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Dennis Bielanski Apr 2014
My heart cries
Every time you ignore me
I look to you
And you look the other way
I wake
Count the seconds till I see you
You treat it
Like it's just another day
And when we talk
Your focus is elsewhere
I'm in the room
It feels like I'm not even there
We were once close
A bond we happened to share
Now you make it feel
Like you don't even care.
Dennis Bielanski Apr 2014
See the questions that surface in my mind
And see the mistakes that I have made
Begging for a change for my lonely soul
Full speed emotional I'm losing control

Vanishing memories of what I said    
Apear to me In a vivid dream
Where I am in over my head
Not having you makes me scream
Dennis Bielanski Apr 2014
You have heard it before
And I'll say it again
I am not like other men
Won't keep from you
The way I feel
Love is something
I don't want to steal
Can not give you
A perfect life
Don't want to be man and wife
Does not mean I can't give to you
This love of mine
That's pure and true
Do my best to take care of you
Promise to do right by you
Your my my Angel
You are my Star
And when you leave me
It will leave a scar
Upon this heart that beats for you
Up until the day I die
You know I'll never say goodbye
Dennis Bielanski Apr 2014
Woman you've really touched me
Deep down to the core you see
Heart and soul my spirituality
Freely given never taken from me
My affection for you I could not foresee
And where it goes and to what degree
Please know you mean the world to me
The love that I give you...you get it for free
No cost for my love it always will be
Again please know that you've really touched me
Deep in my heart you happen to be  
I'm head over heals I have to agree
These feelings for you I guarantee
Dennis Bielanski Apr 2014
Oh Angel Face
I find myself thinking of you again
These feelings I have for you
I wish and wish they were pretend

Oh Angel Face
These feelings are unyielding
And I am so afraid of how I feel
The human heart is so unreal
My affections are never beguiling

Oh Angel Face
I'm not sorry that I feel this way
Your so special you mean the world to me
My heart will never let me walk away
And in my heart you will always be
Dennis Bielanski Apr 2014
I wake in the morning
And again your on my mind
This excitement I feel for you
How I care for you completely redefined

This excitation when I think of you
My heart beating an affectionate song
I can feel and hear you breathing
In day dreams that are prolonged

The sight of you the smell of you
Mind races and I try to hold it in
Love has thrown me a sucker bunch
That's landed upon my chin
Dennis Bielanski Apr 2014
You don't know how empty I feel
How lost I am without you
To uncover my heart what would it reveal
A respect for you so loving and true
Devotedness  that can't live without you

Could you understand how misplaced I am
Without you walking beside me
If I could explain how my heart can't abstain
Wanting to feel your own heart beat upon me

Wandering and lost my heart pays the cost
I cry myself to sleep nightly
As I lay in my bed dreams of you fill my head
The illusions of you continue to haunt me

How can I explain all of this pain
I feel cause I'm wanting to have you
I know it's not fair but my hearts in the air
Free falling but don't want to hurt you

These feelings you see won't let go of me
They are rooted deep down into my soul
I'm prayed upon by beast that's so strong
Only you are the one that can save me
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