i just want you here with me right now
gently stroking my hair
as you entwine your fingers with mine
if i'd start to cry
you'd hold me close
and whisper soothing words into my ear
i need the security of being held in your arms
and i need it now

d.l.b.

i keep having dreams about you.
i don't know if it's a sign.
i don't know if it means something.
i am not quite sure.

you had to leave early today.
you make me wonder.
you make me laugh.
you are not quite sure.

d.l.b.

when i was 10 years old,
i thought i would have
somebody to love by now
i never thought i would
be completely alone

d.l.b.

we made eye contact today.
and that one second
when we were just focused
on each other,
and nothing else,
was wonderful.

maybe next time
i can find the courage to
smile at you
when our eyes lock again.

d.l.b.

right now,
if someone were to ask me,
"what is he to you?"
i wouldn't know what to say.

because i don't know what you are to me.
and i feel us drifting apart every second.

but 4 months ago,
if someone were to ask me,
"what is he to you?"
i would know exactly what to say.

d.l.b.

you came to me in a dream
and told me you loved me
after you had left me

what if my dream comes true?
what will become of us then?

i still remember what you looked like in my dream
you looked frightened
and i was confused

d.l.b.

i thought we were all friends
and i feel left out
you talk to her when you could've talked to us both
i just feel unwanted sometimes
like
why should i even be there

d.l.b.