Connectivity, compatibility and my incomprehensibly blatant feelings are what compel me to be so irrevocably drawn to you. Within my heart would lie a chamber, an imaginary yet sacred safe haven where my feelings may be kept safe and strong. You own this chamber, you own my heart. Without your undying love, I would surely dissolve and disintegrate into nothing but a pile of desperation and a pathetically lost soul. My love for you burns so strong, so deep that I would never be able to love another as I have loved you. Though all odds are against us, all possibilities of being together may seem too far to reach or too hopelessly out of the question, I shall still long for your love, long to feel your soft skin lay against mine. I shall long to feel our lips and bodies collide in what feels like a supernova of emotion and love. To make love to you is like nothing I could imagine. To feel the very fabric of my existence lay within your hands; yours to control, to do with as you so please. My love for you is unconditional and undeniable. It is certain that without you, I would not be me.

Remember that day you sat in your room?
silence was a comforting melody
Did he ever love me?
You dragged yourself over to your shelf, picked up a bottle of ***
Never mind a cup, the pain you were feeling couldn't be measured with a specific amount of alcohol entering your body
All you could remember is what you did on that bed together
You kissed
Made love to each other
Cried about lost dreams and made new ones together
We will have 5 kids, Etzio is our son, Delilah, Charlotte, summer, and Lillian
We will have them workout with us
Accept them for what our parents didn't accept us for
Love them unconditionally
Love each other unconditionally
You will travel with me for my competitions and I will be sitting and supporting you in every case you will be talking in
I want to die in your arms and never live a day without telling you that I love you
Now I'm drunk
You're gone
The memories are haunting me
I can't sleep
My dream catcher seems to be one of the lies I'm getting used to now
Your lies.

Killing yourself
A lot of us have thought about it at least once
You're not good enough
You're not smart enough
You're not pretty enough
Your dreams are "stupid"
So other than working on fixing yourself you decided to take your own life
Your crying mother wishes she tucked you in bed one last time
Your depressed father wishes he was never ******* you about school
Your sister locks herself in your room hoping you would walk in once more and tell her to get out
Your best friend wonders why she never noticed how much you needed her
You thought you were getting rid of your problems but you only worsened it
You can never do something without it affecting other people at one point
You are loved
You are worthy
You are strong
You can get through it
Just know what you have before you decide that it is not good enough.

The first time you told me you loved me
I was drunk out of my mind, we were lying in bed and you were hiding the fact that you felt anything towards me from your friends.
You walked me home,
Helped me change into fresh clean clothes,
Tucked me in bed.
I love you…
But you were saying that to somebody else
Was it because I have a habit of only saying the truth when I'm drunk?
was it the beauty in the moment where our skin was touching?
or that the house was quiet?
The voices in my head were silenced by your presence
You didn't even kiss me that night
You didn't want me to think that you were taking advantage of me.
You held me,
Comforted me,
Told me that I was the most beautiful girl in the world
That nobody has made him feel this way
You told me that I meant the world to you and that you can't live if I'm not with you
I guess you're dead now.