mask, how much should we trust?

3    Should love be the ultimate measure of everything?

4    How often do people apply reason to defend their reason?

5   Isn't the meaning of meaning an individual rather than a general
phenomenon?

6    Is truth a myth?

7    Is human nature inherently bad or good?  Who can tell?

8    How much of our life is lived in lies?

9    Isn't it true we are no more than a figment of our own imagination?

10  Is there anyone who is without prejudice?
Dr Peter Lim Jun 2018
If I don't understand
aside I would stand
I would be silent
if I happened to understand.
Dr Peter Lim Mar 2021
Three swallows on wings

darting to clear benign sky

perfect symphony
201 · Jun 2018
My Grandpa's Advice 1
Dr Peter Lim Jun 2018
Don't try to be too clever
soon they would ditch you in the gutter
201 · Aug 2018
BUT TIME I'LL BEND
Dr Peter Lim Aug 2018
But time I'll bend
it would have no say
when it knocks on my door-
I'll shove it away--

I'm a free man, never at the behest
of minutes or hours of the day
life is not for mechanical calibration
I'm my own master, I'll hold time at bay.
201 · Sep 2015
WHY?
Dr Peter Lim Sep 2015
WHY?
Why does sad music make me weep?
Is it because it reminds me of secrets I keep
In some hidden recess of my mind
Remnants of memories that wouldn’t want to be left behind?

Alas, would that past love had been kind
Now I in tears admit love is truly blind
But love lost is wisdom found, verily
In the ripeness of time, that someone I desire would surely come to me
nil
Dr Peter Lim Dec 2017
Just a common face
           colour won't hide my age
           nor wart--- in the mirror
           I shun that image!

          Do what you may
          no difference it does make
          there are 50 writers altogether
          with those photos don't you slip into mistake!
* the editor wrote to me asking:  What colour would you prefer for your photo?
200 · Oct 2021
Credo
Dr Peter Lim Oct 2021
If I were ever to think

life is for the taking

I would have learnt--

nothing
200 · Oct 2021
Perchance
Dr Peter Lim Oct 2021
Though I'm walking away

in my heart you I will yet bear

perchance we'll meet again in some day

you'll still find me the same there
Dr Peter Lim Jan 2021
Looking through window

she surveyed gliding of boats

late husband a sailor
* piece titled YOUNG WOMAN IN FRONT OF WINDOW
200 · Dec 2024
Taoism
Dr Peter Lim Dec 2024
I shine most brightly
   when I'm not seen
   or felt by anybody
200 · Sep 2017
FOOTLOOSE
Dr Peter Lim Sep 2017
It's the loss of so many--a ubiquitous malaise-
too much chagrin the world indeed does know
the planning, the craving , the competing
and achieving--they take toll and life loses its glow-

footloose? an inane poetic advice
don't say that--it's puerile--oh no!
life is never a holiday nor a charmed tale
and really there's nowhere to go--

travel?  wanderlust? nothing better to do?
only the idle, the fool and mindless do so
leave the field, the sea, the mountain and hill alone
why bother which way the winds doth blow?

watch, oh watch how the share-market prices rise
up and up and the bank account's figures grow
footloose? take a break, relax--are you out of your wits?
success, power and money is the only show we know!
200 · May 22
Freedom vs Wisdom
Dr Peter Lim May 22
Wisdom
without freedom
is tantamount
to mental prison
200 · Oct 2018
FROM MY DIARY 28
Dr Peter Lim Oct 2018
It would take a long time
    I know I could forget
    there would be a healing outcome
    the bitterness and rancour would abate
Dr Peter Lim Jan 2018
It would only seem
( I can't be sure
whether this is THE thing)
I can't persuade other writers
to agree ( readers aside)
their experiences
are not mine
they might know more
and could be right-
in my not-knowing
alone I stand
but to doubts
I don't bow
I write
in order
to know
and to understand

is a poem reasoned
it's its birth-place the left-brain
the logical and analytical locus
that spawns the poetic thoughts
and outpourings? A mechanical outcome
a product from the conveyor-- belt
when the factory's button
is switched on
by the eager writing hand?

is a poem born
from a test-tube
a microscope
or a clinical trial
with the poet
as scientist
or progenitor?

An avant-garde poet
(just an acquaintance )
to me he wrote to advise:
'  You must sit down
   and plan
   you must map
  your thoughts--
  don't forget
  your are an engineer
  a scientist
or architect--
  
words are your tools
  have your dictionary
  and thesaurus around
(your tool-box so to speak)
you would need the hammer
the nuts and screws, the spanner
a welding machine or a cutter
nail your words
and thoughts
think of a factory-line
let your every phrase
and sentence
line in sequence
as the railway carriages
follow the running train
if you fail
try and try again
all works-in-progress
would end as finished products
ready for the market'

but
I was not trained
and would be pained
under the weight
of rigorous constraint
I would be imprisoned
the best part of myself I would lose
all my poems would then
weep unrestrained
perhaps I would not write again--


is this THE thing
that does the intuiting?
a feeling stirs within
(its whereof I have no inkling)
it won't go away
and begs to be listened to
a strange mood descends
and guides my hand
I write
(I don't reason)
the words from
some stream
of half-consciousness
rushes to fill
the empty writing-
paper that lies awaiting--
I am reborn
my energy begins its soaring
to a celestial- beyond- time unfolding
(what beauty and radiance
that follows without reasoning!
the feeling
embodies
the ultimate meaning
undoing
all conscious thinking)-

then the poem
by the heart's purity endowed
springs into a life of its own
and comes into resplendent flowering
* there was a glitch just now and the title did not appear--now inserted
Dr Peter Lim Aug 2021
Dear Rosie,

It's true a large part of our character is shaped by our genes but we still have a conscious choice to become the person we want to be.

Most creative people tend to be introspective and some are melancholic too.

Love of our self and others makes us lose our egocentricity and we warm up to life's possibilities, beauty and wonders.

Life is never static and at every bend we can carve our own paths to find meaning and work towards self-fulfilment-
we are free agents and we always have choices.

If we have known suffering, heartaches, loneliness and alienation,
we will emerge stronger, kinder, more compassionate and, slowly and patiently, we will mature spiritually and come  fruitfully to our own--
with this self-discovery, we will be reborn and no future adversity can ever perturb our equanimity and tranquillity.

May you find the peace and joy that you so well deserve

from a fellow-writer
199 · Sep 2017
FROM MY DIARY
Dr Peter Lim Sep 2017
I'm always taken aback by the word 'intellectual'--indeed it unsettles and scares me.  No doubt, this is a favourite word with academicians,  thinkers, the intelligent and smart as well as those who regard themselves as being qualified to be among such. Then they are those who, despite their limited e∂ucation,  have made millions in business (whether legitimately or by devious or illegal means) who pride themselves as 'business wizards', a categorisation that makes them even more distinguished than the 'intellectuals'.

The word sets them apart from the common run of mankind--they want to think of themselves as being superior to all others. It's their obsession, trade-mark and their fetish---they are what their ego makes them.  So sad, they know not that they live in delusion,  for the true intellectual doesn't boast of being one, less commending himself in indulgence that he is such.

I have seen this often in real life and thus am not speaking in speculation.

I am no psychologist but I consider these people not only as puerile, immature, insecure and lacking emotional intelligence but also as socially unpleasant and odious. I remember an Oxford-trained scientist over dinner who talked endlessly about his achievements in chemistry, buttressed further by his proud and talkative wife--a most boring meal!

Intelligence exists everywhere--look at the skilful works of the carpenter, gardener, teacher, nurse, mechanic, electrician, plumber,
iron-monger, singer, dancer, musician, the entertainer and clown, the baker and chef...the list is an endless one.  To crown all this, think of the wisdom of your own mother!

Let me be then, just a common man.  I know this defines me perfectly
and makes me immensely happy!
Dr Peter Lim Oct 2018
Show gratitude
   it's the finest attribute
199 · May 2019
Stages of Life
Dr Peter Lim May 2019
Youth ingratiates
middle age plagues
old age aches
and life forsakes.
199 · Dec 2019
THE CULPRIT
Dr Peter Lim Dec 2019
I looked here and there
   up and downI did  too
   where was the culprit?
   my heart said then: 'Twas you!'
198 · Jan 2018
EPILOGUE
Dr Peter Lim Jan 2018
I'll look into the future
the past I can't change
the prologue
I had written long ago
is now but sand washed
from the languishing shore
into the tumultuous  sea of time

(now the interregnum)

all that which
had gone before
I count as folly
and trivia-
love and hate
doubts and fears
the questioning
the angst
that wouldn't abate
the right direction
I missed
I didn't know
where to go--

( realisation--
  through pain
and tears
I stepped into
  a new long-awaited morrow)

I've since outgrown
the weeds--
in the field
of experience
a new life
I've assumed

though I'm
still a bud
but I know
someday
this would grow
silently flower
and in the gentle breeze
steadily it would blow-

the essence
that life must be
should appear
in the final chapter
the epilogue
that summarises all--

what I would be
is not for others to see
for in this simple corner
at the brink of time
only I
and I alone
could measure
what I truly am
have I lived?
have I betrayed myself?
what do I stand for?
do I sell myself short?
what else do I have to deplore?

from the epilogue
I'll return to the present
bridle in the prologue
a new map
I would draw
where road-blocks
are absent
and forward
I'll walk
engaging
in a dialogue
of my own
every step ahead
on my planning board
I'll highlight
with a strong chalk--

salvation
there's not
but only
within the spot
where my heart and mind
intersect
blend
mutually support

where the rough edges
have been shorn
and a fertile interior
has been born--

where thoughts and feelings
are synchronised
like an orchestra
where all sounds of instruments
are in rapport and tunefully harmonised--

the prologue
must end
in the epilogue

to the sky
at night
I would look
even in the faintest light
as the hours creep by
silently and unnoticed

I would no longer
have tears and know not
how to sigh or cry
as to all that's gone before
I would happily bid goodbye--

in that somewhere
of time
which would be
hidden from my eye
that moment
I would welcome
and embrace
as what has been
predestined
in the mysterious scheme
willingly I would accept

I have lived well
(regret I have none)
my earthly task
has been done
a wondrous experience
it would be to die
into a new beginning
I'm returning home
which was my prologue
long have I travelled
and far did I roam

it's the same gate
that did usher me in
at the very start
now it welcomes me
to pass through
in fullness of heart--

without
the prologue
there would be
no epilogue

nothing that does exist
in life and time
is ever lost--
the prologue
and epilogue
are inter-locked
they leave each other not--

the river flows
into the sea
the waters
become one
not a drop
is not absorbed

life is a mystery
relived
somewhere
beyond the claim
of time
it magnifies
it never dies--

when tired eyes
wake from sleep
from the night before
the awakened
will be greeted
with a bright light at dawn
and all joys
shall be theirs
to eternally keep.
198 · Dec 2017
RANDOM THOUGHT 4
Dr Peter Lim Dec 2017
******-analysis is bunkum
the patient does the talking
the shrink listens and pretends to understand
next he writes a note for the nurse--'$150 is the billing'.
198 · May 2019
MIRACLE
Dr Peter Lim May 2019
Take not the slightest heed
of what's said by other people
just for some moments in your life
consider you are your own miracle.
198 · Nov 2017
AFTER WALT WHITMAN
Dr Peter Lim Nov 2017
In the cradle of the universe
sits my soul.  I'll sing my song
that will vibrate through space-
the moon and stars shall bend
to hear its every jubilant note
the clouds shall scatter its splendour
like petals over the surface
of the earth---every life
every living thing, every voice,
every heart blends in the silent mystery
of oneness--this is the quintessence
of existence--words--they are the mouth-piece
of a Higher Being that resides
within every man and woman
I am every man
I am every woman
I am all things
that breathe
that dares to reach out
for the beyond--
we are not of separate parts
but leaves on the same tree
with common roots
that first gave us life
for this is a tree
that is anchored
in timelessness
beyond age
and decay--

I would die
happy
even as a blade
of grass, a patch of ****
or a tiny little flower
in some unknown field

to regrow
in a season to come
198 · Jun 2018
METAL ROD AND RIFLE
Dr Peter Lim Jun 2018
I ran away
I stopped
my feet were bleeding
I didn't sob-

he was chasing me like a madman
with a long heavy metal rod
I stole a rifle from an ammunition shop
and shot him dead on the spot

at the ****** trial in High Court
this I did report:
he was delusional
but that person I was not

it transpired revenge he was seeking
on that man who stole his wife red-hot
love-making in their barn one winter morning
my name is Peter, that scoundrel's, Raymond Pott!
Dr Peter Lim Apr 2021
Thanks, Beth...I can't walk away from this one!

It's poetry without words, charm beyond compare, richness in silence, nature in matchless splendour, wonder that warms the very heart, love in sharing and being together, the crowning moment that stops time, eternity captured---all that is, is beauty and Arcadia
and life, in its essentiality, blooms like an endless succession of the most beloved flowers, wakes the world to a miracle that transcends our deepest sentiments.
*. depicts a tree in fullest bloom,  also contains a father cycling, followed by his small son
198 · Sep 2021
A bit of me
Dr Peter Lim Sep 2021
I am only at my start
me you shouldn't yet judge
197 · Oct 2021
Me, alone
Dr Peter Lim Oct 2021
When all in the  crowd

rushes in one direction

on another route

I focus my attention
197 · Oct 2015
WOULD YOU?
Dr Peter Lim Oct 2015
If you could travel
back to time, would you?
of what use would that be
you now have a new view
because you are no longer
what you were before
and the past would be aghast
to meet you once more
NIL
197 · Aug 2018
THE SOLICITOR AND THE ISSUE
Dr Peter Lim Aug 2018
Of course it's an is-SUE
that's why I'm proceeding (with my wit)
on behalf of my client to sue
that's what I do---this IS the gist of it!
197 · Oct 2021
Liebesleid
Dr Peter Lim Oct 2021
It would be a lie
if I were to promise
what I can't give-

would that be love
or but a sham
a blemished gift?

My words would never fit--
but none of us does any wrong
neither do we need to forgive-

cast in fate's unyielding stone
are these words: ' Love is illusive-
remember as long as you live'.
197 · Jun 2018
ABOUT SILENCE (2)
Dr Peter Lim Jun 2018
The outer silence at best is but partial
the inner is transcendental and integral.
Dr Peter Lim Oct 2021
We will all grow old one day

and many are at this stage already

the hours are rushing away

slipping into the edge of eternity



but solace your love shall give me

my heart weeps and the right words I can't say

I recall our days of youth we spent so rapturously

to sleep in peace now is all that I should pray
197 · Mar 2019
INSPIRED BY FELLOW-WRITER*
Dr Peter Lim Mar 2019
Once the self settles,  all that follows is bliss.....so few achieve this-
they are too busy.  We must allow time to be free and only in aloneness and freedom could we find the right path.
* Sobbingsoul
197 · Nov 2024
A Vital Difference
Dr Peter Lim Nov 2024
Quest and conquest:
the former speaks of self-fulfilment
the latter is about self-aggrandisement
197 · Nov 2017
AT THE BRINK OF TIME
Dr Peter Lim Nov 2017
I am at the brink of time
there's no looking back--
the past dissolves and my life
is in the balance.  A tiny crack

would make me slip
into the abyss of the unknown-
I have chosen this path
and none should I blame--alone

this is my moment of reckoning
yet my heart so assured does rest
life is never to be feared but to be conquered
every challenge it poses has to be addressed

in the singularity and insularity
of the now-- nothing shall stand in my way
all my inner resources I will harness
here my testament I write- I will stay.
197 · Jun 2018
ABOUT LISTENING
Dr Peter Lim Jun 2018
Listening is sincere, gentle and polite
it respects the speaker, itself it sets aside
197 · Jan 2018
THE DEFINING MOMENT
Dr Peter Lim Jan 2018
If all life
were compressed
into one single moment
are you ready
to seize it by the throat
and declare your stand
unequivocally?
this is the true measure
of you as a man--
to do or die

none of us
is a born hero
heroes are made
shaped by time
and circumstance
tested in the furnace
of personal experience
we were hurt
bruised
damaged
burnt
emaciated
dislocated
displaced
cast away
shut from
the light of day
lonely tears
we shed
with sweat
we ate our bread
while fate
crossed our path
and didn't bother
to look our way

we are alone
from the moment
we were born

yet
however
feeble we are
we'll stare
at that which
seeks to break us
only to know
and show
our spirit
can never
be broken.
196 · Jul 2018
Merit
Dr Peter Lim Jul 2018
Merit, what merit?
such how could I ever claim?
leave this to others with proud wit
the list would not include my name

for I'm content to be my own
to fail in my duties would be blameful shame
life is lived in the singular alone
not to be seen as a public game.
Dr Peter Lim Feb 2021
Civilisation is not monuments and cities

         to books I turn my heart and mind

         amidst life's many woes and perplexities

          the most precious gifts therein I find
196 · Apr 2018
CROSSING TO THE OTHER SIDE
Dr Peter Lim Apr 2018
This shall be my ground
crossing to the other side
has never been in my mind
to nothing and to none shall I be allied
but to that little and simple I hold
no, I won't budge nor compromise
here in my hidden
and faraway garden
I plant the flowers I love
the food I require
dawn is ever a friend
the day witnesses my honest sweat
the evening counts my steps
as home I return--there's more
I could have done but for now
it's quite enough
to the other side
I won't cross
here
is the very centre
of my world
my heartbeat
my reason for living
and happily I'll die
195 · Apr 2019
HUMDRUM
Dr Peter Lim Apr 2019
This is life in a nutshell
humdrum
but I've no song to hum
music is drowned
by the incessant market-drum
which the crowd in boredom
in cohorts rushes for
clowns are daily crowned-

life at large
is predictable
the familiar
is favoured by people
the senseless word-
'comfort-zone'
hugged to the bone
play, dance and sing
let the banal hone
never mind
the sterile outcome
noise and loudness
cuts* short the dreams
of innocent prime
and insults lonely old age
regarded as the castaway
of unfeeling time
the superficial reigns
brings down the bulwarks
of the true and sublime--

this in the end
is the moral harm
and outcome
of the self-chosen
society-made humdrum
* the preceding treated as one
195 · Jan 2021
Text Message to......
Dr Peter Lim Jan 2021
I don't want to stay too long
lest I were to do you more wrong
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