Holding up tears is hard to do
Your shaking voice tells it to everyone
But you do it anyway.
Suppressing feelings is hard to do
It gives you massive headache you can't ever explain to anyone
But you do it anyway.

It takes more courage to live
And being brave is not lazy.
Trying hard is not lazy.
You are not lazy nor crazy.

This is called
Bravery.

I am a coward
I dare not confess my heart
For fear of rejection
I don't wish to spoil the friendship we have

Declaring love
is more courageous than facing a hungry lion
I long to tell you so bad
Yet fear is holding me back
I hope someday, I can find my courage
Before, it is too late

Happy birthday my best friend
Happy birthday my lovely sister
May you live a cheerful happy life with me by your side
I love you so much that it's unbelievable
I never wanna see you sad nor crying
Just the thought of you crossing my mind makes me happy
Never forget that I will be here for you no matter what

My words
these words
to her they mean nothing
I feel like burnt bread
left stale in the oven
she wants
she wants
me to feel
and feel all of these things
but she wants nothing to do
with the one
thing
that means
[everything]
to me