The winds destructive measures
The winds combined two hearts
And
The gust of winds
Has pushed your heart into mine.

Her aroma was very heady
Her glare shoots through my soul,
I almost felt that I wasn't ready,
But she made me feel whole.

The way she would look at my eyes,
Almost indescribable sensation,
The way I know her lip won't lay lies,
Only drew me closer to her temptation.

I recollect that moment frequently,
How she placed her hands on my lap,
Following proper social decency,
It made me feel like I was taking a nap.

Coated in complete cordial comfort,
She whispered and mumbled,
"I don't know what you've suffered,
But I want to know", I felt so jumbled.

My heart rate started to fluctuate,
Increasing and decreasing,
Yet she made me felt safe,
I almost froze up and started heaving,

I gazed into her eyes,
Said 'I don't think I feel that way yet',
Spoke confused words and lies,
Because I knew I was ready and set.

We strayed from one another in label,
She remained my close friend,
Always thought of leaving, I wasn't able,
Because I knew what we had will never end.

She will always remain by my side,
Help me hold my head up high,
And through it all with every stride,
She never once said good bye.

Turkish girl?, No she was a turkish delight,
She was everything sweet and hopeful,
Even when I was in the dark, she made it bright,
Because she knew all I wanted was to be vocal.

She would listen to me endlessly,
It felt almost like a heaven on Earth,
And I knew or know, it felt like destiny,
Something I've been ready for since birth.

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How can you be so charming and kind,
To a guy who has once left your side,
How do you keep calm in your mind,
The girl who's only ever been polite.

You lent me your shoulder,
And when I was weak and brittle,
You brought out solder,
And said this should help a little.

You always laugh at my jokes,
In a genuine manner as though,
Somehow you knew when I spoke,
It would all be pleasant to know.

Thank you so much for having my side,
I enjoy your company by me every day,
Even when things have been a dark ride,
You know exactly what to say.

With you everything felt real,
Great thing is you're not a poet,
Because words can't describe how I feel,
Only action will be able to show it.

I'm not ready for I love you's or be mine,
So I guess one day I'll be ready,
But you have always ever been sublime,
To let me hug you like a teddy.

Could I ever be loved?
In between finding out,
And finding doubt,
A love had sprout,
Because in between finding out,
And welcoming thoughts of doubt,
I found you...

Look to the skies, look to the skies,
For the cloud surely never lies.
Look to the stars, look to the stars,
For the beauty will heal your scars.
Look to the seas, look to the seas,
For the comfort of the cold breeze.
Look to the lights, look to the lights,
For the hope that lay in between the nights.
Look to the words, look to the words,
For all they require is to be heard.

I ventured into the windy night
In search for who I wanted to become,
But I never realised,
That who I wanted to become,
Became who I am.

You fell onto my shoulders,
Settling into my arms,
And your body into my embrace.

You fell onto his jagged shoulders,
Settling onto his thorns,
And your body coated in spikes.

You fell to the cold ground,
Settling into loneliness
And your body **forever damaged.

I feel kind of fine,
And somehow that scares me.

How many times
do I have to keep telling myself  I've moved on,
before I really do?

I will build my dreams
And the future so it seems,
I will sew at seams....