This too shall pass
I reassured myself
Cleaning the shattered
Remnants of my
heart by myself.

This too shall pass
I repeatedly told
myself as I
found myself
crying in the
corner of my room.

This too shall pass
as I act
as my own
adhesive and held
myself back to
one piece.

This too shall pass
as I see
her walking away
from me.

I don't think this will pass
As I tell myself
dreaming about you
every single night.

So I reassure myself
This too shall pass.

You are the calm wind brushing against the sea,
So patient, so understanding and so kind to me.
You took the time to message me despite my sadness,
It was like you were trying to heal me from madness.
Gentle feedback to guide my writing,
Messaging you was the right thing.
My mind is a bit more at peace thanks to you,
So now the grass is once again green and not blue.
Trusting heart to make me feel appreciated,
And my loneliness suddenly somehow alleviated.
Your sense of humour is one of a kind,
Astounding,
And this is probably stupid sounding....
But thank you for being my friend.

In a fictionalised world,
And in my recurring dreams,
You became my wife.
You remained in love with me.
I don't have to say I miss you,
Because you never left.
I don't have to feel heartbreak,
Because it never happened.
You never grew to hate me.
But then what good is fiction
When reality is all that we have.

Oh how my heart went insane,
If it would change anything at all,
I would bear the weight of a crane,
Just to see and talk to you some more.

The love I was shown ran me over like a train,
Without them my brain and heart is going insane,
My heart had driven on the best lane,
So in my memory, forever a beautiful moment gained,
Maybe we weren't meant to be like abel and cain,
For your name won't ever change,
It will always be.......

I took a step towards the moon
I promise sweetheart I'll be with you soon
Just need to finish up some business,
I mean what's 30 years anywas right?
I have missed you,
It's been kind of a relief
That you visit me in my dream
Every night.
One day I'll walk to the moon
And never turn back
I promise.
I hope you haven't been feeling lonely
Don't worry, the feeling is mutual
Life on Earths ******* boredom
Since you've left.
Don't worry sweet heart
I'll see you in my dreams
It gives me the chance to tell you
Things I never got the guts to say
Like the way your eyes remind me of cupid
The way you walk reminds me of cupid
Your smile shines even from the moon
And you remind me of cupid
Because I love you.

What is 30 years really?
I'll be with you soon.

And I asked myself,
'What was wrong with me?';
and i did not expect the answer to be
Everything

The devil is beating his wife.
Can you imagine such a life.
Droplets of pain and despair,
Nary a person to ever share.
If we open up our heart,
To such hatred, will it depart?
A mirror shows us our reflection,
And we long to live in affection.
We can't grasp at what we should be seeing on the other side of the glass,
Because as humans we are so concerned with *******, thighs and ***.
We should look into our soul and discover what makes us, us,
Rather than our curves, our blemishes and our busts.

We should look for kindness inside ourselves,
To put others on a pedestal because they can't afford shelves.
Have you ever thought about those without a mirror?
How they just want to see their blemishes to make it clearer?

Come December, I'll be out of University,
Only now has it occurred to me,
That it was the most peaceful place for me.
Names didn't riddle my brain or my soul,
I would leave feeling quite whole.

I have a close friend who kept me warm,
Friends who helped me forget things,
It was pleasant...

But the saying goes,
'Change is an inevitable part for humanity',
plus on the bright side I have a job.
It's much more peaceful than I had imagined.

It was today
That I learn I could not love you
In the way he has shown you,
I ask myself 'what if I grow to?';
But I was asking the wrong questions,
Because I should have asked
'Will you ever love me the same
As you love him?,

And I should have known
before hand.
...

My love for you never faded,
So as the path became saturated,
I found no other reason to go on,
As though I've given up on holding on.

I thought I was always serious with you,
When the green grass turned blue,
I had nothing but a serious mood,
Guess it was just a part of my attitude.

I used a lot of jokes not because I didn't care,
But because I figured thats how to show care,
To cheer you up,
Till the laughter was enough.

My personality won't change,
It might adjust to be serious in situations,
But I am certain it won't change
So you deserve someone better.

I guess my own personal flaw...
But I'm twenty now and walking through new doors.
It was a blessing getting to know you,
and knowing what love is like, i owe it all to you.

You're a great soul,
God will look over you.
-LWKL

I can see your grip loosening,
Like a rope that has become frayed,
You're probably regretting you stayed,
And slowly your heart is what I'm losing.
They say two people are meant to be,
When they can see the horizon across the sea,
From two different sea shores.
I guess you chose to close all doors,
And now I'm here completely locked out,
Of what you use to call "love"

I can right all the wrongs
in all the heartbreak songs
But I can not un-write a song
That has already been sung.

I can better myself today
But I can not erase my past
For every walking object
Leaves a shadowy cast.

No there are no roses at the doorstep,
No gifts or chocolates to be kept.
Just another day amongst the many,
While the stars are in assembly.
Just me and the stars of the night sky,
Coated in the flow of a lonely eye.
The constellations tell me one thing,
I will never have any duo to sing,
Forever destined to be alone,
Just me and my next door neighbours moan....
Happy Valentines day to them,
They sure sound wet with excitement.

Sometimes it is strange how two lives will intertwine and ultimately lead to a complete change of events. You could be given many alternatives to life, and you live it how you preferred. Each moment will be either beautiful or a bitter sweet coated with a sense of beauty in it. I guess that moment for me would be, falling for someone. Someone I was told not to. Little did I know I meant nothing, I was a mere face in their memory banks. So as time progresses, I don't know whether our paths will ever cross again, but I know I had known someone that had made all the difference in my life and as final goodbye comes around the corners, I learnt something more about myself. I learnt that love even in its weirdest form or even shortest form still existed. Be it unrequited or not. Hopefully it'll grow to a fond memory, of when I fell head over heels for someone who I had made my whole world, only to realise I was nothing. The tears will come and so will the pain, but that's the only way to remind me that I had actually felt and knew what love was even briefly. They say time heals all wounds hopefully I'll be fine when my time comes..... When it isn't meant to be, no matter what I could try, it'll never be. Hopefully I can stop loving you one day, and become a better me.

Bye forever, my heart will be emitting best wishes, you deserve someone better than me.. Sorry for making you feel trapped and imprisoned by the way.... Slowly, it'll let me know how to be a better person for when the time is right.....And hopefully the next person I trust can fill my life with cheers as you did....Once again, sorry and best wishes with everything.

I'm looking for a word,
A word I've never heard,
A word that describes warm,
A word that can transform,
To mean,
The fuzziness inside that causes the heart to bend,
When someone great calls you a friend.
A word with a strange odd feel,
A word that seems so unreal,
A word that feels like the colour blue in the sky,
A word that feels like the wind that falls off a butterfly,
A word that is so subtle yet so life altering,
A word that describes how the bird's sing.

What is that word?

He spoke of his love for her constantly,
She did the same repeatedly,
But when a storm had arrived,
She used his body as a shield,
And he felt a part of him die in the impact.
The part that fell in love with her...

      His heart was never the right,
size, shape, form or colour,

        Ever again. ...

Clouds formed a lively smile,
It's ends extended for a mile.
The cloud didn't know pain,
Just waiting to drizzle rain.
Luminescent ray passes through,
And it held together like glue.

Clouds are a strong bond,
Pouring storm on anyone.

Day in day out, I'm sat here missing you.
I wonder whether I ever crossed your mind too.
I want to hold you, stare into your eyes,
Hug you while I look up at the skies,
Completely content.

I miss you so much babe.

When people throw words at us,
We can just throw it back at them,
Cause we remain eve and adam,
But the people can't ever fathom,
How god somehow created us.
Fast forward to fated lovers,
In the beginning I didn't think I'd recover,
Because someone took apart my ribs,
But based on the love that I recieve,
And knowing that you will never decieve,
We remain adam and eve, eve and adam,
But the people can't ever fathom,
That we were made for each other.

Speak to the heart,
Because sometimes the mind is clouded.

If my mum has taught me anything
It's that you can't let death
Take the light out of life.
She told me that when father passed
She was waiting for an impossibility
She told me she was waiting for his return
And in her mind she knew for certain.

So she sat in sadness till I reached adulthood
And I spent my childhood
Watching my mum struggle day by day
And I would still enforce our family tradition
That 'I love you's' are shown in silent actions.
The darkness of death
Leaves the light in anyone
Feeling indebted to a soul
That no longer roams the Earth.
I chose to live,
Even in the darkness of the world,
Sitting in the corners of shadows approaching
**I chose to live

I can show you two worlds,

                     One with peace,
                     One with love,
                     One without poverty,
                     One where generosity blossoms like flowers,
                     One where smiles are shared.

The other is a wasteland,
Barren in its effect,
A mixture of love and hate,
Poverty is deep rooted,
Corruption runs rampant,
Sadness and despair flows,
Sometimes happiness runs,
                            
                                         The latter is Earth.
                                          Welcome....
                                            We don't come in peace.

When you see the moonlight,
Remember they are shining for you.
When you see the stars,
Remember they twinkle for you to notice.
When you shine,
Remember there will be people who notice.

We were doomed from the start,
So now that we venture separately,
Did we just somehow grew apart?
Or whether we weren't meant to be.

Every path laid,
Is another path made,
A different pathway,
To part ways.

Her : I think we are fated.
Him: I think I fainted.
Her: I hope this loving red doesn't become faded.
Him: Or that both our hearts won't be jaded.
Her: Maybe we could work this rightfully so.
Her: So do you love me?
Him: ****. Poopcakes.
Her: ...seriously dude?
Him: Banana **** ice cream

Without you in this world,
There's no world left.
You're a diamond and a pearl,
And I will be bereft.

I don't think I'll be able to live,
Nor will i ever be able to love,
So please don't use the shiv,
Or I'll fall apart like a dead dove.

Please don't. ...

You're just too great
You're just too great sometimes
And I'm sure I'll let the whole world know
When you smile back
I know I'm smiling back sometimes
Underneath the shine of all the bright stars.

I don't know if this is the right path
But I'm treasuring all these moments
Where I'm holding onto your hands
Chasing our future plans
Only time will ever tell

So you can watch me
As I hide my smile
Hoping your heart
Will still be with me
Till we're sixty
I've still got sins to atone
But I won't be alone.


Your brightness is on par
With the other big stars

Way up past the clouds,
Atop a gently swaying tree,
Is a sight of the serene sea,
A pride of lion so proud,
I clenched onto the tree,
Not letting go,
NOT LETTING GO
....
If i let go.
I'll be lions' **** by morning.
HELP.

You were my best bet,
Not someone to be won,
Not something I gamble on,
You were my best bet,
To be what humans call the one,
But the notion of betting has long gone,
Because with you nothing could go wrong.
I could hold my head in my hands,
Think of all our little beautiful plans,
Cherish one another like albino and tans.
You were my best bet
The one who I could never forget,
A heart and soul of gold, a perfect set,
But we haven't solidify anything to treasure yet,
Because even though you were my best bet,
You were also my last bet.

You were my last bet,
Because I unwilling lost,
And subsequently I'm feeling lost,
But if our paths should cross,
Just know that words won't be loss,
But the photographic memories set in gloss,
Will remind us of the way our teeth sat across,
One another like dental floss.

Night creeps in and I realize day ends,
But it doesn't matter because we are still friends.
Your word of teenage wisdom,
Helped me break free from my mental system,
The encouragement you gave,
Built stronger everyday like a sea's wave.
So through all of it,
I can't wait another minute,
To say thank you.
For making me less blue.

I was going to write about Napoleon Bonaparte
About how his insecurities must have blown apart,
But I wasn't sure if he was good or bad,
Whether he was sane or he was mad,
I lacked the knowledge to put him in words on a pad,
So I asked myself, who do I know best?
I only know me best and that is not said in jest.
When I was young, I had trouble fitting in,
Somehow they always saw only my skin,
Others told me I shone a light on Earth,
That somehow being optimistic was my worth,
I never could believe them,
Because the lights always felt dim,
I was probably the most negative person ever,
I would see bird flu from a single feather,
Saw how a dog was leashed and tethered,
And only wanted to free it.

When I was 16, I watched myself turn to a monster,
Lost in the world of competition,
I saw myself treasuring grades and money,
Above all else.
The world became a giant playground for me,
Where all people surrounding me were enemies.
This phase ended abrupt
When I had my first commitment,
My first girlfriend,
And although I didn't love her,
I felt I would have grown to,
But I never did grow to.

One day I fell in love with someone,
Someone I have never met,
Someone on the other side of the world,
Confusing plastic for pearl,
I saw a prize out of everyone.
Everyone including this person,
Became someone I easily let in.
So as I grew another year older,
I kept my arms folded,
Kept my heart and soul locked away,
Because it took two decades to get to today,
For me to realise that maybe the world,
Isn't plastic or pearl,
It's more than that.
It is heart and soul,
Finding a reason to be whole,
Even when your heart burns blacker than coal,
There will always be someone to make you whole.
The cynic in me started to vanish,
Because I saw the beauty in memories,
Rather than the pain of the aftermath.
Just because it's a heartbreak,
Just because your heart momentarily ached,
Does not mean that it was never beautiful,
Because it gave you the chance to be you,
The you that has been locked away for so long.

This is for those who have had a broken heart
Who wept and screamt as it fell apart
People telling you the end is where it starts
"DON’T TELL ME WHERE IT ******* STARTS."
It stems from a belief that maybe, just maybe
if we were right they would never leave,
so we fall just a little harder than others
left our fathers and our mothers
out of the equation because we were in love.
And being in love was enough.

You promise yourself to shut that beat
To silence the sound of love’s heat
because you know the next time
it will be the same.
It becomes ingrained in you
to never trust that the sky is blue
saw cars running over cans
like it was about to run over you.
You fell at the feet of those
who stomped on you countless
believing that that beat will
vanish…
It doesn’t.
You’re deluding yourself
It doesn’t ever stop for anyone
including yourself.

So fall in love, have as many heartbreaks
Have so much heartbreaks that your heart
becomes just art because he
would have left with everything
washed away beyonds the seas
saw no waves of content
only waves of anguish
HE LEFT FROM YOUR HEART.
**And ...now all that’s left is art…

You are darkness
Because you are a de-light.
You are more than getting rid of coins,
Because you are more than de-cent.
When I'm with you I can't hear anything,
Because you are the death of me.
I think we are going to get married,
Because I can hear wedding belle.
It would be an issue if I was lion to you,
Because you are the mane reason I'm honest.
I looked over the corner,
Because my interest piqued....