I try to reach out
You don't respond
This gives me doubt
But I still continue on

I communicate again
Not a voice to be heard
Does she not want me then?
I wish I could be sure

I want to get high
I try to get drunk
Just to stop the cry
To rid the depression

But I wouldn't for you
But only for you
Because anything I do
Has always been for you

She said she loved me
I said I love her
I thought we would be
together forever

I wish I was right
I wish we would last
I still try to fight
But my time went too fast

I wanted her back
But she didn't want me
There is to much I lack
So I just set her free

I lost her again
I gain hope again
It's a lot to endure
Did I ever have her

I just want the truth
I know she does too
I've given her mine
Now it's her turn and time

She said she loved me
But did she really
She said she loved him
But to him it seemed meant

I don't feel that used
I think she was confused
She didn't know the real me
She will never know the real me

She never really loved me
Just the person I pretended to be
I always loved her
For her and only her

She was the perfect person
I thought she was the one
But we've grown so distant
This isn't what was meant

You barged in my life
You showed me life
Then you ripped it apart
And threw me in the dark

I try to come back
But there is to much I lack
I'm still not good enough
I'll never be good enough

Forget this world
Forget this place
Forget myself
I'm a ******* disgrace

I tried my best
I didn't succeed
I made the world worst
Now just let me be