My periods turn to semicolons My suicide notes to poetry My goodbyes became hellos The blades turn to sunflowers And the bullets, a rose My heart still is broken But the pieces have been found Death isn’t for me anymore What is, in the here and now I still don’t feel enough But I am alive And that’s enough to say Today is not the day I die.
Wanting to feel The sensation of something real Needing to heal Wounds I never wanted to reveal What I conceal Will only lead to a repeat ordeal I keep taking the deal While not understanding life's appeal